3 seconds to judge what really counts…

Am I M.I. ?

“One m(in)ute attention to Y(our) imagination”

“Whoever knows real self, knows everything beyond it.”

M.I.

Welcome in the last, ninth already, episode of that most incredible and literally breath-taking journey, through all that hidden realms of our Consciousness. As previous seven episodes penetrates seven its grades and eighth one, Consciousness itself, in this one we´ll explore its source, infinite intelligence. Journey, which starts seven years ago from small and innocent life dream to write a book about most ridiculous at that time subject, our love. Love, which actually really happens two years later, becomes inspiration for those exploration much more further and deeper as well. After recognizing fact, that same writing process helps with realizing life dreams, next subject becomes even much more surreal. Freedom, which actually took 25 years to realize it was subject of next one, finished actually with three books inside the one. Sort of “Saint Trinity” indeed, which together with that first one and next as well about Unity, creates “Indepentateuch”. Five completely different new episodes about five human grades of Consciousness. Further, sixth episode, is a consequence of that in form of losing identity in “zero ID” state, which results not only with losing book form in case of audio-book, but also gaining gnosis about all Universe, which fulfills the seventh one as well. Next one, eighth explore its source, our Consciousness, which becomes inspiration to take a look beyond it. All information inside it are result of personal exploration of always curious and never believing unbeliever, who trusts only his own experience, which brings Me from the void of Universe to the same source. Source, which like every center of mandala or cycle is the beginning and the end simultaneously and all that distance from it to the rim is our freedom to choose our state of Consciousness, or its realm. Realm, which always change with our gained knowledge, that expands imagination field until pure Consciousness itself. After that we explore beyond it, transmutating Consciousness into Intelligence. Multiversal Intelligence, source of gnosis about its same center, taoness. Zero-point, in which our double toroidal fields always will connect. Before-life before life with after-life after life, illusion within reality, Consciousness within Intelligence, or Mindfullness with Awareness. Without more spoilers, we invite You to that final chapter of our collective excursion. Infinite transcendence, which starts with our questioning who am I?, If am I?, what if I am M.I.? Because only those one, who question will get the answers, so let´s question absolutely everything, king. Observe, Act, Pass. Free King, Thin King, Tall King. All is about King size. Chapter, which starts after that fundamental question is asked:

Am I Multiversal Intelligence?

Am I M.I.?

Part alfa. 1 (A)SPIRE

(Aspire to be that Spire, which Respire to Inspire)

“When the human race learns to read the language of symbolism, a great veil will fall from the eyes of men.”

Manly P. Hall

When we drop drip on a flat surface of water, it creates a momentary cavity that recoils due to surface tension, creating a upward-rising column (jet). The impact produces four primary, often mixed behaviors: coalescence (merging), floating (supported by air film), bouncing, or splashing, which can create secondary droplets. We are that Intelligence ocean in a physical drop of it, which creates those four states of Consciousness. Each of those four states creates certain attachment with its character. Awareness tides us to form, Universe to our weakness, mindfulness to power and Consciousness attach to force. First emerge in our addiction to physical side of the world, second tides us with emotional relations to that spiritual one. Third is addiction to (and of) authority and fourth one, attach with gnosis. Only when we consciously resign from all that four attachments, we are saturated and ready to meet our source. Otherwise, we will still back here reincarnated to fulfill our detachment. Aparigraha untied us from form, kshama liberates of our weakness, samadhi detach from power and isvara pranidhana release from the force. All of them leads to innerpeace, which is result of absolute detachment. In other, more sophisticated words, satAn receive, what Ego can accept and lUcifer forgive, to offer chrIst, all that for which taO is grateful. Coalescence is Turyia, our Christ, floating is mindfulness Lucifer, splash is our human awareness Satan about whole bouncing, which represents our Ego Universe. Four cardinal points of it, our N.E.W.S., are connected in the fifth one, same center of them. Same as four elements of nature are united with it quintessence, ether and four level of our transcendence: corpus, nous, pneuma and psyche are all betwixt in one monad. Ancient symbol of circle represents spiritual side of world, when cross of material one. When circle is over cross (as in the astrological Earth symbol) it means “heaven’s kingdom on earth”, when is opposite, symbolize spirit trapped in matter (as in ancient human being symbol). Circle with dot inside symbolize pure Consciousness, where dot represents its source, Infinite intelligence. Our center, human monad, from where aspiration creates nothingness and inspiration is source of Consciousness, intention creates universe inside imagination. When our attention transform awareness into mindfulness, we realize that we are that SPIRE, of which top is at that center and rim of our Consciousness is base of that cone. Base, which we can transcend through conscious RE-SPIRE, which leads to meditation and samadhi. (No)state, in which (moral) interpreter of (oral) narrator’s story, which becomes (plural) archivist of his, or herstory (awareness) and (lunar) projector of it (universe) is (rural) reflection (mindfulness) within pure (solar) observer (Consciousness). Intelligence, is (astral) observation.

Whole day of dry fasting at scorching beach teach as fact, that first three hours after sunrise, are to overcome desire (to drink). Next three hours anger (with freedom of being thirsty). Following three hours deals with anxiety (from fear of dying), forthcoming three hours, sloth (with love) and last one confront doubts (with wisdom). That’s why it’s really good to make a shift between super-dry and dry fasting and jump around noon in the refreshing water, after our acceptance to experience small glimpse of kshama. After we consciously decide to calm our mind from anxiety that we will go to water, when suffering from thirst will cease, we have responsibility to do it. Following time, we can full enjoy sunbath again with love. Slowly changing dry fasting into wet one, we gain wisdom, what we really are. Anxious, angry, full of doubts, desire for sloth and if we want it to change that state, we have to learn complete experience of kshama. After that we can comprehend, what we can be, if we will be grateful for that wisdom: serene, tranquil wish for rest in inner-peace. That’s the goal for what me aspire.

To be that Spire, which Respire to Inspire…

4,3,2,1 (For free to one) Multiversal Intelligence.

gAMe (with)In MInd?

3 minutes 4 transcend Your limits…

“The greatest sources of our suffering are the lies we tell ourselves.”

Elvin Semrad
(quoted by Bessel A. van der Kolk)

Let’s assume that absolutely everything in our life is as it should be. That all is just prepared for our purpose and only from our level of vibration depends if we see that, or not. Everyone, now & here is free and really happy, because, as we still breathe, we play at the same game, but not everyone is conscious about that fact. That´s why, through that ignorance, we create illusion of that sad enslavement, that we called ¨mundane existence¨. Moreover, as being unconscious about fact, how powerful is that illusion, most players believe that´s real life and completely become immersed with that. Although, that illusion is only one from infinite possibilities, which everyone can choose. Possibilities, which can be discovered with Kshama. First step is same act of playing IN that game, second realizing that fact, which transforms into third one, playing WITH that game. That step is possible after we understand its rules, same way as before we play with music, first we have to learn basic rules with accords. Fourth step is finding way how to rewrite it, in which we become creating director, instead of playing actor. That leads us to fifth step, in which we became game itself. Game with(in) mind. That game is full of our emotional mirrors, which accumulates every vibration, that we will send to that mirror. Everything around us, other people, animals, plants, minerals and all etheric space are that mirrors. When we understand fact, that we are mirrors for others, all game change and when we honestly bless every mirror, we can reach bliss. We stop to live for ourselves and start to live for others. For that reflection. Reflection, that is source of our feedback from narrator, which is link between “our” interpreter with secretary. Finally, dispersion of observer, shows us reality of saint trinity: observer, object and act of observation.

Our awareness about that “game of leila” starts from most simple and lowest feelings as guilt, shame, apathy and anger and through our acceptance we transform them to those higher states of Consciousness as love, serenity and enlightenment, which are results of our honest free will to change. Those highest states are conglomeration of certain simple feelings. For instance, our love is mix of tender, compassion, forgiveness and honesty. Serenity unites satisfaction, inner-peace and joy and enlightenment is final result of all previous states. This old egyptian “game of Ureaus” has seven levels. First three lower, active Yang ones are in power, last three higher ones yin passive, in force and the middle one , neutral is that field of change. With our will we’ll arise from that most simple feelings to that most expanded states of Consciousness. States, beyond which is our Nothingness. Everything, what we can’t even imagine, while everything imagined is within our Consciousness. Learning love, with natural bridge of acceptance, we cross that void for a first time, from cultural ignorance to graceful assurance. From human Apopis (Ego) to post-human Ureaus (Tao), through super-man Super-Ego (God), confronting with seven nonsenses on the way. We start that journey from healing our traumas on Sefekht, which are reason of our guilt and shame, through sadness on Tekh from sorrow and apathy, with envy of Ob, reason from our fear and desire, untill Kheper loneliness, as source of our pride, but will for change as well. Free will for thrive, instead of Sekhem lethargy, to love our alienation from Mer with boredom of Ikh. To be able to realize that fact, we have to go beyond that field of that game, human mind, because being inside, our awareness is conditioned with borders of its imagination. From that wider perspective, we can understand not only fact, that we play, but also when & where, how, why, what for and for how long. Knowing that answers for five most important questions about that game, we know basic rules of it, with which we can play WITH the mind ,not INside. During that level of the game, we realize fact who, or rather what and how creates it, which gives us also chance to rewrite it. That profound transformative change from player, into creator of that game, gives us possibilities to change absolutely everything, by changing rules of it. We begin to comprehend fact that this rules are only for fools, which are unconscious about all situation and since moment we realize reality of that game, that  that rules not affect us anymore. Moreover, with changing the rules, we transform whole game from ¨mundane existence¨ into ¨fruitful eternal life¨, in which with our full absorption within that game, we became that game itself. We stop to play with our self-realization, which is source of self-life realization. Those five levels of our game, through sixth one, loosing our identity in ¨ZeroID¨ state, leads to final step, our gnosis about whole Multiverse Intelligence, after leaving our Universal Consciousness field with learning Noesis.

For a first time ever in his life, Me understands, that he is in that game, when one sunny day, he was sunbathing at the beach in Barcelona and suddenly his perception drastically changed. Focusing on all the people around, Me felt in one moment like some director of life theater, who observe all that actors playing their individuals roles. Everyone of them looks so fake and unnatural, sort of moving in some oily substance. Although few of them was playing its role really good, he can automatically start to recognize, which one was beginners here and which one are already old, quite experienced actors. That experience also provoked in him one significant question: Am I playing as well that game? All that people seems like in some kind of trance state, so focused at their role, that was really difficult to catch their attention. Kind of self-hypnosis, which only one aim was to play better than now. Although, when he saw it some old, or young as well, hugging tender couple, which was moving quite natural, Me understood that not everyone here is playing. Some of that ¨falling in love state¨people, which moves smoothly natural way, between those hypnotized silhouettes are looking really happy, full of love. At that moment he realize that love is that magic wand, which transform mundane sad existence into eternal happy life, in which actor stops to play its role and start to behave natural. All of that happens after Me already has his own experience of love in his life, so that´s explains why he was able to see it all that situation so realistic, what also answers his previous question as well. From that day Me start to perceive whole world and all life in completely different way than before. He understood really quickly fact, that all scripts was already written long time ago before. Actors for that spectacle was selected as well, only director was never visible, that´s why we share those roles between each others. First act was started through our interaction with others including our jealousy. About a girl/boy, or about some material thing, or, basically, about our attention, which usually was finished with some kind of fight, verbal,or even physical. Our instinctive need for that attention cause our first broken heart, head, tooth, nose, or generally, trust. Next episodes was repeating that same schema, with different backgrounds, but our pride and anger as well was growing with every of them more stronger. Second act starts with our realizing power of forgiveness, which transforms whole our perspective of life upside down, or rather even whole life, not only its perspective. We found it out that through humility and honest admitting with forgiving our mistakes, we fly really high and that experience teach us what is real love. Love, which shows us that we are all playing a game called ¨Life¨. Third, is our conscious playing at that game, when we know already rules and what is really all about. That episode is actually most fun at all, because same like in lucid dream, we can change absolutely everything. Same as old, experienced actors, or musicians we don´t play role or music in the game, but we play with it just for fun. Fourth act starts with our realization, that its way how we play that game decides about how useful we are for universe and through that our profitable viewpoint change into beneficial one. We start to understand fact, that every situation we interact, we always play at the same schema, so consequently, if we want to change, not only situations, characters with backgrounds, but also same script, we finally reach that moment, when we transmutate actor into director. Our final act, when we consciously stop playing and start directing all shows, leads us to comprehending, that all roles are like our clothes. We will wear them just for time of play, but when we want to back home we take them out and put them in the closet. Later, when we feel like playing again, we put other clothes and again stand in the stage, because show must go on. With, or without us, this game lasts for ever and depends from our attachment to the role we can get another engagement, more advanced one, but when we learn to completely detach from any role, even director one, we became out of the game, going out of the life theater. From there we can see that all people inside still plays their roles. Never mind if its actor, director, cleaner, cook, driver, producer, or even theater itself. That gnosis shows us fact, that even if we think, that we know, what really happens, we don´t know, when the show is really finished, if it´s at all. Epilogue of that whole life spectacle shows us that all acts are here just different episodes played by the same crew, which depends from clothes they wear, different roles are performed. Although that scene, theater, its audience and street outside is inside different act, which is inside another one and so on. Having that knowledge, we explore certain levels of all, but not whole spectacle. To be able to do it we have to be eternally immortal and that conclusion change absolutely everything. We finally comprehend, that we don´t play at all at the game called ¨Life¨, but, actually, that game plays with us and we´ re not its audience, nor even actors crew, neither director, but game itself, our life. Life is a game and if You know its rules, it´s more easy to play with it and finally win it main reward, which shows You reality of that game. That we´re a game, in which our energy level decides about the state of its Consciousness. Existing in fear we just passively watch it, aspiring to be its actors. Learning love we became actors, who aspire to be its director, but first we have to learn our freedom of same play to became star of the show. Next, through learning our wisdom, we became its director, who want to be that show itself. Learning unity we reach that grade as well. Being all that spectacle finally, we can met different spectacles as us and that experience leads us to our final conclusion. Conclusion, which shows us, that we will never be satisfied with our pride to be better, because that game is written at that way. So at that point, we have only two options: or learn humility and accept everything as it is, or learn how to write new game with own rules. Completely new dimension with its grades and ways to win. Question is: to win what?

Because writing own game, we became that game itself and main reward of that game cannot be higher than gnosis, that we´re that game itself. It can be only lower, much lower, fact that we´re its unconscious victims. Until we honestly accept that most unacceptable fact, we can not learn our Kshama, because all distractions of it, as ¨No Way! It´s ridiculous! How that can be possible?¨ are only source of our anxiety, not rest. Full inner-peace we can reach at the moment of real acceptance, that´s why it´s necessary to learn love, because when we already know how to live without expectations, we can accept everything more easy, especially ¨ridiculous stuff in conspiration theories¨. To know reality (and) life itself we have to loose first all expectations, obligations and conditions. Expectations that our imagination can´t transgressed with obligations to dualistic perception ¨sane/insane¨ and conditions from our temporary perspective on life. Perspective, which is build on the linear time perception, not spiral, eternal one. Obligations to physical part of reality, instead of spiritual one and all our expectations, which are always inside the ¨imagination box¨. Learning love is that first step to gain our kshama, next, freedom, shows us that we can consciously change our state of Consciousness, which is same essence of Kshama. Third, wisdom, teach us that our imagination field can be ¨stretched¨ with gaining more knowledge, even until same pure Consciousness. Finally, unity experience, during Samadhi, last step before kshama, gives us apprehension, that we are Consciousness, which state we want to change. That we are that change itself. All that steps gives us even more knowledge, that if we want to experience kshama, we have to be that kshama, same way as ¨before¨ we became Consciousness itself. After that our intention change into inspiration for creation exam situation to verify our knowledge collected so far. Following that exam, which is of course, out of any expectations, we end up with gnosis, when we pass it successfully, or otherwise we can fit to label ¨Insane¨, because our convincing own-self belief to do ridiculous things, when we´re not prepared, finally finished with fear from all that, what we attract. In that worst case scenario can be even mental, or physical death. That´s why learning love is that first step, which shows us all illusion, including fear from death as well. If we don´t earn that knowledge with our honest forgiveness, later our kshama exam will verify it really quick. Believing still in its fear, we instinctively turn into panic of survive, but having knowledge from love, we intuitively surrender to our peace of mind. Changing our instinctive will of survive to intuitive wish for life. Next step, freedom, is necessary to have that Consciousness, or rather to be all that state, which is also quick verified. If we really learn it, we can surrender free will, but if we only pretend it, that this choice is for us impossible. Third, wisdom, is verified as we can go beyond our imagination of forthcoming event, or not and last, unity, is that final kshama test. Kshama is not static, or dynamic, nor passive, or active neither, because is beyond all conception. We have to experience it to completely understand it. It can be, although, described as enthusiastic, intuitive inner-peace out of intellectual mind and instinctive body as well. Kshama exam always happens after we finish seventh grade of dimension. It makes available passing to other octave, or dimension with all energy we collect so far.

Never mind, if its our mental, physical death, or only Near Death Experience, it´s ability to learn our absolutely peace (out) of mind out of any situation. Any life situation, especially that one, like transformation of civilization, which is one of the most important ones. In two years, old ¨information age¨ will be transformed into ¨Intelligence aeon¨ with its two options: artificial and natural one. Our state of consciousness will decide to which one we will be attracted, according to universal ¨law of attraction¨, or known as well as ¨constructive interference¨ with scientific world. That transition occurs at the end of every civilization in case of its transformation. Transmutation of Consciousness, which is its source decides about further development. In that case everyone, who will learn Kshama, will be attracted to our collective source, Multiversal Intelligence, M.I. and all the rest stays with Artificial Intelligence, A.I. With first option we aspire to be that Spire, which Respire to Inspire. Inspire to wire all hearts, which minds fire together from decades.

3 stars 2 unite what apparts in 5 parts of transcendental hearts…

When Me received that message, which informs about his winning Nobel Prize, he wasn´t astonished, or surprised at all. His reaction was that kind of: ¨Why that took so long?¨ Typical inventor´s behavior. Although, when he read at the same message, that he can invite with him only one person for that ceremony, his Kshama learned so far through all that years, dissapears immediately. ¨What? only one? Did they really never heard that whole universe always emerged form saint trinity? Should I give them examples? Immediately, he start to write back his message as:

“Dear scientists…, No! ¨Dear open minded… No!. “Dear inventors! I´m honestly honored and really grateful from the bottom of my heart for inviting my humble person with results of its personal work, which took Me seven years and for that opportunity to present them before oldest (123 years!) world known respectful event in scientific world in front of open minded people with dream of changing that world for a better place. Although, one detail disturbs now my hard earned Kshama, which is main subject of that event as well. Did so very knowledged and experienced gremium of one of the most respectful institution of the scientific world never heard about the fact, that every universe (which is our dear event as well) was always formed with its ¨Saint trinity¨? Should we present here some examples from religion, philosophy, biologic or mathematics science, alchemy, or different belief systems in worldwide human history? So explain me please, how then You dare to allow my humble person to invite only one friend to celebrate that incredible moment in my life? Trimurti, Pitagoras, Hermes Trismegistus, not mention here that even every parent will be really disgust with that fact. Especially, that subject of that work is Infinite Inteligence´s breath “I-SVA-RA!”

With all the respect I hope that You understand value of that event for all of us.

Best Regards!

Me”

Really quick, he´ve got answer that was apologizing for that disparagement & informing him that of course he can invite all his “Saint trinity”…

“Ladies & Gentle mans! Let me, please introduce You that “Saint Trinity”, thanks to which this our universe tonight is possible.” Few months later just after expressing his honest gratitude for its main creator, Alfred Nobel and all celestial beings, who helped with organizing that incredible event of his life, Primus invites on the scene, sower of the seed, tree and flower of love. Love, which was subject of tonight event.

“Three stars, which are fundaments of that cosmos tonight are chronologically:

White Star, which discover my “writing talent” and inspire Me to learn love, when he was complete ignorant, following his life dreams and avoiding that “source of misery and all that bullshit business”, (like he was describing love before), is Gosia.Czek! Sower of the seed of love.

Black Star, with which Me understood what really is love about and learn with her forgiveness with gratitude, transforming both lifes eternally is KaoSonia, Tree of love, Sun of his life! And last, so far, Blue Star, which after reading his previous books, decide to release that last one to help spread all wisdom for humanity to give last chance for its change is ——–. Flower of love. Those three stars creates full constellation called “Water of our life”, which attracts all that celestial beings, present here tonight. I express my honest and deepest gratitude to meet all of them in my life path.” Than after big applause he add also: “Through that 45 years of my presence here at that planet Me learn three most important things: Taking drugs will make You high for some short moment, realizing Your life dreams makes You really high even for longer, but learning love makes You fucking high for ever! Learn love Brothers & Sisters and You´ll learn what that life is really about and what it here means to be alive, because without love is only myopic sad existence. This generation has still chance for regeneration of that civilization and that last one chance is through learning love.”

Finishing his speech with extremely loud applause, hugging his “Saint Trinity”, Primus slowly leaving stage was dissapearing in the mist of still standing and clapping crowd, from which one some people start to hugh him and crying hold his hands with gesture of gratitude and sight of hope in their sad eyes. Suddenly, one person from that crowd shouted: “What are You want to do with all that money?” and at this moment he woke up with bulging eyes screaming: “That´s it! That´s what was always hidden and forgotten! Final element in life game puzzle: Inspiration!

Let´s make now this Myself dream reality!

After taking long and deep breath, Me start to setting up his attention and with holding it, he visualize his whole book already finished. Then, with even longer exhale, he start to write its first words, opening doors, through that uni-verse to his life dream so far. He begin with his first inspiration, breath.

“Breath is condition for survive, experience of it leads to its memorizing, memory is source of our living and lack of her, tells that we´re dying. Our life depends from that, how we breathe. If we do it consciously, with putting full attention it, like we´re doing something really important in life, our life is conscious, because breath is actually that most important thing ever, that we can do. Otherwise, when it´s done automatically and without our awareness about it, we live also mechanically. If our respiration is life itself, than inspiration is invitation for it and outspiration is saying “good-bye”, after that amazing journey. Exspiration is that, what stays, when whole experience is finished – its memories. Memories, which builds our past, same experience which is present and imagination, that is our future. Inhale, apnea and exhale. ISVARA, how call it that ancient Hindu civilization long time ago. ¨Holy Trinity¨, in Trimurti form, from which whole Universe emerged and everything what it contains. All that concept, in which main message is that we are that experience itself. Not memory of it, neither imagination, but exactly that our apnea, in the same center of it, i-SVA-ra, our Real Self. That Self, which is beyond all energy (I), called prana, which turn into radiation (RA). Beyond that radiation, matter and all concepts as well. Infinite Intelligence within human multiversal breath. That Infinite intelligence creates absolutely everything, same way like pause between letters, makes words, which we are writing, or silence, music we can listen. If we will focus at that invisible center of breath, we can (re)connect with our source, Self. Source, which is always there. Somewhere, or rather nowhere, where its body with mind can not enter. Only spirit, which is that breath itself. Breath, that animates every Universe inside Consciousness, used by soul to learn more love. Love, which is necessary for life of that soul, same way as prana is for the spirit. Love, that radiates with every star, same as prana with whole Universe as well. Love, which creates freedom of planets and wisdom within their water. Freedom for experiencing that wisdom, after learning confrontation with moon´s anxiety, offspring of that freedom. Otherwise, that experience will change into fear from that wisdom, love and freedom as well. Understooded wisdom, which is our inner knowledge from that exploration, is final effect of learning love and avoiding it leads to human ignorance. Ignorance, that is most destructive choice for any human being, because lack of knowledge about himself and world around results in that fear. Fear from that world (umwelt), himself (eigenwelt) and all other people within (mitwelt). Fear, that creates stress, changing our happiness life dream into sad existing nightmare. Fear, in which most people still exists on that free pachamama planet today. Fear, that is slowly changing them into bio-robots, which disconnected from their real nature becomes “happiness machines”. Addicted from temporary pleasures, which distracts them from that fear for a while, they forgot about real freedom and, through collecting more material stuff, they distracts themselves from Consciousness, which is necessary to experience, if they want to learn that knowledge. Knowledge , which is coming from understanding, through experience, love, not from (holy) books, science, religion, philosophy, or even art, but from their daily interactions with life situations. With understanding and honest forgiving ourselves all our mistakes, that we made to grow spiritually together with our gratitude for that opportunity to experience them, we consciously change our behavior, gaining that knowledge, that absolutely everything depends from our choice and only because we are existing in constant state of fear, we distract ourselves from that knowledge. That distraction is source of our fear from their actual spiritual nature (Überwelt,) and from that ancient wisdom. Wisdom, that our conscious choice how be breathe can show us that we are that ISVARA, which creates all Universes and through changing our Consciousness state, from fear until love, we transform our perspective, from human ignorance to universal assurance, from which everything are completely different. Same as during mountain hike, we change our viewpoint, from depressive, through sea level until same top. Top, from where any its fear of climbing there, seems like funny illusion. Illusion, from which we can´t see, that all this situation was made it by our conscious choice.”

Part Beta. 2 EN(TRANCE)

Passive part, before Active start of GENial Art from GENtle Heart before Spiritual GENtrification becomes soulGENocide from GENeral RESTART!

3 hours 2 read about Your real powers…

“Energy is the currency of the universe. When you “pay” attention to something, you buy that experience.”

Emily Maroutian

Fresh breeze from the pacific ocean with hot sun rays above it, in front of that highest massive hill, on which he was training his pranayamas before, together with gently wind, massaging his physical body on the beach ¨La lisera¨ was like four different sources of energy. First one, ocean inspiration for universal exploration with second, solar intention results in attention, which becomes aspiration to unite with its source. Consciousness to comprehend that this third, vital prana attention, concentrated creates awareness and contemplation of it leads to fourth, earthly imagination. Imagination, in which we create our personal world with us inside and whole Universe around. What if all that concept is actually upside down? If Universe is in the center and we are beyond it and only through our earthly, narrow and dualistic human perspective we convince ourselves to that first option? Laying half-naked, relaxing and meditating at source of Universe, Me start to question his point of view once again. If everything what he knows now about himself is completely opposite to that, what he learned through all his life, why all his knowledge about same Universe shouldn´t be also different?

Fact, that we are able to swallow, while head-standing, proves that gravitation is not inexorable and we have potential to learn how to avoid it. “Coral castle” in Florida is example of that fact. What if gravitation is another our belief, so strong belief, which we never question? Similar like fact, that Earth is stable in inertia, not in motion, actually denying, or rather, recreating completely, all mainstream world science? To find it out answer for that most fascinating questions for him, he comprehends that´s only one way: MYSELF AWARE (which in short is ME).

Myself aware (of de-generation)

“Nothing in life is to be feared, it is only to be understood. Now is the time to understand more, so that we may fear less”

Marie Curie

Concentrating our attention at one particular point starts our contemplation, which later leads to meditation. Next, after changing awareness to mindfulness, our transmutation shows us that absolutely everything depends from our intention and through mastering gnosis, we start to understand fact, that we are precisely that intention itself, which creates everything. Depends where we put our attention with that intention, on the physical body, mental mind, vital spirit, or astral soul, we buy that particular experience. Exactly five months ago, at exactly same place inside the water at that beach, one blue hair beautiful girl payed attention on him really strongly from the same beginning. Exactly five months later the´ve met again in the same place. Coincident? Maybe. Fate? Also possible, but life experience so far teach him already fact, that both of them, coincidence and moreover destiny are just merely illusions and real nature of them is always our intention. That´s why he accept her invitation to home, where after long discussion they became new friends. Actually old soul mates, who have met again. Next day, which starts, with Cynthia bringing him back to the beach again, in front of her house, Me found one kid clock with hidden message inside. Message, with which he started to understand what is beyond Consciousness. Connecting four nature elements with four sources of energy through his, fifth intention, Me start to discover that final layer beyond Consciousness. Message from the clock 11:38 as: “Jesus, again troubled within himself, comes to the tomb. Now it was a cave, and a stone was laid against it.” gives him new indications about source of Consciousness and even what´s there beyond.

I-nfinite N-eutral T-ranscending E-xperience L-osing L-unar I-dentity G-rowing E-ternally N-owhere C-onsciously E-verywhere becomes now his center of attention. Only one question, although, left: How he should to focus on it? Concentrating on breath we discover Universe, with its focusing on nothingness we discover Consciousness and what is nature of same Intelligence?  Me didn´t have any doubts that this answer will come in next days, especially that he felt deep inside arriving ¨hunch-punch¨, like he describes his intuitive noesis, which is just impossible to understand with dualistic mind. For now it´s time to prepare MYSELF AWARE for that. Knowing already fact, that Earth breath in next 72 hours restores automatically his human circadian rhythm, which is balancing its physical energy between daily action and nocturnal rest, he begin to organize so far collected knowledge about whole world, in which he lives, including himself to transmutate MYSELF AWARE to awake a wave.

Being A-W-A-R-E means to have full A-ttention on W-ill, A-ction, R-eason & E-motion. Attention on free will comes from meditation, on action with self-less love within helping others, on reason gives wisdom after self-reflection and on emotion, in our devotion united with higher and wiser form of Intelligence. This four most important life lessons: freedom, love, wisdom and unity are necessary conditions to transcendence from human awareness into universal Consciousness, which is only one way to know pure Intelligence, through natural mind re-creation. Just because macro-cosmos is fractal, bigger reflection of micro-cosmos, our awareness creates whole Consciousness, that’s why vibration of our Earth has tremendous effect on whole Universe, same way as vibe of particular human being influence all planetary one as well. Hopefully, there are more higher advanced form of intelligence, which constantly works for universal balance, sending us opportunities to self-evolve, in form of crisis situations. Those moments in our life, when we start to be fully aware about our free will to help others, what brings us wisdom to unite together. Even if really often is most harsh, unpleasantly rough and hard, they are most beneficial for us, in long term of view, because in that moments, we learn most important life lessons with our full attention.  Of course it’s also possible to learn all of them without crisis, but through human ignorance we don´t know about that and only shocking experiences can awakes us from that spiritual slumber at the end of the day. Same way, as we learn to walk, we have to fall down first before millions of times, learning love we need to feel disappointing with our betrayals to fully understand forgiveness. Most tremendous force in universe beside honesty and gratefulness. That latter one is teaching us wisdom after all ungrateful millions of moments and freedom we can completely comprehend, only through being honest, after all the millions of dishonest times in our life. Latter one is source of all our suffering, because we can learn something new only if we are completely honest with ourselves. Otherwise is just impossible and our lack of knowledge is ignorance, root of all evil, which “holds” us in that spiritual slumber.

To awake we need honesty, to get up necessary is forgiveness of falls before and to rise up, we learn our gratefulness. There are three kinds of dream, which we can experience and three ways to awake. First, conscious (active), called “lucid dream”, second subconscious (passive) “normal dream” and third, neutral unconscious one, called “daydream”. All of them looks so real, that during moments of experiencing them, we don´t want to wake up and trough that we can’t distinguish them from reality. Only when we wake up, we can see and feel the difference. “Lucid dream” is 100% conscious, in which we can control and change absolutely everything we want, through our intention. Characters with situations and background as well. Normal one is 100% subconscious, when we are just passive observers, similar to cinema watcher, without possibility to change anything and third, is our unconscious, called “daily hum-drum life”, where we are using amount of our consciousness dependent from our self-evolve process effects (gnosis). At the beginning is only 5%, but with our successful spiritual progress, we can rise up much higher, even to 99%. First necessary condition is to wake up for understanding that difference between role we play everyday and our real Self. Same way, as we wakes up from the subconscious dream, we can figure out that profound change between those two states of consciousness, during subconscious awake. Unconscious awake is possible through meditation, when in state of full absorption (samadhi) we can realize who (or precisely what) we really are and conscious one is with our intention. Netherless which one, all of them are always for us unwanted, because that kind of dream we experience now it seems so real, that we don´t want to finish and wake up. Except the nightmare of course, but in that case we are not aware about our free will to do it, same way as with our “daydream”, until the crisis situation will find us. Etymology of word “crisis” comes from the Greek “krisis,” meaning “discrimination,” “decision”, or “decisive moment.” Moment with free will. Crisis is also that moment, when we automatically, but consciously quit to play our everyday role, throwing out all masks, so far collected, and start to knowing our real MYSELF. M-indfullness Y-oga in S-ilence
E-quinimity L-oneliness F-asting is mirror relfection of “ME” (Myself
awarE) – our “I”, ego-mind, unfaithfull Thomas, moon, satan, or asmita. 
dissolved within Christ, Consciousness, our soul, sun or, Son. Asmita
is also one of five “kleshas” (obstacles to liberation) in hindu
tradition beside Avidya (ignorance), Raga (attachment to temporary world of pleasures) leading to Dvesha (repulsion of any pain through constant seeking for pleasures) and in consequence of that to last one,
thanatophobia (our fear from death). Although, when we confront only
with first, Avidya, through learning love, all others “kleshas” are
dissapearing as well, because our gnosis shows us that raga to asmita
and dvesha are causes of our abhinivesha and that all of them are just
literally, merely illusions of the mind. Reality, though, is much more
subtle and rough, the same, covered under layers of human awareness.

When we know reality, with AWARE MYSELF, we comprehend that CHRIST is CONSCIOUSNESS, which is Son of Intelligence (Father) and Holy Ghost is Spirit within, called also Ra, Ghi, or Ain Soph Aur. Sun radiates with rays of that Consciousness on the Earth, that’s why when we consciously exposure our physical body for it, that loads our all atoms with energy and intelligence with expanding our solar body. When prana, or spirit “inside” the vital body will get “boiled” with them, then through alchemic distillation change form into anointment oil, which transmutates our astral body to Astral Christ (which literally means anointed), our soul. That transition helps us to figure out fact that all of mind conceptions are based on spiritual perception, which originates from soul experience inside Consciousness and only through uniting with it, we can start to perceive reality itself, without any perception and conception. Directly from the source, without middle-mans. That gnosis shows us answers for all most important questions: what we really are, what for and for how long. Not now and not here, but nowhere, because now (energy) is out of mind concept, so it’s also out of space-time (matter) concept as well and nowhere (source of all of them) is infinite presence in every finite present (now and here) experience. That’s why Intelligence is present in Consciousness and all what is “coming” from there, energy, matter and will. Knowing that fact, that because we are not energy, or matter either (now and here), final conclusion arrives, that we are pure free will (from nowhere), created by that Intelligence (everywhere) in case to experience life on the Earth (here). Consciousness is our playground, finite superposition of all
possibilities, from which, through our temporal perception (now and
here) we choose all the circumstances, characters of life situations.
That source of any experience, including our breath as well, is base to
any spiritual perception and through uniting with our soul, we unite
with that reality, source where perception doesn’t exist at all. That’s
why is reality itself, much more rough and terrible than illusion
created by the mind. That’s why only brave, determined,
self-disciplined, humiliate and patient seekers can attain that gnosis
(vidya), which is opposite to ignorance (avidya). All the rest will
survive in avidya until they will decide with free will to change it,
unfortunately mostly through their crisis. Because is the most
important lesson, whole process can take 108 incarnations on Earth,
although every generation on peak of their progress in civilization
always have the choice: to de-generate with artificial life and become
sub-human or re-generate with natural one and become super-human. For all humans, which are living in XXI century, that crisis moment is right now, because in two years, when AI will become first intelligence on that planet, there will be no more choice anymore, because artificial
life will replace natural one and only those who will obey it rules,
will survive. The rest will live in reality, free, but much more rough
from human point of view. That’s why we need super-human view.

If the official world history is reliable, exactly 1645 years ago in Greece was established “Edict of the Sallonica”, which condemns all other forms of christianity than nicene one and order all subjects to accept belief in “Holy Trinity”, consubstantiality of Father, Son and Holy Ghost. Old dogmat from “Council of Nicea” established 1700 years ago, which milennium later starts schism in christian church. Although, that dogmat was alredy “popular” before in Hinduism (as “Trimurti” of Brahma, Visnu, Shiva), greek (Zeus, Poseidon and Hades) and egyptian (Isis, Osiris and Horus) mythologies. The latter one, from  fourth century BCE was also base for all worldwide religions after that time. Similar like egyptian philosophy & yoga, included at first spiritual religion ever, Neterianism. That belief system existed long time before summerian civilization (3000 BCE), judaism (1000 BCE), hinduism (1000 BCE), christianity(300 BCE), islam (600 CE) or even Indus valley culture with harrapan civilization (3300 BCE) starts 10000(!) BCE. Famous Sphinx in Egypt is great evidence for that. Of course Ancient Egyptian was not first civilization at all, she just replaced Atlantide, which also replace Lemuria, which replace Hyperborean etc. Aryan race, the latter one and present as well, which we are represent here, is that most chained to materialist world so far and from that race evolution into much higher form of intelligence starts. That infinite transcendence from physical (carnivorous), through vital (vegetarian) and mental (vegan) until  etheral (liquidarian) and astral (breatharians) and back again is repeated all the time for one reason. To evolve our “solar, causal body”, powered by sun rays into “athma-buddhi”, fuelled with direct cosmic rays. Rays, which we can not see with physical eyes, but we can sense with our “third eye”, or pineal gland. The latter one is responsible for melatonine production, hormon which regulates our circadian rhythm, or our “sleep-wake cycle”. The pituitary gland in the brain regulates cortisol production, which plays an important role in the stress response. Both are essential for our mental and physical health and oxytocin response for spiritual one. The latter one, produced in hypothalamus, is released through pituitary gland into bloodstream. As we can clearly see, both glands, pineal and pituitary has tremendous role in our whole well being, physical, mental and spiritual. When secretion of oils from them will unite in our “betlehem”, new solar child, or son, is born. Our soul, which is that transcendental, etheral body to that higher realms of Consciousness, is alive. That’s exactly mythic, biblical “heaven’s kingdom on earth”, which suppose to come. Lack of mental identity (now and here), which combines three last octaves of our creation: first, physical “rupa”(here on earth); second, vital “vedana” (now with air) and thrid, astral “samjana” (within nowhere in heaven). Earthly body, heaven’s soul and spirit between them. Free entity of star dust fire with planet’s air, within galactic wisdom (water), all united in universal, etheric Consciousness. Every generation of that Tao creation has always to ditrections to choose. First is de-generation from the source to matter, through artifficial intelligence; second, is re-generation with the source, through natural one in opposite way. The latter one can be achieved here only with re-creation of our mind, that moments of conscious, detached and peacefull relaxation in silence meditation. When mental identity re-creates whole (neutral) soul’s perception, through (passive) spiritual sensation instead of physical (active) stimulations. Seven layers of cosmos corresponds strictly with our seven etheral bodies, where “microcosmos” is (lunar) awareness, “macrocosmos” (solar) mindfullness and “protocosmos” is (universal) Consciousness. Between them there’s also “ajocosmos”, our (galactic) samadhi, “deuterocosmos” (planetary) meditation, “mesocosmos” (spiritual) contemplation and final octave, “tritocosmos” (physical) form of realization through our (mental) visualization. Unconscious (passive) harmony with conscious (active) memory “creates” (neutral) Intelligence and superconscious intuition with subconscious instinct forms conscious mental energy of that visualization, when awareness about feelings and thoughts, results in our moods & beliefs, while mindfullness about them is prana & fractals. If we want to change our mood, or beliefs, we have to switch our awareness into mindfullness, from thoughts and feelings to fractals of prana. Through that alteration of vibration, we can connect us with the source of all of them, from where any real change is possible. All except that is just like putting new mask at the last one, when source is the state where any creation starts without any mask. All next steps after that are just different transformation of the energy, but when the latter one is conscious, then is transmutation, if not, then is transition and only transmutation leads to “Turiya”, “Christ”, or later to “Tao”.

Having that gnosis about “octave law” within universal “law of three”(“Holy Trinity”, “Trimurti”, or “Ain, Ain Soph Ain Soph Aur”), we can here deduct, that above (or, precisely, beyond) Consciousness, is another layer of second octave, called Intelligence. Inspiration, which is coming from there, is source of any creation here and re-creation time on planet Earth, when we are not distracted with daily “hum-drum of life”, we can connect our human consciousness (awareness) with its source, Intelligence, through mediator, universal Consciousness, to find our main fundament, creation order. Mindfullness about emotion (prana) with information (fractals) creates “Macrocosmos”, when our awareness about them, makes our “Microcosmos”. Conciousness about them both is “Protocosmos”, or that Intelligence, called in different cultures as “Turiya”, “Christ”, “Taoness”, “Pleroma”, “Paradise”, etc. When we start to meditate on the latter one, we trangress seven steps, or layers of meditation itself. First, attention of “now and here” (Dharana) leads to second one, full awareness, which change to Mindfullness in next third step, after awareness of breath (Pranayamas) through fourth, full attention of it (Pratyahara) finished with fifth, dissapearing beautifull breath (Dhyana). Finally, sixth state of full absorption (Samadhi) brings us to seventh, messages from the source of Consciousness (Nimitta). That last stage of first octave opens for us new one: state of pure Intelligence (Jnana), which can lasts minimaly for few hours, or even for whole day and night.

Depressive, passive, victim of situation, our awareness of Chaosman, is beginning of that life journey. Next step, when we learn to reach sea level, informs us that we actually are active participants of that situation and that change of perception transforms our Chaosman in Cosman. Further, at half of the way of our life mountain hiking, we start to understand fact, that not only we are participants, but we actually choose all that situation, what transforms Cosman into Cosmos. Later our Cosmos comprehends, that above all, he create it, so he is conscious creator of all that situation, what transforms him into Nexus. Finally, at the same top of that mountain, self-realization gives us that knowledge, that we are that situation itself, when Nexus becomes Primus of all situations. Those five chapters of our life mountain experience, shows us that until we realize fact, that we create all that journey, our experience of it is only interaction with that situation, when after that, is situation itself. Our instinctive victim, through changing awareness to mindfulness becomes intellectual participant, an actor, which gaining knowledge about it, transforms Self into intuitive director, that after immersing within Consciousness, becomes inventive producer. Finally, our production results  inspirative as it is reality. Reality, in which we are that experience, situation and creator of it. “Holy trinity”, at which every Universe is build.

With taking inhale, we experience breath, when apnea is that “invisible” breath itself. After, during exhale, in which we realize that we made that breath, we transform all perception of reality. From instinctive point of view (eikasia) is hard to believe and moreover , even to understand fact, that we create all that problem (pistis). Not mention here, that our ego (dianoia), will never admit, that we are that problem itself (noesis). Although, when we change our perspective to intellectual one, we can perceive that and further, with intuitive, we can comprehend fact, that if we are actually creator of the problem, we can be also creators of its solution, which later transforms us from being chaotic problem into be a balanced solution. For all of that, although, we need our harmonious lovely inspiration and through our human ignorance we find it out, that inspiration, usually in crisis situation. Acceptance of that situation is essence of our conscious choice between ignorance (essence of stress) and assurance (essence of rest). Stress, which is perception of threat and rest, perception of trust, builds our conception about our certain situation. That mental conception decides if we accept, or not new inspiration. For instance, ignoring pain, we stay in ignorance about our suffering, but when we learn to accept and confront it, we overcome our illusion, its source. That new experience, which distinguishes both, is inspired with that pain and inspiration to learn our kshama as well. Through our ignorance we stay as victim of pain, but with acceptance, we became its conscious participant, which change into same suffering later. When we comprehend, that we are creator of that, we also start to understand fact, that we can re-create it. Our recreation of suffering leads us to knowledge, that we are that suffering itself, which dissapears in kshama. Kshama, which is life without suffering at all, for which is necessary to learn its source, our pain, before. That´s why learning love is the most painful and roughly unpleasant experience in our whole life, because consciously choosing real attraction, pain, we resign from its fake distraction, pleasures and through that we confidently confront with its source, our suffering to overcome it. For gaining that gnosis, that every experience, never mind painful, or not, is our inspiration to evolve much more further. Every situation is for us inspiration and from our intention depends where we put attention. If it´s instinct, than we create perception of threat (stress). If it´s intuition, then perception of trust (rest). If it´s intellect, than perception of mind and it´s conception based on that perception. If it´s invention, than perception of exploration in discovering ancient wisdom. Most inspiring for us are that unexpected moments of surprise, which creates perception of euphoric concept about exploring stress and rest at the same time. If we are surprise for ourselves everyday at morning, we evolve much faster, because we become self-inspiration, which in fact is our reality and only with dualistic perception, we are not conscious about that fact. With focusing our attention on breath, we start to discover Universe, concentrating at nothingness, we explore Consciousness and with meditating on inspiration itself, we start to know Intelligence. We comprehend fact, that inspiration is universal breath and Consciousness is force of that respiration. In learning pranayamas, we consciously expand that force and living without expectations, simply discovering it, we eliminate anxiety. Anxiety, which is source of our fear and wisdom as well, depends of our interaction with it. Accepting it, we become wise, ignoring it, we are stupid. If we accept fact that everyone on that animated Earth (Apacamasca) within vibration Universe (Nada Brahma) enter the “game of Abraxas”, known as “Game of Leila”, within duality with stress, learning subconsciously how to overcome it, we start to explore consciously whole world around and within later as well. Game, in which seven levels are seven different sources energy to collect and through fulfilling one level, we can evolve to the next one. First, fasting and recreation (Mitahara & Sauca) is for physical Sefekht. Second, our celibacy (Brahmacharya) for sexual, most potent Tekh. Third, sun rays (Ra) for solar Ob, fourth Love (Daya) for astral Kheper, fifth wihtdrawal with sences (Pratyahara) for mental Sekheth, sixth breath techniques (Pranayamas) for vital Her and seventh, full absorbtion with Universal Consciousness (Samadhi) for athma-buddhi Ikh, directing consciously prana (Sekhem), from human awareness (Apopis) until pure Consciousness (Ureaus) through seven levels (Ureauses) of Brahman, we learn universal octave law. Law, which works in whole Universe, showing us its order (Cosmos). Law, which we can observe, for example, in rainbow spectrum, or listening in solmization notes and feel with practicing yoga levels as well. Law, that here creates all celestial bodies: moon, planet, its entity, start, galaxy, Universe and Consciousness. Two latter one together with Intelligence are also part of supreme ¨Rule Of Trinity¨, which works above it. Universal breath, with inhale, apnea and exhale (ISVARA) it´s great example of it. Active yang Universe combines with passive Yin Consciousness united in neutral Tao Intelligence, from which everything emerged in a fractal way. As above, so below. In consequence of that, human as microcosmos, is small mirror reflection of macrocosmos, that is mirror reflection of protocosmos as well. All that informations are indications for us to know ho we really are. Through three ways of communication with our source we reach that gnosis. First, trialogue between body, mind and spirit. Second, dialogue with Universe, where emotion is a question and information an answer for them through our soul, result of that trialogue and last, monologue with pure Consciousness, where intention is a question, which creates answer of inspiration to create Universe. One of that multiverses, superposition of all possibilities, which is that pure (Super)Consciousness of course. Finally, we comprehend fact, that we are not body, mind, spirit, or soul. Not even monad, or Consciousness, but much more advanced Intelligence, which use all of them to explore Universe and discover source of ownself. Daily habits of those three levels in conversation creates our routine, which define identity and our freedom is that conscious choice with what we want to be identified. Consciously changing our destructive habits for that most constructive one, we transform our identity, which is the source of lifestyle, which is creating our temporary perception about life. Perception, which is memory of natural sensation and artificial stimulation unified all together. Perception, which is source of conception, so through conscious changing active stimulation into passive sensation, we choose than another concept of us and our source and through balancing them, we can receive neutral revelation. Yang asanas, ayurveda and mudras, replaced soon with Yin meditations, pranayamas and mantras is changing our perception from earthly, dualistic, through starly, trinistic and galactic, quadristic until muniversal, quintistic. Spending time with nature, observing its cycles (annual, lunar and solar) we learn three most important skills for any progress: honesty, forgiveness and gratitude for that opportunity to evolve. Moreover, we can comprehend also our three basic inspirations of our animal and spiritual natures. Innocent voraciousness of life, present in all mammals with sexual urge to reproduce and with irresistible impulse to plunder and possess (from instinct) and compassion, need for growth and to know ourselves (from intuition). All of them are source of six most important neurotransmitters (adrenaline, dopamine, serotonine, oxytocine, vassopressine and melatonine), which are represented in chessboard game figures. Game that resemble also our game of abraxas as well, in which 24 hours of solar cycle, if divided at three parts by active day, passive evening and neutral night, reflects eight active figures, behind eight passive pions and eight neutral spaces around king. Same as in chess, we defend our melatonine (king) with vassopressine (towers) and oxytocine (queen), through regulations of dopamine (horses), serotonine (bishops) and adrenaline (pions). 24 hours it´s also 60 ghatikas, where one ghatika is 24 minutes and similar 24 minutes are 60 palas, where one pala is 24 seconds, in which we breathe normally six times.

Changing consciously speed of our breath, we made also our life shorter, or longer, because it depends from the quality of breath itself, not from the time of breathing. 24 skills of yoga, divided by three parts of solar cycle, results in eight levels. 28 days of lunar cycle, divided by seven (octave law) gives us four moon phases, which corresponds to four gnostic stages of Consciousness: conjecture (eikasia), opinion (pistis), discursive thought (dianoia) & knowledge (noesis). That latter one we can experience at samadhi state during meditation. 28 years of life, divided by 7, results in four most important fears, with which we are programmed from the day of birth. Fear from loneliness (in first seven years), fear from knowledge (next seven years), fear from change (following seven years) and fear from death (last octave). Although, overcoming them we learn freedom, love, wisdom and unity. Each one is necessary to experience in case to pass one level higher. Fear is condition of love, love and fear is necessary for freedom. Al that three builds wisdom and together with her whole unity. Unity that is reason for losing our identity, which is necessary for gaining our gnosis and latter one is condition of our whole transcendence. Transcendence, which opens for us next octave above astral sloth, physical lust, vital anger, mental greed, causal gluttony, athman envy and buddhi pride. Names of our seven day a week corresponds also with seven celestial bodies, which are reflected in our chakras as well. M(o)onday, or Lunes (svadhistana), Tuesday, or Martes (Manipura), Venusday (Annahata), Thursday (Vissudha), Friday (Ajna), Satur(n)day (Sahasrara) and Sunday(Muladhara). Whole distance from the Sun to Saturn is our enlightenment, when using consciously (with its force) universal breath (prana) to activate all seven chakras from root until crown, with meditation on each one, slowly answers our seven main questions: “Where I come from?” (root), “who am I?” (sacral), “How I get it here?” (solar), “what for?” (heart), “when & where?” (throat), “for how long?” (third eye) and “where I´m heading later?” (crown). All the answers can be known at seventh state of meditation (Jnana), after conscious detachment and peaceful recreation within nature (Janajpacha) in the state of our heavenly kingdom (Alajpacha) on the earth (Akapacha). That state without mental identity, uniting body (of Earth) and soul (from Heaven) within spirit between (prana Kingdom) them. Seven activities, each for one of the bodies: physical asanas, makes free space for vital pranayamas, which results in mental pratyaharas, after astral dharana will change into causal dhyana, which is source of athman samadhi and, finally, our buddhi kshama. All of that to know difference between Artifficial Intelligence Ajiva and Multiversal Intelligence Jiva.

„Amat victoria curam” Gaius Valerius Catullus

Thoughts & feelings are like clouds on the sky, appearing and dissapearing, but only Consciousness, like our Sun, lasts forever, or at least for our life time. Human awareness, same like moon, is really chaotic, sometimes full, sometimes appeared as a half and sometimes none at all, but Consciousness is always harmonious, full of love. Mindfulness is that moment of the month, when full moon is opposite sunrise, or sunset, balancing day and night, brightness with darkness of the soul. Source of our enlightenment, super-human point of view, which leads to star one, or solar Consciousness, through mindful planetary and aware lunar before. Galactic pre-Consciousness, our memory, together with universal Consciousness, harmony, leads to source of all of them, our Super-conscious Intelligence. Inspiration, which is coming from there, in a form of our intuition, re-generates our spirit, when instinctive motivation, that is coming from mentality of the moon, de-generates it. That’ s why, if we follow our irrational whisper from the heart, instead of rational voice of mind, we will evolve. Otherwise, we only turn around in the same illusion of progress, only changing level of human awareness, in the same way as moon with its phases. Old, latin proverb “memento mori” reminds us that lunar (mental, vital and physical) bodies will decay and only solar one will travel into fifth, astral dimension, which is eternity. Our spiritual development on the Earth, while vital body is still alive, decides about the perception of our soul, which can pass through biblical ” needle’ s eye” , only when is universal, what means without any perception. Galactic will stay with galaxy, star within star, planetary on the planet and lunar with the moon, which is the lowest level of Consciousness, our chaotic anxiety, which will await for acceptance with honest forgiveness and gratitude again. Whole universe transforms always with recycling. Ancient vedic way of “Jivo Jivasya Jivanam” remember us that every lower level of Consciousness is always nutrition to that higher ones. Same way as moons are feeded with planet’s energy, which are recycling star ones, that use galactic one, which transforms universal, existing minerals are recycled with thriving plants, which will feeds instinctive animals, that are food for intellectual humans, which are source of energy for intuitive angels and demons, that feeds inventive god. Only source of the energy is out of that re-cycle, so if we want to break our samsara, cycle of reincarnations, we have to unite with it. Human liver recycle every six weeks, stomach regenerates every five days, skin by every night and mind with every new thoughtless moment. Latter one is the source of our real happiness, moment of deep relaxation and regeneration, when the inspiration arrives instead of motivation.

Inspiration, in form of dreams, thoughts and emotion, which that latter can be learned to be our slave, not master, through meditation. That’s the first step, which are changing awareness to mindfulness. Second is our attention on prana and fractals, which transform mindfulness into Consciousness. When we understand fact, that whole universe is fractal and nature is representation of it, same way as human reflects Mother Earth, it fast become obvious, that both practices, or steps of our transmutation, is the best to do it in solitude within nature, instead of culture collectives. The latter one are just little exams for us, to see how our progress develops, if at all and source of ancient wisdom, which we can recycle as well. Wisdom, that is coming from collective memory, our pre-Consciousness and through conscious experience we can understand it, which becomes our gnosis. Gnosis, that transmutates our human awareness to universal Consciousness and even beyond it, to the “place” of will’s qualia, that is hidden behind energy quants and matter’s atoms, where Intelligence decides about quality of life and death as well. Through our memory and harmony, sources of wisdom and love. Saturnian (satanic) memory and Sun (christ) harmony are united in universal spirit (Holy Ghost), free quality of breath, which originates from that Intelligence (Father). That’s why, when we learn to breathe consciously, our quality of life and death will diametrically change and through that we can unite with its source. (Spiritual) breath together with (mental) mantras and (physical) mudras connects us to (universal) Intelligence, through (causal) Consciousness. When vital body is prepared with the assanas (physical postures), mudras enclose all vital system, balancing energy from inside, (through chanting mantras) with prana from outside (with pranayamas). Prana vayu from inhale, udana vayu from exhale, balanced with samana and apana vayus through fasting, harmonize in fifth one, vyana vayu, through meditation on our breath, change our layer of Consciousness after we will learn to consciously direct that energy through the chakras and some special mudras (like “prana, apana or kechari mudra”), with chanted mantras (“gatte, gatte, paragatte, paramagatte, budhi svaha”) are like turbocharge for our vital body. With speeding flow of energy, “rotates” our chakras, are opening channels to that more subtle levels. As long as we can still breathe through that physical body, which always informs us about excess of something (that of course through human ignorance we every time ignore, because mental body put all the time our attention to lack of that something as food, drugs, sex or any “guilty pleasures”), with listening our “inner-kid”, we can find our spiritual balance, in which there’s consistently everything what we really need. Mind is stimulation of Consciousness with thoughts and feelings, which body, in process of visualization them, “thinks and feels”. Spirit is its natural sensation with our higher senses behind them and soul – cosmic revelation through self-realization. Body will always strife for the comfort and pleasures, mind for security and knowledge how to get it, spirit looks for freedom from all those lacks and excesses, when soul knows how to find our harmony.

Only because of human ignorance we are focused on body or mind desires instead of dreams from soul and spiritual wishes and, in consequence of that, our addiction to that material, physical dimension, which is only one of few, in which we are living in. Food, sex, or drugs becomes more important than real spiritual necessities to fulfill our soul dreams. Dreams about life without suffer, (which is result of that wheel of pleasure and pain), without hope (result of constant and unsuccessful seeking for love and freedom), without chaos (that is a result of over secure comfort in our “safe zone”) and finally as outcome, without any addictions (result of all the previous ones), that exists only on level of human awareness, same as fear, chaos and suffering, because when we reach that “out of the mind” mindfulness level, we can comprehends fact that all of them was just smart illusions created with the mind. Same way we can get on Consciousness level, that all our spiritual needs are just merely illusions made with the spirit. Only soul knows, that all what for us exists are just dreams, illusions from different dimensions of reality and awakening moment shows us nature of that reality itself. When our own experience informs us, that we are not body, mind or spirit. About the fact, that they are only tools created for our self-evolution process.

Everything what lives on planet Earth (including her as well) has (physical) body and (vital) spirit, but only human possess possibility of using lunar, conscious mind, which gives opportunity to nourish its solar super-conscious soul. Unfortunately, when we are overthinking, we becomes mind slaves (same way as we are work, drug, or sex addicts with over using them through our infinite lust) involving, instead of evolving. Forgetting about super-consciousness, addicted to mind illusions, we can’t connect with the soul and pre-consciousness and, as a result of that, we don’t know what we are living for, believing in those smart lies, prepared by others. Although when we reconnect with our spiritual nature, we can contact with our higher Self and through that we can finally understand our real purpose. Which is, like in any spiritual being on this planet (and beyond as well), self-evolution. Every form, or precisely, its level of Consciousness as subconscious instinct, conscious intellect, super-conscious intuition, or pre-conscious invention as well, forms here whole reality, that we are living in, which is created through Intelligence, source of all of them. We can contact with that source by meditating on atman-buddhi body, sixth and seventh layer of it, much more subtle than “previous” fifth causal (soul), or fourth mental (mind).

Five basic principles (each from one of those “lower”, more dense bodies), as nutrition for physical, exercise for vital, consistency for astral, knowledge for mental body and rest for causal one, when they’re coherent, opens for us sixth, curiosity of atman and seventh one, final bliss from buddhi body. Curiosity, what is beyond “our” solar bodies and bliss, which coming from that enlightenment in final effect of our gnosis about ourselves. Enlightenment, which completely change our point of view about whole universe and life at all, so about ourselves as well. As daily habits are source of our routine, which creates our identity and life style finally, so if we want to change anything in our life, or even our whole life style itself, we have to start form that daily habits. Nutritions for body, thoughts and feelings for the mind, way we breathe for the spirit with all that life challenges for the soul, which we call often mistakes, or obstacles, are those stepping stones, from which we are building its perspective. Perspective, which creates our perception, from which we constantly make our conception of everything. Conception on which is based our whole life. That concept of whole world outside, us inside that and whole universe uniting them both is source of our disappointment, but also beginning of more our curiosity about all of that. Curiosity, which is natural response for our ignorance and responsibility, which is that force of ability to response for life circumstances and all situations, with which we are engaged. Ignorance of that responsibility leads to process of automatization on our habits through instinctive reaction, but intellectual response change that automatization into intuitive attraction, or later, through conscious transformation, even inventive provocation as well. That evolution from human awareness into universal Consciousness is only small example of how whole universe is always functioning and lack of that knowledge results in our imagination, which leads finally into disappointments. Only with possessing that gnosis, through our conscious experience, leads to enlightenment and in consequence of that to life fulfillment as well. Otherwise all beliefs are source of comparisons with the others, copying their life styles, which leads to unfulfillment, because every life is unique and has own way to evolve. If we care about others opinions so much, that we depends of making our choices on them, we are subconsciously lowering our level of self-esteem and our perspective of Consciousness into those, with which we compare and copying their life styles we become other consumers. Inspiration, which is completely opposite to that and is coming from the source and our discovering new instead of old paradigms and viewpoints leads to perfection and our courage, or bravery for overcoming, with confrontation life failures, instead of avoiding them, are source of our rest within inner peace, because only expectations are reason of stress from anxiety. When we learn how to accept everything in life without judgement and obligations, we start to love our life (same way as we do with others in relationships as well). In other, more simple words, when we start to discover, instead of predicting, life becomes more interesting and fruitful, because it’s our overthinking, which blocks free flow of spiritual energy, when mindfulness through simple observation always accelerates it. Accelerates to the finally moment of transmutation into Consciousness and after that stops together with all the activity, including even our breath, because when we are connected with the source, we don´t need it anymore, or precisely we are becoming that universal breath, or ISVARA. That Holy Spirit is the invisible channel, which connects our Consciousness (Christ) to the Father, source of it, or our Intelligence. The latter one balance that breath force with Consciousness form in total harmony. Harmony, which we can reach, if we complete tensioning all the eight spokes inside Dharma’s wheel. Alchemic “Chaos cross” representing Prima materia, that forms eight arrows originating from the center it’s that wheel, which through rotating movement change into pure Consciousness symbol, circle with the dot inside, where the spokes dissapears. Correct insight, thought, word, effort, action, reflection and meditation leads to the conscious life style, or our circle center inside. Intention (Sankalpa) of will (Iccha) at sunrise (Udana) for change our daily habits (Karmanita), through universal law of cause & effect (Karma Phala), results in our daily life style (Ajiva) and understanding (Drsti) together with the effort (Vyayana), through reflection (Smrti) is source of our spiritual growth. Progress, which depends on seven daily habits: physical nutrition (Ayurveda), vital breath techniques (Pranayamas), astral postures (Asanas), mental withdrawing with our senses (Pratyahara), causal concentration (Dharana), atman meditation (Dhyana) and buddhi absorption (Samadhi). All of them are united in eighth, enlightenment (Bodhi), which leads finally to the center, our Transcendence into source (Sunyata). Center, from which our eight spokes originates and connects rim within whole, circle. Center, which ever lasts, even during all most fast rotations. Infinite transcendence, which supports whole wheel turn through harmonious balance from inside and inner tube with tire from outside. Inner tube is our inner rules (Yamas) and tire – outer laws (Niyamas), which are necessity for our circle to move. Although, when first one of them is broken and we have flat tire, we are stuck at the same point, because that results in necessity to true a wheel. Also, when we have hole in the latter one, is still possible to ride, but much slower and with bigger effort needed. If even one spoke is missing, ride is harder, because we can’t hold all the weight, that’s why for most effective transcendence we need all of them. Also eight planets in our solar system responds to those spokes in the chakra wheel and only when they are in coherence, it’s possible to transcendence that universe into another. It means to leave consciously that eternal subconscious reincarnation cycles to pre-conscious eternity, through super-conscious nirvana after reaching conscious life style. Pre-consciousness, or Intelligence, is our real home, from which we left for a bike ride, but catching here flat tire force us to constant repair it. Eight spokes divides our wheel in eight different areas, which symbolize also eight-folded path of Yoga. Physical Hatha, vital Karma, astral Sannyasa, mental Jnana, causal Kriya, atman Raja, buddhi Dhyana and final Bhakti results finally in Transcendence. Our daily interactions with all life situations are those opportunities to fix that flat tire through seven daily habits together with eight spokes, which creates fifteen different kind of experiences. First is our firm conviction to continue that ride on life path, never mind all circumstances. Our conscious decision to confront with them, instead avoiding (Dhrthi). Second, equal treating all living creatures, which we’re meeting on the path (Daya). Third is acceptance equally both, pleasure and pain, at the same way as the opportunities for our growth (Santosha). Next is purity of body, mind and spirit through ayurveda, mindfullnes and pranayamas (Sauca). Fifth,as a consequence of latter, is coherence of the feelings, thoughts and deeds, which purify the mind (Arjavam) together with sixth, our firm temperance in eating and drinking (Mitahara), that purifying body and seventh self-discipline in form of our attitude, which purify the spirit (Tapas). Subsequent eight are synchronized strictly with eight spokes in our “Dharma wheel”, which starts with self-studying ourselves in form of self-reflections after reading old saint scriptures (Svandyahaha), which teach us ninth, humility to understand that we are imperfect, but ready to grow (Hri) and accept other one, more higher form of Intelligence, as a lack of human ignorance (Asthikya). Latter one leads to eleventh, our conscious full devotion to that higher form of Intelligence in our daily life, through twelfth, act of selfless help for others, in form of compassion (Daana), which confirms also thirteenth, our pure intention to grow and fulfill the promises we made before (Vrata). Penultimate, conscious chanting mantras , at least 108 times per a day in three different ways (Japa), as mental (Manasa), whispering (Upamsu) and loud singing (Vacika) leads us to learn that most important ability at the path. How to control our state of mind in every different situation, never mind the circumstances, with which we interact and endure it without holding onto resentment (Kshama).

Passive part before…

To achieve that most important skill in moment of dying, we need to walk through that game with the path, according to 15 rules (Mathi) and in consequence of that, when our Consciousness is harmonious clear and still, we can leave finally samsara. Otherwise we will incarnate again to one of universal dimensions, according to level of vibration. That process have nothing to do with that what we believe, or even what we achieve in material world, because it is just pure physical attraction of similar vibrations. Universe always responds to level of our vibrations (Nada Brahma) , which are beyond the mind (Ananta). Neverthless during our physical life, or after it. When we learn kshama, we reach total unity with its source, which is universal force, from which emerge Consciousness form with all the powers, including human awareness as well. Latter one is only one of bilions perceptions, which are united, forming whole Consciousness. That force, our Intelligence is the source of everything, Consciousness, Universe, energy, matter, body, mind, spirit and soul Dependent of our vibration level we perceive different its dimensions. From awareness and its exploration, through discovery gnosis with mindfullness until mastery for transmutation into Intelligence. That whole transcendence of Consciousness in every part of Universe lasts for ever and that “Game of leila” within “Apacamasca” is only small episode of it. Episode, which shows us whole nature of Universe, because it´s fractal and through discovering our nature (“Vicarius Dei”), we comprehend its source. Source, which is beyond Consciousness, same way as Consciousness is beyond Universe and Universe beyond our awareness and mindfullness is that bridge, or rather tunnel, connecting them all. Instinctive awareness with intellectual Universe, through our intuitive Consciousness from inventive Intelligence. Pranayamas are roads within them and practicing yoga, act of passing through them. Our endurance to eliminate source of suffering with 24 skills. Each one for one hour per a day nad night within solar cycle throug 28 days of lunar. Our natural circadian rhythm clock (Ajiva), where every hour is its imagination and longest second indication is our intention (samkalpa) with longer minute one our attention (Smrti) is ringing at dawn with our humility (Hri),our inspiration, which we always ignore it. Three first hours before 4 am (“amrit vela”), in which we are asleep is following way according to rules (Mathi), neverthless the circumstances (Dhrthi) to their results, our attitude (Tapas). All leads to sunrise (Udana) purity both, inside and outside (Sauca) with morning temperance (Mitahara) and pure mind with Hatha Yoga exercises (asanas).

Together with selfless help (Daana) and equal treating all living creatures (Daya), before noon cycle is realized with conscious spending our time and energy (Karma Yoga) at noon. Next, more profound, afternoon cycle starts with our active lunch brake in form of detachment from material stuff (aparigraha) and not stealing others things (asteya) , which results in our abandoning material things (sannjasa). Following that, passive not hurting others (ahimsa) and honesty (satya) leads to sunset celibacy (brachamarya), from where our neutral self studing ownself (svadyahaha) and acceptance of both, sad, painfull and happy, pleased moments (santosha) is finshed with evening Kriya Yoga. Next last two hours before midnight is our self surrender to highest Self (isvaraprandihana), that is our Bhakti Yoga, with its result Jnana Yoga, is necessary to reach our Kshama in Samadhi at the end of the cycle, at midnight. Two golden hours at twilights are reserved for our minimum 108 mantras (japa) and approvement of higher Self (asthikya) with deep contemplation on Self (dhayna) at Raja Yoga, which results finally with Kshama in our Samadhi state. Understanding fact (drsti), that our effort (vyanana), through acting (karmanita) within santosha, eliminates all our suffering (dukkha) is our knowledge (vidya). Vidya, which source of rest in assurance, instead of stress of ignorance (avidya). Avidya, which is hidden in the darkness of the void before our sunrise, results in reincarnation cycles (samsara), while vidya in state of our innerpeace and happiness (nirvana). NIrvana, which is liberation from all suffering, necessary condition of kshama. Kshama, which is like our inedia, when samadhi is its fasting periods, with wet one (dharana) and dry one (dhyana). All of them are prepared before with our practicing ayurveda, pranayamas and pratyaharas (our vegetarian meal, vegan and liquids), after our physical asanas (meat). Superdry fasting, when we avoid any contact with the water is our gnosis about all life (or our breatharianism). Gnosis, which is possible to gain it only with our Kshama, because it´s beyond any concept from chaotic, dualistic mind. It can be, although, compared with our lucid dream state, when we can change absolutely everything in it. From characters, through situations until its backgrounds. Sound, color, or taste, etc. Lucid dream with infinite dimensions within, when its grade of one dimension is g.o.d., or god. God, who creates that particular dimension with its intention. One of this dimension is called “game of leila”, where we learn how to use power of that intention to create other dimensions of whole game.

Game, in which god creates universe with that intention. Inspiration for that game comes from same center of this dimensions, called infinite Intelligence. Every dimension has own game with different rules and that one has seven grades, in which we can learn how to collect our life energy, which is necessary to pass one dimension higher. Everyone, who lay that game starts from level zero, our anxiety. First grade, called fear, we enter with our ignorance almost immedietely. Second one, called love, needs our acceptance, honest forgiveness and grattitude for that opportunity to evolve. Third, freedom, starts when we overcome our fear with love and through understanding how all that works, we slowly start to gain energy, instead of losing it. We comprehend, that our freedom is basically choice of our state of Consciousness. When its unconscious, we loose our elan vital, but when is conscious, we collect it and instead of coming back to level zero, we jump one level higher, called wisdom. From that grade we learn how to later pass quickly from anxiety here, in case we comeback there again. That lessons shows us also how all levels are strictly connected with eachother and knowledge about it “lifts us” for fifth grade, called unity. Sixth one starts with our samadhi, when through experience of losing our idnetity in “zeroid”, we immerse with pure Consciousness, transitioning into last grade, our kshama. That latter one is the most important ability after passing all seven grades in the transmutation to next octave, because is letting us to bring all collected energy. In moment of our physical death on the Earth, we are getting attracted with that higher dimension, instead of losing it, with being “sucked” to that lower ones. Seven levels of consciousness force, neutral trust, honest will to evolve, acceptance with forgiveness, understanding, gratefullness with love, joy of existence, exstatic innerpeace (kshama) leads finally to enlightment. Euphoric postconscious intelligence, that we can experience with our jnana, nirvana, moksha, satori, or liberation form all suffering is the source of eternal real zest for life, instead of temporary happiness of material world. Zest, which can be experienced also with realizing our dreams, although it results in our addiction to that and in consequence of that, we just change our dreams, constantly looking for thier realization, instead of completely waking up. Waking up to understand reality.

ME awake (generation)

“We are asleep. Our life is a dream, but we wake up sometimes just enough to know, that we´re dreaming.” Ludwig Wittgenstein

That addiction to realize our dreams sooner, or later will be finished with huge dissapointment, or our crisis situation, in which we are forced to wake up. That´s the moment of realization fact, that our old life style didn´t brings us liberation and only one way to reach it is to completely change way we live in new identity, with completely new perspective. In that crisis moment we´re also discovering our free will & living with it consciously day by day, we comprehend that we´re that free will itself. That we are In-Finite Es-Sence of No-Thing Now-Here Be-Cause of Use-Full Re-Cycle of Great-Fullness For-Ever . With that free will, our intention, we change absolutely everything through attention within imagination and wish, or inspiration is its source. All life situations, that we attract to ourselves are outside circumstances that we choose and our interractions with them is that life experience inside to learn our kshama. Will to accept them nad evolve, or ignore it and be stucked. At the same point is our free choice, because we became what we will tolerate and our resistence to existence is source of the stress, while easy flow without that is condition of the rest. When we don´t know that fact, that our information affects whole Universe, which is always in balance (so when we send unconsciousy bad vibes, or vibrations in short, they will come back to us in form of emotion), we live in expectation, which cause our anxiety. Although, when we are conscious about that “constructive interferrence”, we live without any expectations, excited with every life situation, neverthless if it´s  possitive, or negative, because we know that our free will attracts that situation for a beneficial reason for us to evolve. So, as we can see, choosing consciously between ignorance and acceptance, we make a choice what we will attract to ourselves later. In other words, we are creators of our inspiration, which we choose with intention and our attention on what we´ll accept, or tolerate, leads us to our imagination of who we are. If we accept absolutely everything, that is all what we attract, we became all that, what we can imagine. Meditation on actual imagination of ourselves with mindfullness leads to transmutation. In consequence of that our next intention change inspiration and through that our next imagination as well. Finally, we comprehend that we are source of all of them, Infinite Intelligence, which creates finite, conscious Universe, which through ignorance become in state of neurosis and with acceptance can learn noesis. Source of assurance, thank to which we can reach apotheosis to heal that neurosis. Our gnosis is universal medicine to recreate that Universe. When all people will get to understand fact, through their own experience, that are creators of all what is happening in whole Universe, and with their own ignorance are creating only stress, when with acceptance, all the rest, our collective dream, which we create together (Maya, Mitote, or Matrix) will be fairy tale, instead of nightmare. But for that is necessary to wake up and unfortuantelly big crisis situation is its source. If human ignorance will not change into acceptance, than huge crisis is what we will attract to wake up and evolve. Evolution is natural process, impossible to stop way to grow. It can be only slow down with artifficial involution, or speed it up through natural, universal revolution, our spiritual self-evolution, choice is ours.

Exploring waterfalls in Bolivia teach me three most important things, our life lesson. That there´s always alternative way (up, or down), because easy looking way is not always that right one, so it´necessary sometimes to turn back. As we reflect on today world state, is perhaps that last moment to turn back from that ignorant consumptionist egocentric perspective and maybe try alternative consolidation with holistic acceptance instead. We have to wake up from that “american nightmare” and create together new universal fairy tale, when is still not too late for that. Fundamental question is if we will awake from our intention, or we will still wait for that inspiration, which we create for ourselves “long time ago”. Thought stimulation is fractal of invention, when feeling sensation, prana of intuition. First one results as perception, which we have. Second in habits of , which we do within our daily routine. Balance of both, is showing us who we really are. If we let it to distract our emotion with all information, we have to believe in that information, but if we trust emotion, we know ourselves and we don´t have to believe anyone in anything. Emotion is source of real knowledge, while information is only reason to believe, that´s why our science is called, “church of reason” and conscious part of that emotion, our feelings, from intuition through sensation, are much more pragmatic than thoughts from invention with stimulation. Choice is ours, if we want to exist as data in information age, or as a real human from emotion one. Lockdown from 2020, called as worldwide p(l)andemia of coronoia, was that crisis moment for all humankind, necessary to switch their perception, from intellectual dualism into intuitive trinity.

“God is a circle whose centre is everywhere and whose circumference is nowhere.”

Hermes Trismegistus

Concept present from dawn of that civilization, 37.766 years ago, during its time of predynastic egypt “Amun-Ra-Ptah”, later known as Isis-Horus-Osiris, protoplasts of Isvara and Jivatma, Paramatma, Vishatma, or body, spirit and soul, recycled through all generations as Shiva-Vishnu-Brahman, or Father, Son and Holy Ghost, awakening from that dualistic spiritual slumber, is a first step to know ourselves and that is necessary condition to know spiritual Universe with its source, Consciousness = Christ and Father = Intelligence. Through practice of “Michaelic Yoga”, when during inhale we focus on Universe perception and exhaling we imagine concept of its force, we immerse with Isvara. Our universal breath, in which I is prana, energy, Sva-real Self and Ra radiation, or light. Father silence, spirit sound and son light. Inspiration, Consciousness and Intelligence. Noesis, gnosis, apotheosis. Same as quantity of life depends from quality of breath, level of Consciousness decides about size and nature of the Universe. From human awreness perspective is infinite, huge construct, when from pure Consciousness is smaller than our pineal gland. Surrounded with frames of our imagination, so finite as well. Our attention is like bim of sun light in the field of dark imagination and intention is like scope, which focus on one part of it, which is Universe itself. When we place scope in front of the sun, it will create fire of our inspiration to know what is beyond. When that light bim grows from awareness to mindfullness until Consciousness, it´ll enlight all our imagination field and all what is beyond as well. In consequence of that size of our Universe becomes smaller, when imagination expands. When that Universe will dissapear, our imagination field is fulfilling whole Consciosuness and swallows our attention with intention. That what actually symbolize Consciousness symbol. In that situation object (Universe), subject (Consciousness) and observer (Intelligence), becomes all united in state of Jnana. As a result we comprehend fact, that all is one (“En to pan”) and we´re creators of everything. That high form (Universe) of Intellignece with its force (Consciousness) creates emotion (question) with information (answer), from active (Yang) energy (balance) and passive Yin form (proportion) mixed inside the motion (movement). Emotion, which is source of sensation with its feelings and information, from where originates thought stimulation. Just because of our ignorance, we abuse that information, at the same time ignoring emotion and in consequence of that, we create our narrow imagination field, in which our Universe can barely breathe, but when we expand it that field, we can respire with its full force (Consciousness) and back to the source. With practicing really simple, but effective, “sun breath” meditation, during which we expand our inner sun, inhaling Universe until will immerse with sun outside and whole Consciousness, we can experience that sensation. Sensation, that is source of real knowledge, instead of stimulation, from which belief originates. Holistic noesis, is that cure for dualistic Universe neurosis. Real cure, which similar like mother nature automatically will restore our circadhian rhythm, opposite to all big parmaceutic corporations, feeding us wth its sleeping pills. Pills, which main target is to keep us in spiritual slumber, when first step to wake up is the awareness, that we are sleeping and second, knowledge why. Because those, who gain profit from that situation, knows that they´ll lose opportunity for their business, when people will wake up and start to know themselves & all force which is dreaming within them.

In consequence of that vast majority of people today run from the life into anesthetic way with drugs (including alcohol), or kinesthetic one with gym, sex and over consumption of food, internet or othe “guilty pleasures” distractions, what later results in run for life in form of post crisis cleansing time with catharsis. Only those who have guts to confront with their shadow, during their “dark night of the soul”, today are walking hand by hand with life, knowing all about ourselves and world they live, because knowledge is source of self-confidence within our innerpeace. In opposition to doubts and ignorance, which couse only our stress. Stress, which is silent killer of our rest, natural healer. From the day we´ve got born, everyone know what is stress, but not of course, what is real rest. Real rest is re-creation time for body, mind & spirit. It means, that we recreate everything. To be able to do it, we have to clean our trinity to prepare for all that process. To clean the mind from all the thoughts and feelings, body from toxins and spirit from wrong breath. Mindfullness, pranayama with ayurveda begin our real re-creation.

“Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes.” Carl Jung

Seven illusions for…

Unfortunately, because of their ignorance, most of people, during that long awaited and hard earned holidays, put more toxins, more worries and more bad breath than in normal, daily life. In consequence of that instead of regeneration, they choose degeneration, which of course it also affects whole Universe. Changing way we breathe, transform our Consciousness and expands imagination, what results in change of all Universal breath. Abdominal breath instead, instead of lungs one, brings fundamental transformatiuon, because we collect all energy below navel (at hara), not in lungs, so we direct prana exactly, where it should be, without losing any drop of it, on the way there. Later, with learning conscious way of using her to activate our chakras, we open free flow through vital body Without resistence there´s no stress at all. Finally, we understand that our resistence to any life situation is slowing down our self-evolution process, when acceptance accelerates it. Through our acceptance we learn assurance. Real life assurance from all physical sickness (lack of stress), mental being old (recreation) and spiritual death (regeneration), which no comnpany can offer. Self-confidence for Universe, with which we can accept absolutely everything, that what is happening in our life. Thta´s the moment when our unconditional (inner)peace (out) of mind, our kshama, appears. From that time we start to live in constant state of awe, because we know, that absolutely everything, what we interact with, we choose for ourselves and through our being as mirror, without opinions and judgements, we simply observe and learn detachment from all our illusions. In consequence of that, we comprehend that we only reflect all universal neurosis in case to learn how to heal it with our noesis. That latter one is our inspiration to learn gnosis through our apotheosis. To know Intelligence by exploring pure Consciousness. First step on this journey is detachment from our fake identity, which is illusion, builded with our daily habits in our outine, repeated subconsciously. For example using word “ME” instead of “I” will change drastically our distance to ourselves. Having knowledge about ancient cymatics, we´re conscious about influence of sound waves at our reality, especially of vowels affection. “I”  is creating for us field of intensity, clarity, our ego self-confident self-oppression, when “E” form transformation of growth vibration. “A” creates openess with creativity, “O” – introspection of cyclical renewal of energy & “U” – consolidation with concentration. It shows really good our transendence of inteligence from A-wareness, through m-I-ndfullness within U-niverse until c-O-nsciosuness. From “a”, “i” and “u” till “o”. When we article all of them, IEOUA, with pure Consciousness, within silence, that’s coming from our innerpeace, we create new complete sovereign countermatrix, which deconstruct old whole matrix.

When we say “our”, instead of “my”, we change our “Roden´s toroid field” and through that whole Universe as well, even if we are unconscious about it. Second option is creating distance between, what we really know & what we think, that we know. Using word “believe” instead of “know”, open for us growth, not for return to cycle of ignorance. That leads us to next illusion, shame from all others opinions. Lack of knowledge about how all Universe works and we as well within, is not the reason to be ashamed. Everyone of us was at that point of life, because all people are here to learn it. If we care about others opinion, we create illusion of stress & through our comparing with others, we build expectations, which leads us to dissapointment. When we understand fact, that nobody is perfect and unerring, we will brake that shame, but for that we have to take responsibilty for our life, to learn ability for response at all what brings to us. Ignorance is the source of our imagination how everything works, but also inspiration to really know it. Awareness about ourselves and world, that we are living is only our temporary concept, based on  actual perception and when we expand that perception, we start to discover knowledge. Without anxiety, instead of blind expectations, being source of it. That fourth illusion of our dependency from that other, outer world, what we called destiny, or even coincidence is final effect of our ignorance how the mind works. when we make conscious what is unconscious, we realize that is only free will, which creates absolutely everything and that´s the momnet of our awaking. Time, when we really start to know that absolutely everything depends form us. Until that momnet we´re in spiritual slumber, passing responsibility into others, outside world, fate, or our genes. From that moment we realize our real Self, not that fake identity, which we was believing that we are all life. That moment of our awaking has also dark side. It shows us also our shadow, dark part of that Self, which we always hide behind that illusion. Part, which is necessary to heal in case of our further growth. Part, which brakes that, fifth illusion, of our dark will animal, physical nature and discovers also our wish, that spiritual, astral light one. Through healing our traumas from the past, we can observe how our perspective of life drastically changes, what destroys sixth illusion of solid, unchangeable reality, created by some god, or blind energy, or demiurg, or anyone else. That suffering time in our life , called “dark night of the soul”, brings incredible knowledge, that our perception always depende from level of our Consciousness and with rising it up, we start to understand much more. Although, for that rising up is necessary lot of work on Self, it brings us tremendous transmutation of it into pure Consciousness. Same way as in our daily life, after waking up, we need to rise up form the bed to be able to walk and start new day. That last step dissolves our illusion of separartion from Universe and shows us how our decisions affects everything within it. Through exploring pure Consciousness we learn fact, how our intention creates that Universe through attention with imagination and how all of them depends from eachother. For instance how our imagination field grows, when our attention is full concentrated on Universe, which shrinks with inspiration to explore beyond it. How our intention depends from that field, or how our attention depends from both, intention and inspiration. Through absorbtion within Consciosuness at samadhi state, we comprehends  our transmutation starts from “solid” physical body and “liquid” mental mind, through “vapour” vital spirit, with “plasmatic” astral soul until last “etheric” causal wave monad, which similar like in the ocean, creates whole that Consciousness. That experience is itself inspiration to explore beyond it. Inspiration, which is universal breath, from which quality depends its quantity, or longevity. In summary words, we finally comprehend fact, that from the way we breathe in daily life, depends health of whole Universe, so in consequence of that, how we live affects life everywhere and that consciousness helps us to understand our incredible responsibility wholewide. Not only at life on the Earth, or our solar system, but at every part of infinite intelligence, which we create through our daily decisions. Same as oceanwaves at at all planet forms whole ocean on Earth, we create all Consciousness and foam, which stays from their motion, it´s our inspiration. Movement, which unites all that waves and change them into foam is that infinite intelligence. Infinite intelligence, which depends from the spirit within and atmosphere, that creates outside. Movement in which center is still silence, which creates sound, light and energy around it. Energy, which transmutates eternally with our choosing state of that Consciousness. Energy that creates intention to put attention on whole…

…active start…

“We are what we do, especially what we do to change what we are.” – Eduardo Galeano

A central paradigm of cognitive psychology is that application is about practice, not about a state of mind. Every relation gives us chance to understand our kind of interaction with it and through resposibility, we learn how to change it. Responsibility, which is consequence of our fredom as well. Ability to response for anxiety from interaction with new life situation. That´s why, old, wise and experienced travelers are looking for new situations to learn how to find solution from them, which is basically reason of their traveling. While, young and stupid tourists are looking only for pleasure from that journey. Wise traveler knows, that ignoring pain, means ignoring its life itself and that means ignoring fun of finding solution for it and that is reason of tourist suffering. Suffering, which comes with ignorance, which is reason of fight for their acceptance. That latter is necessary condition fro fun from assurance. Assurance, thayt we gain from knowledge with understanding our experience. Experience, which is that interaction with any life situation, or our inspiration. That´s way how we all breathe (insinctive fast & short, intellectual “normal”, or intuitive deep & long) decides about our knowledge of ourselves, which is also source of our assurance, reason of kshama. In short, as much we know about ourselves, as much innerpeace we gain from that knowledge and source of it is interaction with ourselves. That´s why first we have to love ourselves and our life itself, to be able to understand fact, that all that is just fun, because if we are affraid of it, we´ll always fight for survive. With love we overcome our fear from death and when we are not affraid to die, we are not affraid to live as well. To live, lioke we always want it, like we always dreaming about it. Without suffering, which comes from our ignorance of anxiety. Ignoring hunger, we don´t make it that it dissapear, same a s loneliness, or pain. Even quite opposite, we become more hungry, painfull, or lonely later. Only our conscious confrontation with it, results in our independence from it. Through fasting, kshama with love, we learn how to elimimnate our suffering, which leads us to wisdom of life, that ignorance is the worst choice ever and pain, hunger & loneliness are just trampolines to bang from it and jump much higher, trancendenting that dimension in case to explore other ones as well in infinite transcendence.

“Those who know do not speak. Those who speak do not know”  Lao Tzu.

Transcendence, that mostly depends from the language, which we are using in daily life as well. Language, which creates our universe, even if we are not conscious about it. Language that Fernando Flores divides in two categories: affrimations & judgements. First one are only pure descriptions, if something that we say is true, or false, when second is fundamental for all relations, that we have with others, world outside and ourselves. When we use more affirmations than judgements, our identity slowly dissapears, because only by saying, that something is true, or false, we don´t identify with that. We´re neutral observers of that, not active participiants. Moreover, when we use more oftwen our two ears than one mouth, we let others to create universe as well. Universe, which interacts with our through that language & in consequence of that, we can comprehend multiverse of our common Intelligence. Those, who knows how to listen others with full attention, doesn´t have to speak a lot, because half of the answers are “hidden” usually inside the questions. Also body language explains a lot. Only those, who don´t know how to listen others, are constantly fighting for their attention, when all the rest has pure fun from  conversation. It also show reall good, how any authority (which doesn´t listen at all, only makes orders) is addicted from their power. Power, which they use, to have that attention. when two, or even more, high intelligent people have conversation, any power is useless, moreover, it´s dangerous for flow of that talk. Stupid tourist don´t listen, only talk, when wise traveler listen everyone and have conversation only with those, who want to listen, because is aware about power of that words. That´s why only those who know how to listen, have realy chance to evolve, because most important “person” in our whole life is our inner-kid, or intuition. Intuition knows, what for us is the best and what is necessary to experience and if we listen it with full attention and confidence, we transcendent much faster. Monologue, which is the highest form of anyh conversation, with our real Self, is actually act of listening, without any distraction and if we can´t listen others, we can´t listen ourselves either. Without it, we are always full of doubts, which cause anxiety & stress, main obstaclkes of our transcendence. Transcendence, whcih depends from quality of language, that we are using. Applying negative affirmations, we stay in fear, when with possitive one, we live in love and quality of life, that we have, strictly results in our relationship with others and ourselves as well. Relationships, whcih we builds with that language as well, of course. Language, which is expression of our emotional state of Consciousness. Depends from the level of frequency, on which we´re vibrating right now, we use certain words (with accents) to communicate it. That´s why the first step to know ourselves, is to learn how to control the feelings, which are conscious part of emotion. With feeling we create construct of whole universe, if it´s friendly, or quite opposite. From that depends our perception of trust, or threat, on which we build whole concept of life. If it´s stressfull fight, or restful fun. Concept, which can be changed with that feelings and fro that we need our re-creation. Time, when we literaly recreate our state of Consciousness from “tabula rasa”. State without thoughts & feelings at all, when we can imprint new ideas and concepts. Our zero point, from which both toroidal fields emerge with our new language. Point of our transendence, to which we are always coming back with meditation in samadhi. The same point, which is used during self-hypnosis, or our mantra chanting, or when we focus at apnea during pranayamas. That´s why if we want to change immedietly our state of Conscioiusness, deep and long breaths are really helpful. Because, in fact contrary to biologic science, we didn´t see world with eyes, or even mind, but with the way how we breathe. If we learn to do it consciously, then we start to see world how it realy is, constantly floating with vibration waves. Waves of thought abnd feelings, which interfere and diffracts in intelligence. Waves, same like in the ocean, dissapears and appears, leaving only foam on the shore. Foam of information and emotion, whcih creates new waves of thoughts and feelings and only from us depends if we wnat to focus on them, or beyond. Our intention decides where we put attention, on field of imagination, or inspiration. Emotional state is always temporary, but if we sustain with our attention, it becomes illusion of realy solid. Illusion, in which is difficult to see reality, because our energy is “sucked”. Only through recreation, we recycle new energy from inspiration, changing it into creation. Creation of new perception, on which we build completely new conception. Similar, our vibrational state of universal Consciousness of Intelligence is temporary as well and only with our attention we create as solid one, but if we put that attention beyond Consciousness, we can comprehend its source and whole infinite transcendence within. Constant flow of prana through energetic vortexes, or chakras, results with that transition, but when we have blocked that centers from different rituals, like baptism, communion, confirmation, marriage and last rite, then our energy is “stucked”, what results in physical pain, mental hunger and spiritual loneliness, our suffering. In consequence of that, our vatican possessed soul, suffer, because its higher chakras are blocked and prana can flow only through that lower ones, what with sexual and violent message from western manipulative mass-media fuels only demonic monads.

That results with universal neurosis, which nature is constant balance, so finally, in our imbalance. Imbalance, that is “cured” with multicorporation medical substitutes of natural rest with innerpeace from our kshama. Our practicing yoga asanas helps to unblock that higher chakras, what with prana flow from pranayamas change our state of Consciousness. From which highest human level is love. That´s  why learning love shows us reality, our possibilities, which we can achieve with process of self-realization. Possibilities, that are incomprehensible for human awareness, that´s why is necessary to change it into the mindfullness, if we want to fully comprehend it. Our soul suffer from lack of love, becasue need it to create other universes and knowledge about all possibilities, which have, but not use it from that level of vibration. Love energy is that most valuable currency in whole multiversal Intelligence, because can create new life with new universes. That´s why knowledge about it is so supressed (similar like few centuries ago knowledge about gold mines on the Earth) and unconsciously spending our sexual energy on animal desires, instead of spiritual wishes, creates even more pain, hunger and loneliness for us. Pain from frustration, hunger from addistion and loneliness from temporary satisfaction. All of them, although, dissapears with learning love, because frustration, addiction and satisfaction are merely our illusions and love dissolves all illusions together. That´s why love is only one real force, which is that cure for our suffering and universal neurosis as well. In other, more scientific words, if the quantity of demonic monads will drop, the universe maintain its balance without interfering our Consciousness state of vibration and that will results with more universes of angelic monads, which elevates our vibration much higher as well, so learning love, we help whol Intelligence to evolve. In fact, we actually are that Intelligence and through helping others, we are always helping ourselves. When we start question their power of fear, our answer is love force and only those, who question, will get answers. When we question our suffering, kshama is the answer and when we´ll question our imagination, inspiration is the answer, same as solar spiritual noesis assurance is for lunar mental ignorance. Our imagination of who, or what, when & where, why, how, what for & for how long from inspiration in essence of nothing, because we are usefull for ever & forever for that most important direct question: Am I Multiversal Intelligence?

Direct, closed question, which always have only two possible answers. If yes, then I´m a solution for a problem of that situation, which comes from my  interaction. If not, then I´m just guilty habits. Habits, that´s like our yawn, that forcefull, contagious and addictive breath from Yawn Of Universe. Habit, although, which always can be here changed. From fearful for-get into lovely for-give and later free for-sake with wise for-sooth until united for-tune. Habit, which is the base of our identity and transforming it into last one, we just leave taht identity, discovering our real Self, in fianl step, our for-ever. Forget who & what, forgive why, forsooth when & where forsake how for what fortune forever in Infinite transcedence of Multiversal Intelligence. That travel has 7 steps, each with different pranayama that we practice on the way. Of course, like with every trip, also here, we have to prepare our physical body with yoga asanas, ayurveda and mediatation practice to achieve best results form it. All that preparations technique are described with details in previous book “sOURce of YOUniverse. From chaotic Awareness, through balanced Mindfullness, until harmonious Consciousness”, that´s why here we focus only on the same transcendence and techniques, which are helpfull for achieve that. “Yawn breath”, is that forced, first pranayama, with which we start all our journey. Although, it´s really deep & long, it´s mostly apnea.

I.N.R.I. = „Igne Natura Renovatur Integra”

(“Through fire, nature is reborn whole.”)

With taking inhale, we will imagine as golden prana enter our fontanelle and cutting it in a half, holding breath, we still hold that vision until natural yawn will appear. Still, holding it we take short inhale and with long exhale we imagine now how all that prana fulfills our all body cells, from toes until same head and goes its abroad. Repeated ten times, just after “grattitude meditation” for safe and calm night, from early morning before sunrise, energized us for whole day long. Combined with “Michaelic Yoga” expands our imagination field as well. Next, “Kriya breath”, when taking three short inhales, we focus on fontanelle nad with one long exhale, we feel that expansion of energy inside us. Third “Jyoti mudra”, during which we put our indication fingers on eyelids, while with thumbs covering tragus, taking long spine inhale, we imagine how that prana flow passing through every chakra, activating it with mental chanting Om-Na-Mo-Bha-Ga-Va for every one from root until ajna, gently pressing eyelids and closing tragus. We hold for 6 sec., focusing on third-eye and with long exhale we imagine road back. Chanting mentally Ta-Va-Su-De-Va-YA, each sylabe for each chakra. Repeated 5 times afetr “Kriya breath” opens our “thrid eye”, when with last exhale we gently close eyelids with our palms, concentrating at the light, which is enlighting all void. Fourth, “Ham-Sa breath”, with long inhale chanting “Haaam”, finished in short exhale “Sa”. Repeated at least ten times help to focus on next practice “Vyana Vikshana”, during which with “normal breath” we concentrate at warm around the whole face, head, neck, shoulders, chest, back, belly, ass, legs, feet and whole body around, which leads to “Sun breath”, in which we glow & grow with every breath, that we take, until we became whole Sun. Final. seventh, step is our “Yoga Nidra”, in which relaxed laying in shavasana we slowly changing state to samadhi. Starting from focusing on certain parts of the left side from the body as first, second, third, fourth, fifth finger, whole palm. wrist, forearm, arm, shoulder, hand, chest, hip, lap, knee, lower leg, leg, ankle. Next first, second, third, fourth and fifth toe, whole feet, whole leg and fianlly, whole left side of the body. After one minute, we focus now at right side, starting from right tumb, repeating whole procedure, as brefore, until whole right side. Then we focus at heals, slowly moving up until same fontanelle, through lower legs, ass, back, neck, head. Finally, focusing on ears, cheeks, eyebrow, eyes, lips, chest, belly and genitals we feel it like both sides left and right, together with back and front unites in wholeness with orgasmic sensation. we stay at that state as long we want it, exploring all inner-world with close eyes. After our intuitive hunch, when we feel is enough, we clunch fists inhaling, unclunch exhaling three times, slowly opening eyes with a smile on the face.

If we want to gain even more energy, following practice releases our natural DMT:

Inhale with nose, exhale by mouth deep and long (15B). Faster and shorter, twice inhale by nose, once exhale by mouth (45B). Meditate 60″

Inhale with mouth, exhale by mouth deep and long (15B). Faster and shorter, twice inhale by mouth, once exhale by mouth (45B). Meditate 60″

Clench right fist as much strong as possible for 15 sec, release. Repeat with left one as well. Meditate for 90″

“Sama Vritti breath” : Nose-nose 4 sec. Inhale, 4 sec. apnea, 4 sec. Exhale 4 sec. Apnea. Repeat 4 times. Meditate 60 sec.

“Visama Vritti breath”: Nose-nose 4 sec. Inhale, 16 sec. apnea, 8 sec. Exhale 4 sec. Apnea. Repeat 4 times. Meditate 60 sec.

Intense, fast and deep nose-mouth breath (45B). Then 20 sec. apnea without movement. 30 sec. Meditation

Deep inhale clenching fists, deep exhale unclenching repeated three times with shaking all stress and tension from the hands.

Slowly open eyes with a smile, greeting new incredible day to create…

…GENial art…

“Heavenly way is lofty and serene, earthly solid and still. Human way calm and tranquil.”

Master Dogen

When we focus at the way, how sun rise everyday and change colors of its rays, from red, through orange, to stay yellowhite most of the day, we can imagine how it may prana made rainbow astray and if we will start to put attention on breath when we pray to green Gaia, then shades of grey will turn into colorfull play of what’s possible to remain on the field of turquoise sky, which chnage into indygo at night with white moon and silver stars, that makes all shine. That’s the way, how we combine seven levels of our spine, which is ladder to paradise, with its steps that Consciousness arise. First, root crimson, opens gate to higher with physic plane. Next, vital orange, engaged with emotion to set up our age, is living in mental cage, our yellow and third stage, that becomes finally old sage, when fourth, green connects with highest page. That’s blue causal Universe, which we create with every verse and through our life prudence, we can met that multiverse Intelligence of sixth with seven essence, called atman-buddhi indygo presence, which change into white after condense all seven ones with overcoming all nonsenses. How that describes ancient essenes “kingdom of heaven is on earth” and through holy spirit, we can ascend from base to crown with conscious breath. Which transports prana through chakras bays, which is connecting seven different layers of Consciousness, into eighth. That is infinite pure Intelligence, of which constant transcendence, is what we can call our life (es)sence. As is content of:

“ABC of Life”

ACCEPTANCE of inspiration from Nothingness leads to regeneration of Consciousness.

BLISS from that transmutation of Intelligence comes from assurance of universe, that

CRISIS situation from ignorance, which is degeneration from human Awareness

DISTANCE our ego mental indulgence from spiritual revelation of transcendence.

EQUINIMITY from mental recreation and spiritual respiration results in regeneration.

FORGIVENESS of life mistakes with redemption leads to our complete transmutation.

GRATITUDE for that experience is confirmation for our Intelligence reflection on fact, that

HONESTY with observation are two necessary conditions for any further modification.

INTEGRITY of both results in revelation, that whole imagination is a toy for intention’s 

JOY of putting attention to enjoy different dimension of all mental conglomerations.

KSHAMA, although, shows us differentiation in which there’s no mind conception above spirit perception

LOVE is that state of Consciousness, where both, mind and spirit are not in presence, only soul.

MEDITATION are doors to highest essences then soul, monad, atman-buddhi, also

NATURISM and sun exposure of clitoris and penis release our moisture. What in genesis was called tree of knowledge is

OFFERING Eris chaos, or Cosmos order pledge. When we learn how to connect that secret with PRANAYAMA set, we can get access to let it go with the flow and met our real self, yet our glands have to be wet. Our

QUALITY of life depends from that, how high is our viewpoint stretched from all experience that we had, but

RESPECT for all creatures connects us with spirit, instead of mind and that unity brings us to set

SERENITY, in which our sensitivity is great to see opportunity for conscious transformation. That is

TRANSMUTATION, where fear from ignorance turn into wise assurance with love of acceptance within

UNITY transcendence. That freedom of Intelligence has anxiety consequence and if it’s  processed then we are with 

WISDOM blessed. Otherwise with fear, stressed, we become more tense and that mess, lack of equinimity is less of

VITALITY, because all that process needs more productivity and our energy hence. Although activity of 

YOGA is defense for that disability offense, because increase our presence, through our life prudence, which results in

ZEST, where reality offers us all incredibility for taste to comprehend unity through diversity of Transcendence.

Life is endless creation of whole universe and limitless exploration with all Consciousness

to find blessed inspiration for our Intelligence in blind imagination through transcendence.

Which mind starts with intention for real happiness before blind parts of attention creates awareness

and hard concentration builds mindfullness apart contemplation shows us the answers

for five basic questions of our existence, in form of revelation creating here sence.

Through our meditation afterglow with prudence, without expectation and flow resistence.

That´s coming from stimulation, with low five sences instead of real sensations, glow of our essence.

Building obligations for pas and future tense, which is transformation into pure presence

without any condition in just void formless, in form of transition energy in spiritual progress.

Souly force, ebulliton, which comes from the source, nothingness of power admonition in lower fields than silence.

Every generation starts with ignorance, its degeneration, source of imbalance,

but with acceptation can learn assurance in regeneration of self-confidence.

From self-observation of own endurance for constant self-reflection of its abundance.

In which self-realization helps to distance from eternal damnation, with reaching balance.

Which is protection from their indulgence, way of reflection of own “innocence”.

Hidden by action with indolence, source of perception and arrogance

of life situations with patience. But retrospections with our experience

and inception of new coincidence gives us redemption of being self-less.

From which interaction becomes response, instead of reaction, instinctive of course,

without attraction, which is the source of constellation of planet and stars.

From information sended by humans as confirmation of their next chance

for transmutation with conscious defence from all malfunction within themselves.

Which are projection of shadow itself for introspection to find higher self

with amalgation of spirit ownself and represantation in body, mind health,

with respiration techniques from yoga wealth and affirmation mantras, programming myself.

That is combination of them in consequence of manipulation in total darkness,

but illumiantion from light brightnes, gives us unification of sub and superconsciousness.

After actulization of spirit lightness, from seperation, removing life mistakes,

through purification, when suffering brings resilience in different dimension, hidden form sightedness.

When we learn how to love, we can fly as a dove to take look from above from where we can see the cove,

which is meeting with a ocean, through astonishing foam motion, that resemble here emotion, our responsible promotion.

To other octave dimension, when we choose regeneration, instead of degeneration as in previous generation.

That´s most important decision, which is chnagiong our vision, from dualistic division into trinistic unity fusion.

In which our mind conception, which is based on our perception, switch from “I” to proprioception with our honest redemption.

Through our forgiveness all so called life mistakes, which are just several steps to state of pure Consciosuness.

That we can experience with infinite transcendence, changing our awareness through state of mindfullness.

When we don´t have any worries, disconnected from memories, about fake identities, dissolved with reality,

Understanding our nature, which is erased with a nurture from omnipresent culture, feeding us with useless scripture.

That confuse us even more with religion dogmacore, philosophic metaphore, or scientific doctor.

To hold us in ignorance, instead of learn acceptance of law that gives us assurance from our Intelligence.

After knowing our real Self, through our action of real heal self, with overcoming fear & fulfill self with love, will bring wisdom wealth.

Together with our self-expression distance us from any depression, without supporting pharma-obsession to keep us all in hidden agression.

Which explodes with any friction, that´s coming from our ego´s fiction with fulfilling our ambition leads slowly to its extinction.

But learning how to control our feelings without pills and paying billings for pharmaceutic soul killing we gain knowledge about real healing.

Which is not coming from there outside, but all is starting here inside, with confronting our dark side, when we discover Self beside.

That´s most impoirtant life exam, which shows us who´s really human and what possibilities have undone with broken trust always begun.

Which is builded on respect, fundament of life to reconnect with Mother Nature, that´s perfect form of intelligent universal act.

Every atom contains energy, matter & intelligence, which represents our infinite transcendence.

Same way as water change always its shape from solid matter, thtough liquid ´till vape,

human solid body reflects its mind, which is governed with nobody, spirit from behind.

Although all of them are merely illusions, united in soul from universal fusion

of thoughts and feelings, source of all confusion, which can be erased with samadhi solution.

In which we can know our real nature and way of its growth from nurture in culture.

All that journey starts from daily habit of recognizing people on the street.

We are the foam of the ocean, which moves the waves of UNIVERSE,

with the force from the emotion and form information as answers.

For questions about all the motion, which is the source of MULTIVERSE,

in which Consciousness proportions decides about level of INTELLIGENCE.

From which we observe all reality through different our perspective

from ignoran, lunatic sanity, through acceptance, solar intuitive.

Which is irrational insanity, when we wake up from that instinctive.

Until universal, in which humanity will be assured with its inventive.

From where we start to create new universe with point of our full attention,

through using our intention, immersed in field of own imagination.

And through that process understands, that everything is our creation.

What rises up level of our Consciosuness and results in Intelligence elevation.

Until that moments when comprehends that source of it is inspiration,

coming from that Intelligence to create Consciousness transmutation.

Which starts with self-evolving process of recreation and aspiration

to leave that human awareness and change to mindfullness with respiration

correct, which builds the universe different that this old in visualization.

Which leads finally to Consciousness, what change totally its perception,

from being solid as mountain of iceberg to underwater waves rotation.

Through liquid ocean of the waves and gaseous vapor of inhalation.

Where iceberg here body represents, liquid mind and spirit regeneration,

through changing consciously states with pranayamas and meditation,

that with mantras and mudras helps to transform without expectation,

awareness into Intelligence in every human generation.

Ignorant thinks, that he sees with its eyes, smart believes that because of the mind

and only wise knows, that both are blind, because real sight can not be localized.

Ignorant stays in fight or flight, smart is convinced that´s real life

and only wise knows that is survive, because real life starts, where´s end of strife.

Ignorant trusts only its five sences, smart believe in others lences

and only wise knows that presence is hidden nice in own experience.

Ignorant thinks at yesterday, or morrow. Smart believe in present moment

and only wise knows that both are hollow, becasue presence is what it´s follow.

Ignorant seeks for constant pleasure, smart will commodify into treasure

and only wise knows that all the pressure comes from avoiding pain in leisure.

Ignorant believes in all this lies, that smart one creates as a true vice

and only wise knows that both are sides of the same coin, illusion from mind.

Ignorant dives in darkness night, that smart one creates as shades of bright to make illusion of that light, in which wise live all its life.

Every 18 years and eleven days sun is covered with moon´s face. That time of great eclipse events is most important for all human race.

Because anxiety field cover solar rays, food for every lover. In consequence even moreover, our innerpeace is over.

That´s also possibility of transcendence from awareness to Consciousness is even bigger at that days, in which we can be pure Intelligence.

Everything here depends from our knowledge, that we have, how to overcome that tense time and apprehend wisdom essence.

That´s now for us opportunity to leave that dimension and achieve experience from higher one, when we forgive without any our fake belief.

Next chance to fulfill our purpose starts with second day of august (2027). During nine days of those time in transmuting cycle will close.

Same as that civilization will end & new forthcoming will ascend for the same knowledge to comprehend source and its purpose to understand

how everything works in that universe to be able to create multiverse of that infinite intelligence, from which part is their awareness.

That can be changed into mindfullness in case to know pure Consciousness, with learning love and prudence, during infinite transcendence.

That is like cosmo-travel itself fro realizing Higher self, with which can be known ownself, through discovering real Self.

Stupid tourist attitude grows with wise traveler solitude, which is rising its magnitude from honest lovers attitude.

Same as all celestial bodies we will glow from gaining gnosis, comprehended with noesis, cure for universal neurosis.

With dimension invisible, hiding all what´s incredible. Same as light spectrum visible, shows only what´s for us plausible.

Discovering pasive part, before active one will start, our genius life art begun with that gentle heart.

Which is beating inside mum, before outside of her will come to experience life hum-drum, from which can grow real human.

That will learn how to forgive its broken trust, after which can live, not survive when was believed in other lies, that decieve.

Same as vatican supressed for exactly seventy years Copernicus evidence about celestial progress.

which starts all transcendencem of whole knowledge about universe, through his “heretic” converse.

Which later Galileo can observe as a first telescope man, who describes venusian phases and four stars on Jupiter´s face.

Although, inquisition sceptic called him as a new heretic, which have to change for pathetic life till end, during their ethic.

All that ends with Keppler correction about eclipse, not cycle rotation, which starts also new transformation of universal law projections.

Newton shows it in gravitation, together with energy compression, that Einstein in relative reflection, explains what Hubble saw in extension.

Of Universe, which still expands, but only when we look outside, when it´s shrinking with our assurance, if we seek for it deep inside.

Because its size, like everything else depends from state of our Consciousness.

It´s infinite huge with its awareness, but really small with our mindfullness.

Similar case is with shape of the earth,

which in ancient days was always flat

in mayas, aztecs and incas texts.

Perspective depends from Consciousness state.

All life is a fun of accepting pain, in which human miss all the gain

and when starts run from, then for certain will lose all the sun, floaded in the rain

of suffer trance inside the brain from its ignorance, source of the main

its imbalance, with which only sustain not transcendence, that´s root of that game.

When our trust turns into dust, we became crust and full of lust.

But this is just start of what must happened in past for future gust.

That´s why the best way to conquest fear within stress is love with rest.

Not matter from west, but spirit progress is our greatest achievement of zest.

When our beast it will be ceased and die in the mist of innerpeace.

Same as boxer, its wirst, which have to twist, to make stronger fist, we became its gist

Casting the dice, we´re always surprise, how mind memorize all our advice.

When we arise without our disguise, we became wise as once was christ.

Life is a dream, crucified on reality. Game that You can win, when You find eternity.

Much deep within through Your honest humility and forgiving all sins with grattitude for that opportunity.

Most important skill called responsability for all what You feel leads to tranquility

after You will heal fear from anxiety with Your own free will to learn about spirituality.

That is under Your skin, in the same center of humanity.

Sort of Your twin sibling from infinity, with which You can trim Your ability

to explore that dim part of identity after You will scream, loosing individuality.

That´s between it and personality, sort of screen on which You can watch creativity.

Of Your four cardinal points, united in the center, where Intelligence joints them to be able to enter

space for checkpoints, called as an aether to rejoin body, mind and soul with Your spirit later.

Eastern social touch is for Your body health, that with soul love match for natural self,

from north and catch air from western breath to express in patchwork of southern mind its wealth.

All of them responds to four nature elements, that together works, creating environment.

In which we can enforce spiritual development with our effort, honesty and commitment.

Patience opens doors for our advancement, endurance for hot and cold climate is adjustment

of spirit, that becomes bold with our enlightment, which will unfolds for us hidden parts of fulfillment.

DeATh is unknown, just our imagination. It can be both reality and illumination.

When we learn love we´ve got explanation what life is about, that´s just her termination.

What if lIFe starts from grave, not with cradle and now we are dead, waiting for it with idle.

When we are brave to confront fear, we are able then to get all answers which turn our table.

Every situation is for us inspiration and from level of vibration depends our imagination, which we create with intention to put our attention on emotion, or information. emotion is question, and answer to it, information. When we focus on formation instead of emanation, we end up in realization, while the opposite direction results in pure creation. Free choice is our destination. When five sences gives us information, five nonsenses comes from emotion, which when observed with full attention, leads us to the source of our motion. veryfication of all informations from observation our emotion gives us perception, which confirmation creates conception about proportions of our creation from intention world, that is that motion of our attention in imagination, which makes whole that distortion of the perfection, that comes from reflection about our action in intelligence ocean. That’s why correction of interaction is our protection, kind of lotion from bad respiration and all malfunctions, which holds our evolution. As fornication with ejaculation is degeneration and mind pollution, regeneration, that comes from the patience within nature is our solution, when recreation is salvation and true liberation from all illusion. That are our misconceptions and expectations about interferration with circulation of energy fusion. In infinite transcendence of neurotransmitters that’s game of chess within Intelligence, in which our melatonine observes what vassopressine deserves.

What if adam’s dick is bible snake indeed? and primordial sin, our sexual routine. In which only one trick decides about the flip of energy between bad and good fruit unseen. Because all that magic is black and white flick, in which kiss with lips, or cheek, decides about the leak chi dirty, or clean, tat supports endorphin which release adrenaline, or dopamine. In which we are victim, or participant within, when serotonin makes chooser of that whim and vassopressine creates master of that dream. Where lack of adrenaline is source of desire, lack of vassopressine, of doubts. Lack of melatonin starts anger on fire and lack of oxytocine, makes anxious our hearts. Lack of serotonin creates lethargy and lack of dopamine our sadness. When both are full of energy, we are experience real happiness. Active Intelligence has two different hands: passive Consciousness and neutral Nothingness, with which creates Universe of human Awareness. Our Mindfullness gives us access to experience that transcendence of possible Multiverse, in which acceptance of sadness is source of real happpiness. Otherwise distress, that’s effect of ignorance leads to sorrow of loneliness. Acceptance of that loneliness leads to assurance from the highest source of Intelligence, that our progress only depends from  non repeating life mistakes. Which are missed targets of innerpeace rest. In consequence of that it creates all stress, that we ignore through cultural activeness. Our acceptance of that stress, through honest forgiving all life mistakes, leads us to paradise gates of the grace.

After healing heart from anxiety, we learn wisdom from stupidity.

That there’s no grace assurance without acceptance of our ignorance.

Beacuse:

We can´t be friend of Universe without being fiend of Awareness.

We can´t comprehend Intelligence before understand Consciousness.

We can’t find freedom brave, until we accept fact that we are slave.

We can teach mind real happiness only after acceptance of sadness.

We can´t experience unity, without acceptance of diversity.

We can’t start real life, without admitting that we survive. 

Awareness about atomic Universe is motivation from Mindfullness

of atmanic Intelligence and inspiration for Buddhi Consciousness,

in which aspiration for absorption leads us to Nothingness.

Meditation is a life style for profound its exploration, instead of surface expectation.

Condition is a mind-boat information and addiction to it our obligation. When thoughts and feelings termination is our spiritual liberation.

Started with concentration leads to contemplation anad self-realization, what gives us all necessary self-revelation.

“A wave (for re-generation)”

from GENtle heart before…

“A good traveler has no fixed plans and is not intent upon arriving. A good artist lets his intuition lead him wherever it wants. A good scientist has freed himself of concepts and keeps his mind open to what is. Thus the Master is available to all people and doesn’t reject anyone. He is ready to use all situations and doesn’t waste anything. This is called embodying the light. What is a good man but a bad man’s teacher?What is a bad man but a good man’s job? If you don’t understand this, you will get lost, however intelligent you are. It is the great secret.”

― Laozi, Tao Te Ching

Intelligent (inner) sound, our inspiraton, together with its light (Consciousness) creates mind (Universe), its will (mindfullness) and our final word (awareness). Thought, desire and emotion. Way, will and wish. Intellectual thought of choice between instinctive desire and intuitive emotion. Human way among animal will and spiritual wish. Will to plunder, reproduce and possess with stress and fear versus wish to grow and know with compassion and love. Everything depends from frequency level of our Consciousness, because, in fact, everything is a wave. Our sound, light, energy, matter, thought, feeling, emotion, or information is a conscious wave of infinite intelligence. Adjusting length of the wave, we can change that frequency. Changing way we breathe, we transform Universe, through that level of Consciousness.

Focusing with its full attention (mindfullness), we make transition of perception and through evolving our perception, we change also whole conception of intelligence. That is constant diffraction and interferation of waves, impossible to know with humna awareness, or even superhuman mindfullnes. We can only experience it with pure Consciousness, same as all other spectrum of light, sound wave, incomprehensible for human mind. Mind, which also “operates” on certain levels of frequency, impossible to experience for plants, or minerals, which exists on completely other spiritual level, but through that interferration and diffraction of the waves, we can experience that different dimensions, with using that mind consciously. Astral journey, or lucid dream, or even meditation state are simple few examples of it for instance. During that experience we enter another realms of reality for learning differences. Collecting that knowledge, with interferring waves, we can experience reality itself. Noesis, which is “hidden” there eternally is also wave in the ocean of gnosis. Ocean, which we cross for ever, sometimes making brakes for regeneration on encounter islands. Although, some of that islands, charms us with their pleasures so much, that we forgot about our whole journey, until we´ll wake up. Wake up from a life dream, which is like film roll and only from our perspective depends if it’s movie or reality for us. Same as bim of light can be simultaneously wave, or particle. Everything depends from perception.

According to the postulates of general relativity, a photon traveling
toward the source of a gravitational field gains energy through an
increase in the frequency of the electromagnetic wave associated with
it, while a photon traveling in the opposite direction loses this
energy. Horizontal perception sees only “beginning and end of horizon”,
while Vertical one, form aphelium until peryhelium, can comprehends
heliocentric orbit, where distance from the Sun change, depends of
conscious state, or layer of Consciousness. Human eyes are horizontal,
but nose is vertical, that’s why everything we can see is dualistic
(from beginning to the end) instead of universal (holisitc) perceiving
cosmos through the breath. Development of humanity reveals in both ways, physical (horizontal, linear time) and spiritual (vertical, non-linear
no space-time). First is with world’s history events on material plane
and second within spiritual progress on invisible dimension, which is
actually source of that first one. Horizon of events is that invisible “border” between those both perceptions, which we can transgress through practicing meditation and after that to comprehend difference between them to understand holistic, universal point of view, in which we are all three parts, observer, subject and object of experience. Within successful spiritual progress later we can figure out, that actually we are creators of that experience as well.

“Ocean of Infinite Intelligence” with beacons of inspiration on horizons of its events, inviting us to explore new land of humanimal awareness. During that experience, after some time, we discover fact, that this island is connected to much more bigger continent, Universe, with bridge called mindfullness, which is actually peninsula of huge Consciousness. At the other side of that continent, we encounter tunnel of intention, which full of light from attention, leads us to atlantide of imagination, from where lemurian Consciousness within hipperborrean Intelligence creates astral nothingness. Nothingness, where we can met another travelers, who are that beacons and only from our choice depends, if we return to the ocean, or we stay in that illusion. Astral sloth is that first decision, that we made it. If we´ll conqueer it, we can come back to our Atlantide, otherwise, attracted with mental greed, source of physical lust and vital anger, we enter again realm of ignorance, incarnating inside reality of human awareness on different island. Although, when we accept our previous state and through our intention we leave that illusion, where on Atlantide we conqueer causal gluttony of energy, in Lemuria athman envy of its power and final buddhi pride from force, we´ll enter that hypperborrean ocean of Infinite Inteeligence as a wave of emotion, instead of information, which we was before. Its pure Consciousness after neurotic Universe, balancing ordered mindfullness with chaotic awareness. That infinite transcendence starts from awareness, through mindfullness and Universe leads to Consciousness until its source, Infinite Intelligence is also represented in cosmosophia as well. Our causal cosmosophia, which is replacing mental, universal science, lunar philosophy, solar religion and galactic art. Spiritual wisdom about Universe, which is necessary to know real Self, that can be comprehended with samadhi within Consciousness and helps to understand wave nature of both. Also gnostic four states of Consciousness describes that process figuratively. As ignorant eikasia, atheist pistis, dogmatic dianoia and conscious neosis, all united in intelligent gnosis, source of everyhting. Gnosis, which shows us that every wave has not only length (which is deciding about frequency of its vibration), but also height (responsible for its amplitude), so we can evolve in that both ways, horizontally, with quantity of breaths and vertically with its quality. First decides about longevity about our life from cradle to the grave, while soceond is just its depth. How deep we are immersed in that ocean. Just floating on the surface, or exploring its deepest realms. Love decides about its length, freedom of life width, wisdom about the height and unity adjusts its depth. First two are horizontal, linear time evolution and second are spiral, vertical spiritual one. Making short and fast breaths we stimulate our sympathetic nervous system (sns), responsible for immune system, while if we breathe long and deep we activate our parasympathetic nervous system (pns), with vagus nerve, who triggers relaxation,or recreation. In other words, in first way we realease adrenaline, in second, dopamine and depends from the character of our actual state, activity or rest, we use that way whichj is for us correct. Otherwise, we are in imbalalnce. Also moon phases has big influence of our breath.

During calm new moon, we are more reflective and still, while with anxious full moon, we are more chaotic and aroused. Moon is source of our anxiety, Earth of our freedom to choose between plutonic fear and saturnian wisdom, all joined in neptunian unity. All planets breathe in different ways, what is creating their frequency with amplitude and interferring with them constantly, we subconsciously change our diffraction as well, but when we learn to do it consciously, we take over control of our life. Seven celestial bodies, which have the biggest influence at Earth are strictly related to our seven chakras, which are connected to our seven subtle bodies as well. By using consciously our breath we can contact with them all. after last one, Sahasrara, we can leave human octave, entering one dimension higher. Focusing on our fontanelle, while taking fast three short inhales with one long inhale , we can experience that transition. Also “Michaelic Yoga” with perceptive and conceptive breaths accelerates it. “Jyoti mudra” with long deep spine breaths opens our third eye and “Sama Vritti” with “Visama Vritti” just before “Vyana Vikshana” prepares our heart chakra for opening and “Sun breath” with “Yoga Nidra” expands our Consciousness level. Of course, before for all of that we have to first prepare our physical body with pranayamas, ayurveda and mudras for that most effective results. Horizontal evolution starts with our attention on physical (first year of life) and emotional (second) awareness, source of eikasia, on which we build imagination of Self (pistis), or our identity awareness. Vertical one begin with intention of mindfullness, which is present moment of that awareness. Next, awareness of our present moment with attention on our breath leads to mindfullness, from when “normal” breath change into gentle one and with nimitta results in samadhi, when completely dissapears. That state of monologue with Universe is finished with self realization through Jnana (noesis) after previous discursive dialogue (dianoia). Realization of power from intention for creation leads to gnosis, self-inquiry knowledge about Universal Consciosuness (higher Self) and its source, inspiration. Attention on inspiration, instead of imagination results in Intelligence (Self), instead of Universe. Although, it´s really different to achieve it at the beginning, results in incredible insights about humankind, its source, its destination and, so called “life sence”. Like every visible, or audiable wave originates from invisible foam, which will dissolve through full absorption with intelligence. Way from conscious will to intelligent wish, through unconscious inspiration.

Sitting and contemplating that enormous high waves about 10-12 meters height, in Arica at ¨La Lisera¨ beach, ten days before his 44th birthday, day when he start to dry fasting as well, Me starts to dissolve within paciffic ocean once again. When harmonious sound of waves amazed him with hypnotizing music, silencing all thoughts as well, he comprehend that chaos is always at the surface and exploring deepest part of ourselves, we are finding first universal order (cosmos) and later through learning kshama, we can reach same center of our Consciousness, its source, our Intelligence. After few hours later, when Me was dreaming in Morpheus arms, huge wave literally washed him away from the beach and thanks to that experience, he can see also his progress on his spiritual path. Some time ago he will be angry and pissed off, but now he accepted calm all that situation, because he know it, that he created all that situation with own conscious decision, where he decide to sleep last evening. For that purpose to check it out how far he is from the same beginning. Beginning, which is always chaotic, with subconscious instinctive reaction, but through learning consciously kshama, he changed that way of interraction into ordered harmonious intuitive attraction, through his balanced inventive provocation. That our intention, similar to any wave like attention, inspiration, or imagination has always two sides, or dimensions. Passive, visible one “to have” and active, invisible, “to do”. For instance, now, to have that experience of surprise with ocean wave, before was necessary to do some actions, as placing his stuff at that certain spot, not some few meters away. Passive attention is contemplation, when active one our concentration. Both sides of the wave are always united in that neutral one, our meditation. That intelligent form beyond dualistic existence and non-existence. For intention is have the experience, “to be” and for attention is meditation.

Active imagination, our visualization with passive one, projection of it, creates neutral concept of Universe and inner inspiration form intuition together with outer from invention, forms neutral Consciousness. Our passive inner self, Me with which active outer self universe creates neutral Intelligence. when we unite all four neutral wave sides, we are just conscious experience of universal Consciousness of Infinite Intelligence itself. That final conclusion shows that experience of transmutation from outer, active chaos into inner passive order describes us neutral change, lord of whole Universe, in which waves interfere and diffracts from the foam of the ocean of infinite intelligence, our inner peace. In constant state of awe, induced by honest grattitude for every breath we take, we are surprised and amazed with absolutely everything, what shows us our real deep inner Self. Only through rumination on intrusive thoughts we lose that ability, what gives us knowledge that we are not those thoughts. Also feelings, that we create with that thoughts are not our real Self. Our real Self is beyond mind., spirit and soul as well. Beyond Universe, its breath (inspiration) and Consciousness. Our real Self is that pure Infinite Intelligence, beyond all of that everything what creates. Constant change beyond form & force, beyond emotion and information. Shiva – shakti, center of whole conscious YOUniverse.

Part Theta. 3(C)ENTER

Brave foam gen save the wave of some man life attractions in zen from ken & barbie distractions crave for purgen grave.

“Nature bequeaths its own blessing on those who immerse themselves in it. When you’re able to leave the noise and the discord of the city and give yourself up to the harmony and rhythm of nature, you come back renewed. For a time, you’re undisturbable, almost unflappable, until gradually the noise and the discord from outside start to invade that sense of inner peace.”

Stephen R. Covey

We´re invisible ocean (father conspiration) with its water reflection (mother outspiration), who creates son (wave spiration) with “holy ghost” (foam inspiration). Water, which depends from environment outside and atmosphere inside. if it´s freezing, it turns into solid ice. While with more warm change into liquid, which when it´s hot, vaporize it and with sun temperature, becomes plasma. Neverthless the form water is still water, which its waves source, foam, creates whole ocean. That environment is our imagination, which with intention (our atmosphere), form invisible mind (Universe) and visible (it)self reflection body (human), its spirit (breath) and soul (Consciousness). Attention is that temperature, which decides about the actual form. Changing body awareness, which is reflection of our universe, mind into mindfullness we discover spirit, Consciousness and soul. When we stand inside the center of compass, we´re always aware only about three directions, when fourth is always behind us. Same way, if our environment (imagination) is inside the universe (mind), we can perceive only three dimensions, but if we move it and rise up our attention (temperature) beyond it, we can discover that fourth dimension, behind is much more hidden to explore. Wave is fifth and foam sixth dimension, when water itself is the last seventh one of that octave. Which is only visible self-reflection of that invisible ocean of intelligence. Monad, which harmonize body, mind spirit and soul with our whole Consciousness. Drop of invisible ocean inside every visible wave of imagined water. Moving our attention from that environment into wave source, foam, we discover that water has its two compounds: oxygen and hydrogen. Moreover for one amount of oxygen need two of hydrogen (according to chemical structure). One emotion needs two informations. One, corrected asked question has always two answers: yes and no. One life situation gives us always two options : accepting to learn something new, or ignoring it. One inspiration has always two ways: to stay where and who we are, or to go much further to evolve. Crisis situation is always that possibility to choose: if we want to regenerate, or degenerate. Paciffic ocean change its identity radically this days, we can do it as well. For a first option, we just ignore all of that, what was written in that book so far, while for second option, we can accept it and through our honest intention forgive ourselves all mistakes, which we made so far and with our grattitude for that opportunity to evolve much further, we can move our attention from outside world, full of artifficial distractions, to that inner one of real life attractions. That means, we have to cut off all informations, with which we are attacked every day, change our environment for at least 72 hours, with spending it within nature without any electronic devices, source of that distractions, and start to concentrate our attention on her, slowly contemplate it and finally meditate on one particular object. It can be tree, cloud, animal, grass, mountain, sea, sand, rock, wind, fire, or our own breath, that is always with us so far. When we reach that state out of thoughts, that is moment when our regeneration starts. First step is recreation, which is quite easy to achieve, but hard to sustain. Although, same like with any new skill we learn, constant practice helps to grow. Training creates master. Depends of our attitude, with which we will meditate, week, month, or even day, first signs should be visible for us after three months, if we consequently practice twice a day for just ten minutes. If we want to little speeding up whole process, we add every day 5 minutes more. Early morning and late evening (sunrise and sunset) is the best time to do it, because our cyrcadian rhythm change automatically functions between activity and passivity in golden hours. it´s like lunch-brake after whole day, or before whole night, which also good time for practice. Concentrating on breath, focusing our full attention, which can be distracted with other objects, so it´s also the best for beginning. Standing position is that most effective, although for beginners can be to much efforfull, when laying is most effortless, but has a risk of falling asleep as well, so the best option is neutral sitting with errect spine and stretched chest, like we have naturally staying, or laying on the back. Second step is prespiration, when we change way we breathe from lungs to diaphragmatic breath, with placing our hand on the belly to feel it that big difference. Third one is respiration, our conscious breath with full attention on it. Fourth is aspiration, to leave our attention from all appearing thoughts and move it on object of our concentration. Fifth, contemplation, starts, when we are completely begin absorbed with it and seventh, meditation, when we consciously can change object in our imagination and final one, absorption, when we just dissapear it. That last one is also inspiration for more exploration.

When we know how to dissapear, we can learn how to appear consciously, wherever and whenever we want it (outspiration). we can explore absolutely every corner of our imagination field and, later, beyond as well (conspiration). Focusing at our inspiration (which is quite difficult to achieve at the beginning) instead of our imagination, we can discover much more dimensions of reality. finally, concentraing on intelligence itself, we can comprehend fact, that stillness motion, loud silence with light darkness is source of whole Consciousness and Universe, which are incomprehensible for human mind. That´s why we have to put our attention beyond it. Out of our all imagination, which that mind creates. Mind is thought in motion, spirit – breath in motion, body – feeling in motion and foam – waves in motion.

Intelligence, which with that inspration creates Cosnciousness is that motion itself. Formless, forceless, but in form of information and force of emotion. Information, which source of thought and emotion, source of feeling. Changing dimensions with breath motion, soul discovers other Universes, which can create different experiences, which we can also comprehend when we unite with the soul. That, so called, “past lifes”, are just her memories from that explorations. Although, all of that is conspiration theory for the mind, everything is happening here and now, or precisely nowhere, in that invisible for it dimension. That´s why when we explore really deep world of meditation, we can perceive all that memories in form of projections. Projections of different dimensions, which are affecting our one non-stop. We can explore them only without any expectation. That´s the first pillar of love, or our intention, when second is, without conditions and third, with no obligations. Love is that part of the soul, which creates Universe. Freedom, our imagination, gives that possibility, while wisdom, its inspiration, gives us that idea and fear, our attention, makes all of that visible. All of them are united in soul (absorbption) within infinite intelligence (outspiration). Intelligence, which we can explore only when we learn other two pillars. it means that we have to leave our attachement (obligation) to physical dimension and human awareness (condition) in form of identity, which creates our personality, that will reincarnate in other universe after physical death here. Learning love on the Earth, we reconnect with the soul, thanks to which we can comprehend fact, that we are creator of that Universe. With learning freedom, we understand power of our intention, which can create other universes and with wisdom we gain gnosis, that we are creators of all. Finally, with unity, we learn fact, that we are that multiversal intelligence itself, that is our real Self. That transmutation, through losing our fake identity and gaining that gnosis, which discovers source of Consciousness as well, our inspiration, starts with conditions and expectations from our obligation to material, physical dimension, which is our fear, consequence of our human ignorance. Ignorance, which creates our ego aware identity, which in consequence of that attachment, affraids of physical death and to distract from that fear start looking for different distractions, which leads to even bigger attachment. Attachment, that creates conditions and obligations to made in case of fulfill them and look for another, more complicated distractions.

…GENtrification of Spirit…

Anesthetic drugs, when are overcomed are replaced with kinesthetic, like gym, sex, extreme sports, source of adrenaline. Builds more anmore attachments, which creates more expectations, narrowing our perception to human awarenss. Conditions, which we have to obey if we want to create more distractions. Only one way to leave that “self-fulfilling prophecy” is our honest intention. Intention to change that vicious cycle of fake distractions for real life attractions. Attractions, which starts with our daily interactions with other entities (including humans) and theirs situation. When our attention builds awareness of their need for help, we always have two options. First, egoistic, instinctive ignorance, which leads to looking for distractions again and excuses for it as well and second, our compassion, intuitive pure intention to help. In that last option we subconsciously send possitive vibration, which will be back to us soon. With creating that new surprising situtation for ourselves, we rise up our level of vibration immedietely. Most important is our act of confirmation of that intention in form of actual, real help, that´s like pressing on button “send” after writing letter, or mesage. From that moment we know that we create new opportunity for ourselves to evlove m,uvh further. For instance, yesterday ¨flushing situation¨, moves Me to local grass field, where behind small wall arrives also new neighbor. Today at the evening, receiving a lot of food from one leaving local family, Me decides to offer all that food for his new neighbour, especially that he was aware of his health problem. Shortly after that, two dogs comes to Me´s corner hungry for cuddle and want to play with them. Of course Me, dog lover can´t refuse that opportunity for evolve and thanks to that two simple gestures, he´ve met his new three friends and rise up his Consciousness as well. “All win – win” situation, which is that real life attraction. That chain of sitautions from attention and imagination, thorugh intention with confirmation until transformation into inspiration is transmutation of chaos with balnced cosmos into harmonious Nexus. That latter one is our real Self within Consciousness of change in our perspective, which side effect is world that we are living in. Wor(l)d, which is that final word after our will together with wish finds the way, Intention & inspiration finds outspiration. Universal intention with Consciousness inspiration leads to their source, intelligence outspiration with conspiration, which is that universal breath ISVARA, uniting human re-spiration with planetary and starly absorption within galactic breath exploration. Exactly 33 months ago, Me for a first time in his all life, understood, that he is that Nexus, when motion of “Mediterrean Sea” sucked him up to the open water, through 15 meters tunnel. At this moment, his will to survive have to change into wish for life. Otherwise, he will be no present anymore at this dimension anymore. During hottest november´s day at really furious and rough sea waves, he was sunbathing at the menorcan beach. Conscious about all the situation he was far away from the water. Although, after few hours spended at really hot sun, Me decide to refresh his body a little bit with cold water. Carefully he walk to nearest stairs next to the tunnel to flush himself with the water. At that place, all water seems not so aggresive and dangerous, but in one moment he felt tremendous force behind his back, with which he literally flies over whole that tunnel until the open sea. His awareness about all that situation, mostly from immedietely slipped rubber swimshoes, which he always had problem to take it off, was immedietely changed into mindfullness, which literally saved his life at that moment. First of all, he understood fact, that he´s fucked up, which he accept it and honestly forgiving his own mistakes, which leads him there and with deep grattitude for that opportunity he start looking for solution of it. Me find it out, in state of deep meditation, that sea waves always comes and back, so if he can immerse with them, he can go back with them. Actually with few waves, changing meanwhile his grasped rocks on that way, he comes back through that tunnel. He understood that he create all that problematic situation, so he can also re-create its solution. Counting waves in peace, he immersed with them and consciously changing jumping on the rocks, he comes back to the stairs. Even, if all of that seems so unrealistic, that experience teach him really a lot. Of course that was not so fast as previous experience, because during whole procedure of return, few times he slipped from the rock, so he have to repeat all sequence again, he learned unbreakable confidence in ownself, neverthless situation, which emerge from realization, that he is creator of all that inspiration moment, with which he can experience Self-realization indeed. Similar experience was waiting for him 15 months later at costarican “witch´s rock”, when seven heavily armed guys attacked him alone on the beach and having knowledge that he provoked all that situation, he saved his life again. That´s why he share that wisdom with others, because his own experience of learning concentration, contemplation, meditation with absorption in kshama situaton shows the best choice for everyone.

Quantum physics experiments shows us that only presence of the same observer outside, change all it results. It means that Consciousness of quant, which builds atom, change its behavior. Similar like us in front of spy CCTV cam, or any authority officer. Although, our awareness about observer inside transforms our whole perception of everything. Through focusing at that observer, we can comprehen fact, that we are more than active participiant (universe), or passive observer (Consciousness). We are neutral source of both (intelligence), which through our inspiration we create water, which that foam turns to wave for a while, but after that this foam leaves us and we´re coming back to the ocean with counterwave. That tides of the ocean reflects our active participation and passive observation, united in neutral recreation. Same way as active inhale with passive exhale are joined in neutral apnea. Focusing on the latter one during meditation practice, shows or real Self. Source of force and form. We are creators of inspiration, so also of Consciousness and whole what it conatins: Uniuverse, Imagination, Mindfullness, Attention and Awareness. As octopussy, with its eight brain limbs, we are that ninth one, who controls all the others. Through discovering all of them, we finally have to go back to the same center. invisible center of the whole ocean, from where all foam originates. Center, where our whole journey begins and finishes as well. Our home, primus center, which unites Chaosmen Attention, within Cosman Imagination, Cosmos Intention and Nexus Inspiration within Tao Outspiration. Nexus see Cosmos in completely different way than Cosman (that can see only half of it), or Chaosman (which don´t see at all, only imagining everything). For Nexus whole Universe is floating non-stop as a wave in a rhythm of its breath. Psychodelic experience from magic mushrooms, or lsd can show us that motion. For Chaosman it also has different quality of smell and more intense sound, more subtle touch, more sharps all senses. Its intuition and proprioception change into aperception, in which, except that he has still awareness of its body, he feel like it is much more subtle, like will be not existed at all. Only being imagined. It feel completely re-connected with the Nature, like scale of diffraction and interferration of its waves are the same as that universal ones and that incredible experience shows that all of them observes exactly the same reality, but only one diffrence is within using completely different scope for it.

Fast food gentrification of slow home cook generation

Nevermind, if it´s relaxing sunbathing, easy floating on the water surface, smooth drifting with a sailboat, or Yoga Nidra practice, immersing with Universe helps to understand our wave nature and absorption in Consciousness, its source – foam. Chaosman sees everything separated in chaotic disorder. Cosman can see balanced difference in unity between disorder and order, which is perceived fully by Cosmos and Nexus have harmonious perception of the movement, which is sourc eof both, order and disorder illusion. Pure reality. To experience neutral reality (Tao) is necessary to understand before both illusons, false disorder and true order, because ultimate reality is above that human perception of duality. Same way if we really want to know who we really are, first we have to understand who we are not and for that is necessary know our light and dark side through experince of love and fear. Freedom, whcih side we consciously choose, ignorance, or wisdom, leads us to our degenaration, or regeneration and only that last one shows us real Self. Anxiety is natural consequence of that freedom and if we ignore our inspiration, we spend life subconsciously in fear, but when we accept it and learn it love, which shows us only small apperitiff of ourselves, we start really to live with that full force. Grasping for wisdom about reality, which brings us innerpeace of that reality. Reality, which is full of real life attractions instead of illusionary distractions, which in fact we prepare for ourselves to evolve much further and through that distractions, we forgot about them later. That resemble situation, when we are cooking our favorite, most delicious meal, someone are inviting us for a fast food and because of our laziness we choose that second option. Option, which for a while will fulfill the stomach, but not with that delicious taste and self-satisfaction, which we have while choosing that previous scenario. Our intention is most important for us here, but confirmation of it, is most important for us there. From that confirmation depends if we evolve much further, or we stay, where we are now. That´s why, Me having intention to do something, which will not hurts others, nevemind if its right, legal, or even rational, is always doing it, becasue he knows that that intention is coming from his inspiration. Ignoring it is like calling for pizza, even if nobody is inviting us Anyway we have to wait for it until will come and that time, which we can spend to learn some new ways of cooking exotic dish, we spend at looking for more distractions. Watching TV (especially about home food cooking), or scrolling with smartphones for that recepies, will not kill our apettite for its home made dish. Same as that pizza, which will arrive finally. That apettite is present in every human generation and is called “foam gen”. Our self-internal deep wish to know ownself and to self-evolve without any distractions. For final absorption within taste of that incredible delicious meal ever, that we are cooking. Our own dish, called gnosis, which taste can not compare at all with other ones, because only us knows how looks whole that process of cooking and which ingredients are necessary to use it. Olive is our intention, which we don´t need a lot, opposite to attention, our veggies. Imagination are spices, with which we turn them into inspiration, our meal itself. Later using (a lot) fruits of our concentration with nuts of contemplation, which are the seeds of meditation within ice of samadhi, we turn all of them into juice of absorption. Finally, through its exploration of eating (Universe) we can have apprehension of that delicious taste (Consciousness), which is evolution tasting in transmutation when we are fasting. With drinking that juice of absorption, we change our thirst (awareness) of real taste (Consciousness) with swallowing (Mindfullness), which fulfills slowly every corner of our mouths (Universe) until final self-satisfaction (Jnana). Our dessert, called “Cherries in chocolatte” (Intelligence) with seeds of wisdom and freedom juice within bitterness of truth from the chocolatte, are our life dreams, which we realize with eating it. Depending from our mental greed, we can taste only few of them, or start craving for many as possible, which results in the physical lust, our stomach problem. Latter is source of diarrhorrhea, our vital anger. Anger, which deflate our vital body. In consequence of that we are trapped in astral sloth, our toilet for all day long. In case to get out from that stinky environment, we have to clean ourselves in humility through catharsis, which shows us fact, that with losing our mental greed, we can fully enjoy the food, that we prepare for ourselves and our friends. Thinking about the table, where our  friends still eat we feel envy of their pleasure, source of our causal gluttony. Depends if we forgive ourselves our own mistakes, or not, we can start to eat more, or not. Neverthless, which choice we made it, we know already fact, that two main reason, why we spend that great time in the stinky toilet, instead of sharing that incredible meal with our friends, is first, mental greed and second, our buddhi pride, self-satisfaction from the knowledge of our cooking. Overcoming that latter one, we don´t need to cook anymore, because our apettite is replaced with self-realization(Gnosis), instead of self-satisfaction (Jnana). Foam gen is our last obstacle to reach our self-realization. to enter the same center of infinite intelligence, Tao. Tao, which is our inedia, supreme ability to live without need of eating any material food, ythrough gaining life energy from solar and cosmic rays, together with prana. Breatharians, our first ancestors ever, are that astral race, to which every wave aspire. Foam gen within, depends if accepted and overcomed, or not, ignored and preserved, decide about fact, if our inedia is possible, or not yet. If not, wave have to still follow the foam and depends of its height, longevity is enormous long, as for (plasmatic) liquidarians, little shorter, like for (vapour) vegans, quite nornal of (liquid) vegetarians, or extremely short in case of (solid) omnivorous meateaters. Through our decision of what kind of food we consume, we manipulate that diffraction of the wave and intention, that stands behind it, we change its interferation, which decides about that height. If it´s extreme high, we need adrenaline from meat and artifficial fastfood with alcohol toxins to wash it out it. If it´s low, then dopamine from veggies & fruits are enough and when is flat as a foam, serotonine from the water brings whole fulfillment, but when our foam gen is already healed, pure oxytocine from the sun, with vassopressine from the Universe and melatonine from its source, fulfills our Tao. We can easily see wave fact, that length of the wave strictly depends of the height, so when we lower it, until dissolving in the same center of the ocean, we became immortal. Our foam gen, apttite to know ownself, dissapers with gaining that knowledge. Mulitiversal Intelligent gnosis about all humankind, which allows to enter inedia, because knowing that we are all immortal, infinite, intelligent, multiversal, wise, free & conscious lovers, which have human experience for a while, we don´t need to eat at all.

Oxygen, hydrogen and purgen

“Zen is what stays when You stop to be, who You are not”

Allan Watts

46 months ago, hidden deep in Colserolla hills, for one month feeding himself only with raw fruits and veggies, seeds and nuts, togehter with fresh water from local mounitains, Me for a first time in his life experience Jnana. Although, at that moment he even don´t know it what is it, that all day long tremendous transmutation, which is even impossible to describe in any words, because is source of alexythymia, change his life eternally. After leaving that forrest month later, he was completely new post-personal entity, Cosman, who start being interested with inedia, pranayamas, sungazing, contemplations, mediatations, kabbalah and yoga, generally all ancient wisdom about humankind and its real nature. Through contemplating sun, rocks, stars with moon, he receive so many informations, which fulfilled his last eight books. Spending 39 months mostly at the beaches, he learned so much that he want to share with others. To spread that wisdom through humanity in books, music with poems, which contains most important information about his own knowledge, with completely transforming message, so far he crossed four continents, because he understood fact, that sharing that wisdom is a correct way to transmutate him from Nexus into Primus. First postbeing of that generation, who questions not only mainstream science, official medicine, philosophy and all religions with their art, but much deeper all lies, with which humankind is feeded through millenias. Of course all that situation, which he creates for himself is source of his pride to be that first one. Pride, which if overcomed, will change him to once again through its humility. Humility, which is necessary condition to evolve much further to discover more fascinating facts about that infinite intelligence. After his understanding, that he creates all Universe with his own intention, he start to question his need of oxygen and hydrogen inside the foam.  His dependency from oxytocine and vassopressine. Choosing, or rather creating, his life consciously as lone wolf, traveling through all that 45 countries with 21 years he had only one intention. To know, what real freedom is. Today, collecting all his knowledge collected so far aboutt fear, love, freedom, wisdom, which forms soul unity, he knows that his inspiration was created by himself to know much more. What is behind that soul. Every soul looks for love in case to create it with it universes, in which can learn more things. When taht need is fulfilled, then soul is retired and her rest begin. Monad, which unites all that created universes within Consciousness, depends from their vibration, can be or angelic, or demonic. White or black magic is cultivated for their existence. Water in the ocean can be warm, or cold, depends from the atmosphere. Lack of sun rays heat results with its cold, when constant presence with warmth. Although, beside that, natural hot springs are always hot everywhere. Nevermind of the sun presence, foam which creates waves also doesn´t depend from the sun. Overcoming our foam gen, we start to understand fact, that sun rays are necessary only to certain level of self-evolution. When soul is old and transmutates into monad, source of oxytocine is not anymore necessary for her. After that energy is coming from other two sources: universal prana (which has nothing in common with oxygen) and intelligent radiataion of Consciousness. After further transmutation monad becomes Consciousness itself, which use only that radiation. Radiation , which is our out-spiration and prana, our inspiration. Dependency from oxytocine is finished when soul is retired and from vassopressine when monad rests. Prana is inhale and radiation exhale of intelligence, when apnea is its Tao. When we become independent from prana, as monad is, we can enter Tao. State, without state, when we don´t need  any more oxytocine, vassopressine, sunrays or radiation. Last transmutation is moment, when Consciousness becomes Intelligence and dependency from melatonine is also ceased. Everlasting Tao, which never eat, sleep, rest, or breathe is our pure gen. Purgen without oxygen, hydrogen and foam gen as well. Exploring so far world of yoga with pranayamas and inedia in last four years, Me learned fact, that during fasting time, when he don´t eat at all, his need for sleeping decrease as well and dependency from breath dissapears at the samadhi state, what leads him to conclusion. If sometimes is not necessary to eat, sleep or breathe, we can be TAO.

Although, most important is always our intention, reason why we do, what we do, because same act of doing is only confirmation of intention. For instance, if we evolve spiritually, what actually everyone experience, more, or less consciously, only for our ego self-satisfaction (Jnana), it will not brings us salvation from the suffering. actually completely opposite, because our never satisfied selfego identity is the source of that suffering. If we really want to finish with it, we have to experience first “zeroid state”, in which all fake identities are ceased in the mist of pure Consciousness. State, in which we comprehend fact, that whole that spiritual self-evolve process is only preperation before the main reason, which is surrender our temporary self to High self in case to realize our real Self, through our self-offering fruits of our great life work. Bhakti Yoga, which is that practice is the last step before our transmutation to higher octave dimension. Jnana Yoga, which is source of that gnosis, is natural consequence of our growth, which is like cooking that favorite home made dish, but act of sharing it with others, is that real source of our happiness, because eating it alone within our four corners, will only feed our spiritual ego in form of temporary joy. Our self-surrender to Higher self is like our last supper, before we can reach for that dessert, our gnosis. Dessert, which can be source of diarrhorrhea as well.

Being aware about the fact, that what he just wrote can be a little, or even more, confusing for dualistic linear time reader´s mind, Me decide to explain it in some pragmatic way as below: There´s one place at the planet Earth, where past meets future and future meets past. Place, for which from dawn of that civilization all religions fight constantly. Place where eastern right to left writting way meets western left to right way. Interferration of west when meets east is happening in Jerusalem. From linear time illusion, in which western world lives, inhale is future and exhale past of the breath, but from the center point of view, which is TAO, inhale is past, because is already done, when exhale is future, that will happends in a while. Past and future are only concepts, describing linear time and life itself is always in present moment. Spiral, which is connecting both, spiritual and physical worlds is taht present moment. Depends from its rotation, we ascends from material to spiritual, with its clock-wise movement and descend in opposite way with counter-clockwise. From Tao point of view, which is inside, that spiral clock-wise rotation makes past future and future past (from outside perspective). That´s why when we focus at inhale we´re concentrating on the past of present moment, and with concentrating on exhale, at future (which are of course only concepts for a mind). Focusing on inspiration (inhale) leads to Intelligence, but putting all our attention at outspiration (apnea) to same Tao. Outspiration, which leads to exspiration (exhale). Tao, our Jerusalem, connects past inspiration and future exspiration. Inspiration, which creates Consciousness with prana & created with radiation of exspiration its source, intelligence. That´s why from eastern world viewpoint past is always in front of us and much more interesting, while future is behind our back, unknown and not so inspiring. Although, both ways are united in Jerusalem, present moment here & now. Present moment, which is also just illusion of real, pure presence. Presence, our purgen Tao, which is beyond ahy time, space, energy, Consciousness and Intelligence. Beyond any dualistic concept. Presence, which is always never, here there, still motion silent sound, dark light. Silent sound, source of audible sound, which creates light is our Tao. That presence, hardcore, everlasting, immortal and omnipresent purgen is available to comprehend only in state of pure Consciousness. State, when we don´t have to eat, sleep, or breathe, because we are source of all of them. purgen. Purgen, present in foam, oxygen and hydrogen, so of course in every wave of water, which is creating that infinite intelligence ocean. Ocean, that is source of our Consciousness, Universe, Mindfullness and Awareness. Experiencing that presence, even just for a while, moves us to our long awaited, lost paradise and through Jnana we comprehends, that we actually never lost it that pleroma. We just simply forgot it about distracted with all that material pleasures. When we turn our attention inside, we can re-remember. From our intention depends, where we put that ttention and inspiration is that final effect of that choice in our imagination. Although, linear spoace-time distraction makes all that upside down. Distraction, whcih creates fear from death and together with fear from loneliness leads to fear from any change, which results in our ignorance, which is fear from the knowledge. That latter one, when overcomed, dissolves all previous ones with its gnosis. Gnosis, which is result of learning love. love, that shows us just small glimpse of reality to invite us for the most incredible and full of astonishment adventure in our whole life, which is that adventure itself. All that traumas, which we cover with our masks, are inspirations to know what is beyond them. Inspirations, which we create for ourselves in case for overcoming them to evolve much further. Through healing that traumas, we contribute in healing whole Universe neurosis and our apotheosis is just side effect from comprehending that gnosis. Gnosis, which comes through our noesis, which deconstructs pistis with dianoia. All that results in dissolving eikasia, like all illusions dissolves in reality. Neverthless if they are true foam, or false wave, all is real water presence. Gnosis (we are), which comes from eternal noesis (me is), with dianoia (I am, that I am), which deconstructs eikasia (I am), who change into pistis (I am that, I am). Uni-verse (I am that, I am) transforms into Consciousness (Me is) with dianoia (Iam, that I am), mindfullness, instead of eikasia (I am) awareness. Human awareness about solid body, liquid mind, vapour spirit, or plasmatic soul with mindfullness of monad wave change in Consciousness water foam, which is coming from intelligent water itself. water, that is formless, invisible, forceless and silent. In form of visible, loud and forcefull ocean. Egoistic (I´m the) wave turn into (me is) foam, which is sourc eof compassion gnosis (that is) we are all water. Water, which Consciousness essence, which “later” becomes Tao, Intelligencenter.

Intelligence, which breathe as an ocean with its tides and foam is that
inspiration for wave outspiration, while exspiration is water itself.
Prana, high tide with radiation, low tide, moves water in infinite
breath Isvara, from Consciousness to Intelligence and back.  From sea
level of water to middle center of Tao. Same as fishes, or dolphins,
jumps out for a while form the water, above its surface, we also have
that short moments of awaking. “Deja vu” experience, or very realistic
dreams brings for us that inspiration. Depends, if we accept them, or
ignore, we evolve. In a first scenario, we can feel it strongly, that
this situations are from somewhere beyond our imagination, beyond that
universe and beyond our Consciousness. This messages are coming to us to give some information about that “somewhere”, or rather “nowhere”, or even “elsewhere” and only from us depends if we understand them , or not. Having that knowledge, we became inspired, to know what is beyond our imagined Consciousness and that´s  the way to know our Intelligence. Last step in our journey is the same center of it, our supreme TAO. From physical body, projection from mental mind, controlled by vital spirit through astral soul, with causal monad until its reflection, athman Consciousness and its source Buddhi Intelligence. Seven steps on the Jacob´s ladder to enter TAO. Spiritual forgiveness, after our mental trust brokes, builds soul love on the physical fundament from respect. Respect, that is reflection of trust and our honest monad is condition for greatfullness from Consciousness with devotion of Intelligence. That last step opens for us gates to Tao. If we are honestly greatfull for learning forgiveness after the trust was broken, respesct with love are results of it and when we offer that results to Higher self, we transmutate into Tao. Love is sort of intelligent currency, with which
we invest after we earn it before. Price of love is the illusion of fear
and wisdom, our investment itself. If we invest in self-pride, we win
illusion of power, but we lose, at the same time, opportunity to know
real force. Otherwise, humbleness with our humility, offers us gnosis,
which leads to same Intelligencenter, Tao. Pride is the last, most
difficult obstacle to overcome, after we already gain knowledge about
ourselves, because knowing difference between illusion and reality, our
ego starve for power over others, which are still believing in that
illusion of truth and false, but when we honestly forgive ourselves that
mistake and without any attachment offer our love to Intelligence with
grattitude, we became Tao. All, so called, “spiritual teachers”, who
knows that neosis are using it or for own profit, or for benefit of
other people. Conscious choice between profit and benefit is fundamental decision, if we look for temporary distractions, or seek for eternal atractions. First gives us conscious state of craving for new one, when second one is source of our innerpeace. We can also try to experience that state during our fasting periods, when we consciously resign from any food, from which we are addicted from the day we´ve got born. Every smell, sight, or even sound of falling cutlery (same as in Pavlov´s  dog experiment) is for us that inspiration to choose. if we will continue our decision, or we suddenly stop it. First option builds our
self-esteem and confidence to continue, when last, our attachment.

Profitable genarchy against beneficial anarchy

Attachment to addiction and, even remorses, which are trampoline, from which we can bang to jump really high if we honestly forgive them. Otherwise is a place from where we fall down into void of guilt & shame. Guilt, which profit for others and shame, benefit for ourselves. When we understand fact, that shame is temporary and guilt lasts for much longer, we can take benefit from thayt knowledge and transform it into love, but if we ignorant about that, guilt leads to more fear. That´s why some people, who don´t know how to control their feelings, always provoke shame in others. To lose that energetic ballast from them. Unfortunately, they don´ tknow, that they los also their responsability, so finally, they will end up with guilt anyway, because ignorance of universal laws doesn´t mean that they don´t work. Only through conscious decision of learning our control over the feelings, we can lift it our state of Consciosuness. Otherwise we´ll always be guilty. Guilty of our life irresponsability and that guilt is source of all our suffering from depression and consequently of universal neurosis as well. Through learning how to consciously manage our feelings, we made first step to know ourself. Not without the reason that ability is strictly connected to way we breathe. Second one, our meditation to do exatcly the same with thoughts, which are source of that feelings, leads to samadhi state. In coloquial words we are going from the tread to the spool. State without thoughts and feelings is that source of our innerpeace, with which we don´t need any distractions any more. That´s w hy after reaching it, we comprehend fact, that all addictions are just illusions from all intrusive thoughts  and in fact we are free from all of them. Only focusing with putting our attention to them, we made them real for us, so we can also see it how powerfull is our attention. Although with our intention, we decide where we put it, how we use that, for help others, or tu hurt them.

That most important decision starts everyday with our inspitration. Ignoring it, we hurt ourselves and other around, accepting, we help. When we start consciously help other without a self-interest, as Karma Yoga teach, we choose beneficial way, because through helping others with self-less action, we help ourselves to evolve indeed, Otherwise, choosing ego-driven profit, we hurt those who are in need for our help and of course ourselves as well. As we can see in absolutely every life situation, choosing beneficial way, we help whole universe to get healed from its neurosis. Contrary to profit, which casue only more illness. Some people, in case of sickness goes to doctors, others pray to god. Both of this ways are profitable, but if we learn how to heal ourselves with love, later we can spread that wisdom to others and that´s beneficial way. First option, neverthless if its doctor, god, “spiritual master”, or some guru, its looking for help outside in some authority, while second one is  a way to find that authority within. In fact, everyone of us is authority only for ownself and when we try to force that authority on others, we hurt not only them, but ourselves at first, because real authority is that personal knowledge, which can´t be possessed, only comprehended. All governments with whole their apparatus of violence is only for irresponsible victims of life situation. When we become our responsible participation, we don´t need authority anymore. Moreover, when we understand fact, that we choose and also create that life situations, any authority is even against our self-evolve. Except that real one from self-knowledge. Ethymology from that word author-ity, shows us that is author´s responsibility. Author, or creator, responsible for own life is power fo ownself. That´s why every active life participiant, opposite to its passive victim, is annihilation of any power. Real force comes from an-archy, which means annihilation of any power. Olig-archy, mon-archy patri-archy, and foremost all hier-archy. Real anarchists are not gas masked terrorists from massmedia TV, but that conscious creators of life situation, which are inspiration to evolve for knowing themselves. That beneficial choice of life is of course not profitable, that´s why all media with governments and their “experts” creates own vision of threating everyone. Fear, except dividing is the best tool to control socieities and those who gets profits from that situation, are just addicted top power. Like any drug addicte person, they´ll do anything what is possible to keep that power for themselves until they die, because they exist in constant state of fear of losing that power. Fear and power, which are just illusions of real force, knowledge. Knowledge, which comes only with beneficial love. Love, that same way as anarchists, or previous heretics is pictured as most ridiculous subject, when in fact is most wise. When we look at world history, all people who really has changed that world was always heretics, lovers, or anarchists, who consciously choose it beneficial way of life, instead of profitable. Profit gen-archy, which its culmination moment we can observe now, with rise up of capitalism, is that last step on our evolution ladder. With overcoming pride from self-driven profit, we can learn beneficial compassion. Humble humility is necessary condition to evolve further and learning love rips off from us that illusion of ego-driven life, showing us real nature, hidden behind all this masks. Nature of free, wise and always curious anarchists, which transforms into heretics, because afetr gaining that gnosis, they know that this makes them eternal outsiders, when rest of people are still in that spiritual slumber. Although, that love gives them so much strength, that nevermind the consequences, they still continue their beneficial way of life. Even burning at stakes, or being crucified, they always die without remorse and guilt, why their oppressors will imerse with that vibrations. Moreover, they´ll always scream in their last words ever:

“Forgive them, please, because they don´t know what they are doing…”

Spiration = Kshamanic generation

Kshama , which is that last exam before we enter Tao. Christ on cross, heretics within burning fire, or hanged anarchists and every human being in the moment of his death, when they are offering their earned love, they gives back kshama as assurance. assurance from the same center of multiversal intelligence. Kshama, which shows that last episode of our inspiration, moment in which we realize fact, that we are that inspiration itself. Our self-realization of being life sitaution itself, which is impossible to understand with human awareness. Self-discovering of same Primus. Primus, which is that kshma itself, out of mind (thought & feelings), out of spirit (breath), out of soul (radiation), out of monad (vibration). Out of wave, foam, oxygen, hydrogen & profit. Purgen of beneficial way from will to wish and only from our decision depends if we take it that journey or leave it. Journey from deppressive awareness to same top of pure Consciousness. Top, from where we can see clearly absolutely new perspective of life, in which we are its creators, not only victims, or participiants. Top from where, we can start to comprehend fact, that we are that apnea of universal breath, which with taking deep inhale we create Consciousness and with even longer exhale, Infinite Intelligence. Intelligence, which is that marvelous afterglow over sea, following our breath-taking incredible crimson sunset of Consciousness, which its glow depends from that inhale (prana) flow. Glow, which dissolves in the ocean of Intelligence, from where that flow originates. Flow, which when is learned as high jump from that top to the ocean, gives us real highest life attraction, because brings us to the same intelligence center. Although, to be able to jump, we need to learn first our kshama., through offering our love. Love, which is that beneficial way from will to wish. Our inspiration to take all that road is that astonisment view from same top, which comes together with amplitude of altitude between depression and top itself. Our attitude is that intention to see it, imagination, which is necessary only before we reach that top, is our freedom.

Using that words, they are passing positively last exam of self-offering to Higher self (Intelligence) after finishing learning love. That seventh, final step on Jacob´s ladder to Tao. Father with Mother, through Holy Ghost creates Son with love. Son, which creates his projection of actual state of Consciousness in case of healing its neurosis. Physical representation of it, which transform its will into wish, balance whole Universe and through that finds a way of gnosis to its same center, Tao. Love is our intention to choose consciously benefit over profit and freedom of that choice is our imagination, with which we transform human awareness into pure Consciousness, changing animal will into spiritual wish with beneficial way of life. Using attention through intention with imagination leads us to inspiration, source of all Consciousness and with our outspiration we unite with Intelligence, from which exspiration is our Tao. Exspiration, which is universal apnea of universal breath, eternal and infinite. Although, with viewpoint of human awareness it even impossible to imagine infinite apnea, that´s why is necessary to transform it into pure Consciousness, through superhuman mindfullness. State, when we cease to breathe experiencing that Tao, at least for a while. State of reconnecting with our real home, which gives us that innerpeace and that full 100% confidence to Universe, that absolutely what is happening in our life is always beneficial for us. Even if from our temporary point of view seems not profitable, or reasonable, or actually especially then. Learning from pleasures can be profitable, but from painfull situation, only beneficial, because we bring most knowledge to our life with pain and suffering. Suffering, which is our reaction on pain and with controlling it, we discover our free will. When we learn how to distinguish them we learn most beneficial way to live, because when we know how to control mental suffering, not physical pain, we learn our beloved kshama.

“Life is a path, which both demands and attracts the attention of the determined wayfarer.” Luis Espinoza (Chamalu)

Freedom of our intention, where we put attention, on that real view, or only on its illusion. Real view, which is life attraction (vidya) and illusion (avidya), its distraction, depends only from one condition, our effrot to walk to the top (vyayana). If we turn into real action (karmanita), we will get results, if not we will stay where we are. (karmaphala). It´s not necessary to believe, to pray, or to imagine, what is important, is just to act. When we make first step, our journey begins and only from our attitude depends if we will continue nevermind the conditions (dhrthi). Every part of that trip has own difficulties, but if we overcome them, we can walk much highher then before (mathi). Of course until we reach that top, we always have a lot of doubts, but most important is to remember, that our success doesn´t depends from faith, but only from constant walking. When we finally end it up on the top, we realize that most important was only same process of walking, because through that we can learn it our kshama, with focusing on walk, not doubts from thinking and feeling. Walk itself is our transendence and possitive attitude helps to finish, when negative one distracts, but neverthless all circumstances, if we walk we suddenly will reach the top. That experience is teaching us also another important skill, which is our patience. Patience, that beside affort and endurance, brings our success. They are like both legs, which we use to walk with that effort. Stick, which sometimes can be usefull to support is our looking up & down to check it out how far we made (if at all) progress so far. Although, that sight at the same beginning can be quite dissapointing, so it´s better to find it at half of the way. Second half of that journey, after mindfullness experience seems more easy, but we have to remember, that not always easy-looking way, is that correct one for us, so sometimes is necessary to turn back and seek for the alternative one. Probably harder, and even longer, but same bringing us to the same top. Top, from where we can see all the roads coming there, because finally all of the roads are always finish at the top. During our travel, we´ll meet other travelers as well, form which we can get some informations, but we have to remember that those are only informations, which can be helpful, or hurtful. Depends of their intention, so the must pragmatic way is to listen always our own intuition, because that´s the way we learn it our next skill, which is necessary later, our trust to universe. Listen everyone, but to be inspired by those, who reach that top already, teach us fourth skill, our prudence. Prudence, that with intuition always leads us to right path. Intuition, which is our inner guide, with which we reconnect during that experience. That´s why, when we come back from the top, we don´t need any guide any more, because completely uniting with our inner kid, we became that guide for ourselves and also for others, which we will met there as well. Although, with giving our advices to them, we have to remember fact, that each traveler has own, unique path and even if sometimes, they will interfere each other, they all have completely individual character. Character, which is created with the same attitude of the walker, never solid and constant, because always depends from its temporary state of Consciousness. State, which is consequence of level, that is always rising up together with attitude and altitude. Obstacles, whcih we encounter on the road also depends from that perspective, because until we reach the top, it´s always a perspective. After that is pure reality, independent from any perspective, vibe, or belief, because our view from the top is exactly the same for everyone. Only our imagination about it differentiates , but same essence is always unchangeable, same like eye of every storm. Always still, silent and motionless innerpeace, with which we can only experience reality itself. Every anxious movement of sound, that creates light as well, always distracts us from its source. That´s why silence off words, thoughts & feelings  is our inner-guide, deep within us.

Silence, which we are looking for with whole that journey through that noisey and loud forest full of feeling trees and thoughts storms with the rain of our words, with which we flooded our silence non-stop. Forcing trees to bang with that storms, we constantly distract ourselves from our inner-guide, who knows the way to the top and in consequence of that, we´re crawling lost in the maze of that trees with all blurred vision from the rain storm of words. Although, when we understand fact, that with more words we create even more maze in which we can´t walk at all, then silence becomes our salvation. Salvation, that stimulates change, similar like wind, which dispears all the clouds and stop that storm, blowing from behind, transforming crawl into walk and later to run. Run with the flow of that wind between trees to the same top, where there is no trees, storm and rain anymore. Only, still, piercefull silence. Sun, that suddenly appears is that trust to universe, with which we earn love, its sunrays, that we exchange for kshama, while jumping out from the summit. Sun, which before was hidden behind the coluds, but with our honest and humble forgiveness, we bring it back earning those hot sunrays. Sunrays, in which we are still sunbathing until the moment of our transaction. Action, which transcendence our Consciousness into Intelligence. With our jump into the water, immersing with that all ocean, we gain our gnosis, which shows us comprehension, that we´re that water. Feeling like being iside some gellatine, we understand that our body is only that gellatine, which dissolves with more sunrays. Finally, mind is the wave, that creates that gellatine and spirit its source – foam. When that foam vaporises with more sunrays, finally soul appears as oxygen and monad as hydrogen. Purgen, which stays after all of them dissolve is that water, which absorbed with the clouds are falling down with the rain, regenerating all that hill, for which top we was aspired before, but now, instead of just acid rain full of words, is the pleasent summer breeze of telepathy, which recreates our Consciousness. In consequence of that inspiartion, whole hill dissapears and view from there becomes attention again. Attention on aspiration to create new pure generation, Purgeneration, or spiration, which don´t need anymore its regeneration in form of respiration. Comlletely new conspiration beyond imagination and inspiration as well. Focusing attention on aspiration, following it on imagination with intention until inspiration, we go beyond all of them. Finally concentrate, contemplate and meditate reality. Reality, which is that spiration, same center of respiration. Spiration which always forms respiration from inspiration and exspiration, same way as silence made music from notes and pausa words from letters. Inspiration, our true part of illusion with exspiration, its false part, reveals real spiartion through fake outspiration, Tao through our Intelligence. That´s why we can enter Tao, only with knowing kshama., because kshama itself is also illusion, created by the mind. Mind, that of course, is illusion of thoughts and feelings. Thoughts, which are conscious part of informations and feelings, of emotions, that are created with energy in motion in process of formation, which is illusion as well. Every concept from the illusionary mind have to be illusion, that´s why Tao, behind any illusion, beyond all concepts of energy, motion, formation, or even Consciousness is our pure reality itself. Reality, which we can explore it only without soul expectations, spiritual obligations and mental conditions. Conditions, that are concepts based on obligation, perception and its expectations, our illusion. Illusion, that creates our belief in temporary perception (pistis), which dissapears with its expanding through our experience and discursive thought (dianoia) about it, replaced by intuitive insight (noesis), that dissolves our conjecture of reality (eikasia) in the void of Tao (gnosis). Reality, which is beyond our imagination and inspiration as well, so consequently also beyond our attention and intention, It´s like our invisible whole inside the donut, which creates concept of donut itself. Hole inside the w-Hole, No within No-thing and Gen, Gen-eration core.
Of course all of this steps are strictly connected to our five most important abilities we should learn through that regeneration. First, fear is informing us about source of our suffering, which is ignorance. Second, love, gives us knowledge which eliminates that ignorance, so our suffering as well. Love regenerates, when fear degenerates. Third, freedom, our conscious choice between regeneration and degeneration, helps us to correctly use material side of the world to heal that spiritual one. We start to understand fact, that we are not body, mind, spirit, or even, soul, but much more advanced form of intelligence, without any limits. We create all that limits with mind´s narrow dualistic perception. Fifth, unity, immerse our human awareness within pure Consciousness, thanks to which, we comprehend, that we are that, what we imagine and when we stretch borders of that imagination beyond Consciousness, we can discover its source, inspiration and Intelligence. With using physical body as a tool for spiritual prana, which we can direct with mental mind, through learning ayurveda for its health, yoga for its wealth, pranayama for its love, prathyahara for its freedom of expression, mindfullness for its wisdom and kshama for its unity, we can learn finally kshama, which comes after we´ll empty whole mind from any contents, invite spirit (Holy Ghost), whcih brings us with Consciousness (Son) to Intelligence (Father). Through our honest self-offering fruits of that self-realization process. That five steps corresponds also with five level of transformation, in which at first level we create our daily habit to look for source of suffering, which became our routine to confront it with, in second level. Third one, our identity, is created beyond the mind and fourth, our life style is constant stretching up our perception until fifith, viewpoint of kshama, which is no viewpoint at all, just pure bliss, reality. That transmutation from victim of situation, through its participiant, later into chooser and creator, until same that situation itself, is our Infinite transcendence pro gnosis universal neurosis, for eternal noesis.

Whole new generation, spiration, with nothing to avoid, because that temporary one avoids everything what is most important for its evolve. Starting from pain, keeping at arm´s length with painkillers, so called “mental problems” with bunch of pills, through their loneliness, which is conscequence of that problems, “cured” with all “fakebook instasocial media”, finishing on hunger, avoided with that delicious three meals per a day. Generation, which gain knowledge only with confronting that problems, that bring its solution, not in circumvents with substitutes, will be generation, whcih don´t need anymore regeneration, through respiration. Three main obstacles to create such of purgeneration is fear from hunger, from pain and from loneliness. Love is that first step to reach that goal, because shows us that all fear is merely illusion. Freedom is the second, learning that loneliness is our natural state, in which we get to born and die as well. State, with which we can learn our honesty, source of absolute knowledge abour ourselves, world and others and wisdom brings us that knowledge about the all difference between pain and suffering, together with possibility to distinguish them both as well. Finally, unity is the lesson,which is joining all of them together to teach us that hunger, same as loneliness, or pain can be confronted with fasting periods experience. Through our distinguishing suffering from pain before, we learn that hunger is spource of pain, not suffering. Source of suffering is only our ignorance of that. Eiliminating it, with our brave confrontation, instead of coward avoiding, source of all suffering, we gain knowledge, that is consequence of it in form of kshama, supreme knowledge, which eliminates any suffering at all. As we can see learning kshama is necessary condition not only for generation who´s living now, but especially for that next one, because that ability, will be only anxious, innocent varociousness of life with sexual urge to reproduce. Although, there´s still opportunity to regenerate that generation as well. In case to do it, it have to fulfill five steps of its evolution. First, victim one have to focus on source of suffering, not pain. Second, participiant, controls the mind with putting its attention on its attraction, instead of distractions, It means to focus at beneficial, not profitable way of life, distinguishing lust will from love wish helps to set up our intention in that correct direction. We create value of things through our attention on them, because energy flows, where that attention goes, so if we start to concentrate at instinctive lust, greed and gluttony, our energy is lost there, but if we focus on iontuitive love, compassion and temperance of decent meal, we grow. Third, chooser, has to learn correct apprehension of material side of universe. That is temporary, created to learn our new abilities and with our attachment to it, we create all suffering. We have to remember that everything, what is material will be ceased, as our physical body, so before it will happends is wise to use in benefficial way learning all important abilities to grow up spiritually. That second side of universe, reality, is eternal and has no conditions at all as material one, that´s why we use that material to learn new options. Fourth, its creator starts to exercise its physical body with new circumstances to know its (temporary) limits, which later can transgress. Our endurance at hot and cold temperatures, both at water and outside, expands border of its tolerance. Cold showers, or sauna with deep herbal inhalations helps to evolve. Fasting periods, when we exercise our instinctive will, transfroming into intuitive wish, expands our time of eating, from where we have to until when we want, which builds our self-esteem and self-control over physical needs. Also dry fasting, when we keep away from driniking water, or super dry, while avoiding water at all, even in daily hygiene, helps with our transgression. Last, fifth step, situation itself, is engaging ourselves only with secure, friendly situation, avoiding threat from enemies, which only deplete our energy, which first accumulates.

That temporary generation looks like lonely sick man with huge tooth pain, who wanted to forgot about its loneliness, eats a lot of candys and sweets. Even, if he´s aware that this will not help him at all with his health situation. Moreover, every candy he´ll eat, more suffering its create. Eating (guilty) pleasures will not eliminate source of suffering, only distracts from it for a while, but this distarction has also its price, addiction. Soon our sick man will get addicted to thayt candys and sweets, what will create even more suffering. To not confronted mental fear from its loneliness and gluttony of pleasures, which results in more physical pain, he adds enslavement from its addiction. Although, all of that suffer of addiction is merely illusion, it is so realistic, that our sick man starts to believe, that he can´t live anymore without them and that all his guilty pleasures and seems that only crisis situation is able to awake him form that slumber. Crisis situation in which his gluttony, loneliness and pain are looked like child worries in fron of his real problem, falling teeth. Although, that crisis situation also shows him, that he was that creator of all situation, so having already that knowledge, he can change his behavior in case of saveing rest of the teeth. Main question right here is, if he really have to wait for that crisis, if he can´t change his life long time before all that will happends. Consuming more material pleasures will not erase our suffering, actually will create even more of that and this generation already is loosing its wisdom teeth, not only front one, so it´s maybe correct time to confront our pain, hunger and loneliness to regenerate whole jaw, before will be too late for that as well. Neverthless, artificial one looks also really nice, but tasting food wit it it´s not the same way interesting as with natural way. As long we can still chew our sad and mundane existence, we can regenerate it into realy happy life with its full taste. Love dissolves all illusion of pain, hunger loneliness.

When we love, we don´t feel pain, hunger, or loneliness any more, because our intuitive, spiritual nature knows how to live without them. Only with instinctive, animal nature, we distract ourselves from that knowledge and through mental greed, we create another illusion, that we need constantly distraction, because our kshama it seems like something unnatural, when in fact is our real nature. Leaving without suffering looks so odd for anxious mind, that ego, which is its creation, constantly seek for its confirmation. That´s why to completely comprehend kshama is necessary to leave ego construct, beyond its creator, the mind and perceive real Self. Self, which is always free from all addictions, suffering and illusion is always naturally happy. That life game is not about looking for happiness, love or freedom somewhere there outside, but about discovering them here within our real Self. Dis-covering means that they are covered with many layers of illusions, which we start to dissolve with learning love. Illusions, which are made by the mind in case to survive, but not for real life. Life, which starts beyond that illusions, beyond addictions and fear. Fear, which is most powerfull addiction ever, but only within mind. Beyond it all its power is ceased, because there´s only real force and real force comes straight from the source, when power originates from much lower. That´s why fear confronted with our love love, dissolves in the mist of the mind. Mind, that is anxious thoughts movement and if we focus on it, we create feelings, but if we neutrally let them to pass, with not paying attention on them, we discover silence between. Silent innerpeace is the source of that wisdom and through understanding that, we gain gnosis, our inner knowledge, with which no power can compare. Knowledge, that we are everything, what we´ll imagine, which is source of our exploration beyond that imagination, where, we can discover our real Self. Happy, free, wise, kshama lovers.

Pain, hunger & loneliness are source of our lust, reason of human anxiety. When we know how to overcome it , with honest confrontation, we become more wise. Otherwise, we stay anxious fools, who´s looking for some distractions to forgot about it. Gaining knowledge about all our weak spots is a first step to learn love. Next one is honest admitting with forgiveness of our life mistakes and last one is our grattitude for that opportunity to learn it. Of course our decision to resign from all guilty pleasures cause more pain, because of our addiction to it, but that pain (actually like everyone) is temporary and honestly overcoming our anxiety, eliminates our lust, so consequently, pain, hunger and loneliness as well. Through that lesson we understand fact, that we are creator of all situtation, that we encounter. Background with characters can be different, but same event will be repeated in our life until we honestly decide to confront with that, because we create it for ourselves to grow. Subconscious repeting all the same mistakes finally leads us to consciousness about our free will, which usually happends in crisis situation. If not our ignorance, we can learn it that lesson much faster, but our astral sloth with mental greed creates for us all illusions of its addictions, that are slowing down our growth. First grade is recognising our animal nature, will. Second is to start live with it consciously. Third is being it, or like Roberrto Assagioli call it long time ago, willing it. That´s lower part of humankind, attention, connected to our first three chakras. Higher one, is our anarchist nature, intention, which same as previous one has also three grades of evolution, recognizing our spiritual wish to evolve, start to live with it and becoming that wish itself, our anarchist inspiration. That higher part is strictly connected to our three last chakras and middle one annahata is our imagination, way of life, in which we change our animal nature, will to survive into anarchist one, wish for real life. Finishing all seven grades of that dimension, we transmutate self into next octave, source of it. From that point of view, we can comprehend fact, that our animal nature is source of all suffering and spiritual wish, beginning of its end. Material, temporary distractions tried to hold us on that lower vibrations, but spiritual self-evolve with real life attractions, brings us to that higher ones. Our temporary perception of life, world and other people, depends from that vibration level. Lowest one, placed us as victims of life situation, in which we are governed with destiny, or coincident, when higher one let us to understand fact, that we chose them, or with highest ones, that we even create them. Being as victim, we vibrate at one dimension lower then human and with realizing our free will, we transgress to that one, in which we can evolve much higher. That infinite transcendence depends only from one thing: level of our vibrations. That level is a consequence of our satte of Consciousness, that we choose, consciousle, or (mostly) not and our mood is side effect of taht decision. With observing our vibes, if they are possitive, or negative, or neutral, we can learn how to consciously change that state of Consciousness. From animal body and huamn mind, through our anarchist spirit until godly soul. Latte one is our necesary condition to learn monad and athman-buddhi state as well. Galactic, universal and multiversal. That last one is state of pure Consciousness, in which we comprehend power of our intenion. Intention, that creates one certain universe, in which we use our imagination te see it effects. Imagination, which expands our state of Consciousness with putting our attention to it. With our contemplation, we change that concentration to meditation, of which final moment in smadhi state, gives us aprehension of our reality itself. Reality, which creates all that Consciosness with its states through inspiration. Inspiration, that is our spiritual wish itself, seventh, last grade within human dimension of Consciosuness. Dimension, which can be changed with that inspiration through our acceptance of life.

…becomes GENocide of Soul…

“If You travel on a road made by Your hands each day, You’ll arrive at the place, where You would want to be.”

Egyptian proverb

After exactly two months spended on the best Arica`s beach, during which he also visited two great festivals in the city, “Aricadoc.” and “Jallalla Circus Fest”, Me went finally to visit chilean south coast. Thursday morning he hitchhiked with really nice women, which six hours later brings him through astonishing view from the top, which remembered him his old home in Colserolla, to the same entrance of “Cavancha”, first beach in Iquique, on which one hour later he’ve met there chilean punx, with which he had great time, listening their favorite music, sunbathing, swimming and drinking cheap beers. Beach, on which he also spended first night and next day, from the same morning he start to explore local coast. First he walk to the end of “Cavancha”, then to peninsula, where on some small beach there, he spended all day on resting and listening ocean shout at the side of the cove. Those two social interactions before and alone reflection alone later inspire him for more ideas about our gentle heart. That similar like the brain has two halfs, right and left one and each of them responds to different states of Consciousness. Social left, with logicolinguistic and kinesthetic centers are for our happiness and joy, when natural right one with spacial and intuitive-musical reacts on our sadness and sorrow. Both are equally important for our transcendence and when we see only one side, we are always incomplete. Moreover, in terms of attitude, sorrow can be considered halfway between sadness (accepting) and distress (not accepting). That’s why we should learn to accept both feelings with the same attention. Although, society rules, with which we all grew up, teach us to favorite only one side and later, in consequence of that, we are always emotionally imbalanced. Learning fear from loneliness in first seven years of our life, is programming the mind with avoiding it and together with ignorance of pain from that loneliness, we’re forced to be addicted from happiness. Although, latter one teach us only ignorance, when sadness with melancholy, acceptance. Our constant craving for new dose of happiness, covers that most important role of sadness – honesty. Being sad and alone we’re learning honesty with patience beneficial for ourselves and other people as well, while interacting in social way, we learn how to cheat and lie for quick profitable effect. Accepting sadness teach us fact, that life is not bad, or good, but neutral, because being sad is natural state, same as being happy. Only through denying it, we create illusion of always smiled slaves of happiness. Beside that when we’re sad, we are more focused and creative as well, because our attention is fully concentrated at that state, instead of being disperssed, through looking for new happiness distraction. All great artists was always melancholic, alone and sad, but only those, who accept that state, are real creators. Fasting period can be great exam for us to learn that acceptance of pain, hunger and loneliness, because when we consciously confront with all of them, we can overcome our fear from it and through that, start to learn acceptance, which leads to our emotional balance, source of assurance. Loneliness gives us that possibility to learn how to accept sadness, which we can’t do it in social relations, that’s why our balance between them both, social interaction and solitude, reflects our emotional equilibrium. Equilibrium, which next to mental and physical health is necessary for our spiritual development. Only being in solitude we can completely focus on ouirselves inside, to know our real needs and when we are distracted from that knowledge, it’s easy to manipulate us. To manipulate with different artifficial happiness, from possessing power over others, or material stuff. Through accepting sadness we also learn humility, because then we get understand that we don’t have to be always happy, or satisfied. The most important is to be honest to ourselves, how we are feeling and learn to accept that state, because our honesty it’s necessary condition for any change and without it, we’re always staying there, where were before. That’s why, if we want to learn anything new in life, acceptance, honesty and forgiveness of ignorance, through our humility are always necessary and with patience and stubborness we can achieve absolutely everything what we want in life. With accepting loneliness, we learn solitude, which is completely different state. Loneliness is spiritual suffering and solitude, our natural pain. Same as with kshama, through learning acceptance, we can distinguish them both to eliminate that first one. Physical hunger, mental suffering and spiritual loneliness are just illusions, which we can overcome with our acceptance. only with our ignorance we made them real with the mind, but when we go beyond it, we can comprehend their fake nature. Through fasting we learn how to quit addiction from eating, with meditation and mindfullness we overcome suffering and practicing pranayamas, we cease our fear from loneliness. When we combine all of them together, we can learn our kshama, that’s the salvation from any distraction and distortion of innerpeace. Innerpeace, which we can discover after learning love, with quitting our addiction to fear. Fear, that creates illusion of diversity, when love shows us reality within unity and through learning it we can comprehend fact, that all of us is one Consciousness, which are experiencing its different states, with knowledge, that we gain so far. In other, more simple words, we are whole ocean of Intelligence, which creates multiversal waves of human awareness with that conscious motion, which is foam and through adjusting its length and height, with its conscious breath, we can experience different states of all Consciousness as are all the waves in the ocean. Anyway all of the waves neverthless as high they are, always will be finished with the foam on the shore. Foam, that will go back to ocean with next counter-wave. That short time of existence, which we called proudly life, is only one wave, on which we surf from cradle to the grave. It can be long, short, high, or low. Nevermind.

When we consciously confront with all our traumas, with learning love, similar as in surfing, we can stay at one wave as long as it is possible, but through our kshama, we can consciously change that waves for ever. Jumping from one to another just for life fun. Kshama is like our surfboard, on which we can change all the waves, to finally understand fact, that all of them are just merely illusions, created with foam, (e)motion. Foam, that unites hydrogen vassopressine of sadness and oxytocine gen from happiness in our gentle heart from water. Heart, which becomes stoned as solid ice with our ignorance and gaseous spirit through acceptance, that can transmutate later in to sunny plasma of assurance. Liquid state of it, in which we daily are living, is that human intellectual freedom between anxious, affraided animal instinct and spiritual lovely, wise intuition. Between frozen from fear body and vapor with love spirit. Spirit, which can be inventive soul and inspirative monad as well. our sunny plasma, or galactic wave, from universal foam, that creates whole ocean of infinite Intelligence. Ocean, of which one drop is that gentle heart, that needs to be open in case to full its experience. Experience from pain from its general restart.

Restart, that begin with pain of broken trust of that heart, our acceptance of that state and honest forgiveness, finished with gratitude for that opportunity to learn love with kshama. Restart, which initiate our first surfing lesson on the Consciousness wave and it’s going on and on, until we learn it. through different life situations, which are inspirations for us, created by us “before”. Restart, which gives us that opportunity to change our sad existence into full happy life fullfilment after accepting it and honestly forgiving all our mistakes, which we made it before. Mistakes, that are like new more difficult surf tricks, which we can learn, with our kite, attitude. Attitude to equally respect sadness and happiness in our life. Sitting completely naked on that magnificient rock on the “Luna norte” nudist beach, where Me arrived in hot sunday before noon, from Iquique, thanks to help of that two amazing guys, which brings him close to it, and contemplating that astonishing sunset there, Me comprehends nature of both feelings. That our sadness comes from ignorance of loneliness and happiness comes from accepting that loneliness. Ignoring we become bored, which is reason of our alienation as well. Both are like that tides of the ocean below, beyond crimson sun is hiding right now its beautiful face behind, which are accumulating and releasing energy. Our sadness, low tide, accumulates and happiness, high one release. When both are in balance, we are in innerpeace, because we accept boredom. Otherwise, our emotional imbalance is reason of our anxiety and anxiety creates our suffering. Moreover, our kshama depends also, or basically even, from the motion, so if we are in sloth, is impossible to reach innerpeace, because that latter one depends from it. Innerpeace is internal harmonious balance between mental and emotional together with physical and spiritual planes, united in that harmony. Sadness and happiness are like waxing and waning moon, when from new moon until full, we absorb all energy, reaching climax and from full until new, we release it. We can compare that also to sexual intercourse, with waxing foreplay and full moon orgasm, after which, during waning relax, we establish balance for a while. Although, to be able to live in it all the time, we need to harmonize balanced mental mind and astral soul with physic body and vital spirit. Our cruel mind with gentle soul heart. That’s why when we are at the threshold of transcendence, we always feel maximized sexual arroused and when we learn art of dry orgasm, without ejaculation, we can collect even more of that energy. Finally through “Brachmarya”, after 13 months of not spilling sperm, during its retention, we can explore that highest states of Consciousness as well. Mentally directing orgasmic energy to our third eye, between eyebrows, we open gates to our infinity within eternity. Tantric sex with its painfull postures without ejaculation can accelerate it that all process. First day after new moon is the best time for our restart after solid preparations of minimalizing and changing type of the food that we eat from full moon. those two weeks, when we slowly and gradually transform our diet from meat and heavy digestive stuff, through more and more light one, as vegetarian and vegan, until just liquidarian and, finally, only with water. Together with Hatha yoga asanas, practiced every day for at least one hour prepare our physical body. Pranayamas with meditations at sunrise and sunset for at least 30 minutes prepare spirit and contemplation nature around with world within, is doing the same with the mind. When our saint trinity is harmonized in one soul, we are ready for restart. Restart, that lasts for next two weeks until forthcoming full moon, during which we learn how to control our instinct of survival, through fasting with meditating and pranayamas with pratyaharas for reaching samadhi. When we become successfully absorbed completely within pure Consciosuness. After that we can even try dry fasting during next lunar cycle. Dry fasting, without water at all, that is three times more effective than normal one, so how we can logically calculated, five days of it brings the same results as to weeks with it, but to successfully do it, we need to practice it long time before, gradually, slowly extending from one till five days. When we are prepared for complete catharsis, we can start to practice Kriya Yoga, which is mostly based on fasting. After reconnecting with our body, mind and spirit, through conscious massage of three lower dantiens and with a soul learning love with massage of central, we can slowly reconnect with our higher subtle essences through consciously directing prana in that higher dantiens. When all seven chakras are clean and united in eighth one, we can experience our Jnana. Jnana, which is post human state of Consciousness within pure gnosis. Gnosis, which can open for us all hidden mysteries about human and Universe. Gnosis, that sows us how all Universe works and how everything is connected, through which one we can change what we want. After having that knowledge, we slowly start to live completely consciously, because knowing already most important facts about us, we resign from that most destructive choices, that we made before. When we learn love, we don’t want to hurt ourselves consciously any more, so gradually we stop to do all profitable decisions in favor of beneficial way of life. All our progress is based on Karma Yoga, which is conscious spending life time and energy through non-interest help for others and to observe that results through kshama with Raja Yoga. Kriya Yoga opens for us gentle heart, where Bhakti Yoga, our devotion to higher self, emerge after Jnana Yoga. Knowing it as we can see in the emotional octave diagram from the previous book “sOURrce Of YOUniverse”, our guilt creates cowardness, which source of our remorse and reason of desire. That latter one is first of five “nivaranas”, toxins for different subtle essences and reason for second one, vital anger, which is our instinctive reaction from ignorance of sadness. Sadness, that’s reason of third, mental anxiety. depends from our knowledge anxiety can transform into wisdom, when is accepted, or fear, when ignored. Fourth “nivarana”, our astral sloth is that final effect of our second worse case scenario., which results from fifth, causal doubts. Doubts, which arised from lack of that knowledge, our humna ignorance. Ignorance, which with desire creates neurosis, when gnosis within fullfilment is source of our apotheosis. Apotheosis, which we gain from enlightment, that’s reason of happiness, which is source of our serenity and builds admirations in eyes of others. Through ignoring sadness, we ignore anxiety as well and in consequence of that, we survive in fear of not realized yet dreams, but accepting it, we gain wisdom, that realizing life dreams is reason for short euphory, but not real, eternal happiness. source of that latter one is balance of both, euphory and melancholy. Euphory from joy and melancholy from sadness. Admiration is reason of euphory and lack of it, of melancholy. Melancholy, that is result of our reflection from self inquiry (our Jnana Yoga) and euphory as effect of our devotion (Bhakti Yoga). When both are in congruence, we reach our innerpeace (in Kshama Yoga), which is our harmonious desireless body, serene mind, calm spirit and enlightened with knowledge soul. Generally we start new identity.

Identity fulfilled with gnosis, which is necessary for further evolve. Through our exploration of universe, we discover our solar, causal essence, but when we immerse within pure Consciousness, we can met our galactic atman and absorbing within pure Intelligence, universal buddhi. All three of them, are our higher dantiens, when lunar, mental, vital and physical are lower ones. Astral is that medium dantien associated with Annahata and learning love through purification our saint trinity with Kriya Yoga after preparation. All seven dantiens resemble here our solmization scale, where “Do” is physical hell, “Re” – vital heaven, “Mi” – mental purgatory, “Fa” – astral paradise, “Sol” – causal galaxy, “La” – Atman universe and “Ti” – Buddhi Multiverse. All of them are immersed within pure Intelligence, which is observer without Consciousness can’t emerge. Father Intelligence, that’s covered with the samadhi from Consciousness and discovered through pranayamas by Holy Ghost universe with its pratyahara reflection – aware human in mindfull multiverse. Multiversal IntelligencE of Tao, or in short, ME creates all infinite transcendence of Consciousness through pranayamas to discover ownself with pratyaharas for its admiration and with honest intention to resign from that attention, overcomnes own pride to be able later to reconnect with its source through complete devotion. Devotion of pride from satisfying atman’s curiosity for eternal buddhi bliss. Bliss, that comes together with kshama after honest acceptance of sad fact, that we can’t reach happiness through fullfiling our desire, but only with our complete resign to do it. Our job is to prepare Consciousness at certain level, where we just simply letting go for its own further transcendence to heal universe. It’s like cooking home made food from own grown ingredients and later giving, when we consciously decide to offer it to ur real Self, without even tasting it. We can also experience that sensation with preparing some meal for other people during we are fasting. Loosing pride from any achievement transform our life into neutral observer, when its active participiant become life itself. Life, that changes in every moment with our conscious intention to pure zest and, otherwise, for unconscious existence of daily sad survive. Our love is that game changer, because absolutely everything we do, we’re doing with love, it always brings astonishing results and if we live all life with it, every its small detail amazed us non-stop. With our full humility and honest gratitude fro all that, what we experience, we cease our desire, source of anxiety, unconscious part of freedom. All what stays is conscious pure bliss from that devotion. “Ishvara pranidhana”, when every smallest deed is manifestation of that devotion, leads to kshama together with Bhakti and Karma Yoga. Intrapersonal Consciouasness and Interpersonal Mindfullness are source of Linguistic Universe and Logic Awareness same way as Natural Intention with Music Inspiration for Motoric Attention and Spacial Imagination. All of them are united in Infinite intelligence, which when overcome last, most difficult obstacle, pride, can enter to same its center, Tao. Tao, that is same harmonious balanced center of apnea from Ishvara and through our devotional and beneficial conscious life style we can experience that complete bliss full of life, out of any concept, beside navajo’s “Hozho”, pure innerpeace. Our music inspiration, treble clef, to climb on five lines, intelligence, with kinesthetic attention, “re”, is source of natural intention, “ti”, to create with spacial imagination, “sol”, our social Mindfullness “mi” from intuitive Consciousness “fa” and linguistic Universe “la” is result of that, which we experience daily with our logical Awareness “do”. Music Buddhi with vital Spirit is source of Causal Soul to create imagined Universal Atman in mind, which is source of mental Mindfullness and result of astral Consciousness, that we experience with physical Body and through all that solmization journey, we can discover harmonious sound of Intelligence with its center, Innerpeace. “Hozho”, that’s pausa between all the notes, letters, thoughts and feelings, which creates music, words, mind, body and spirit, which are all expression of the soul, with which we exhale after conscious impression of inhaling universal prana. Lack of that cosmic radiation is source of our all traumas, which builds whole universal neurosis through repression and suppresion, that leads finally to our depression, lowest state without feeling sadness and happiness. Art is our traumadol, pill, to express all stress from nurture in the art-ifficial culture, but real cure for it is natural rest. rest, from which we can regenerate through our recreation time. Practicing Yoga, pranayamas with meditation in natural environment, far away from that cultural noisey distractions, re-connects with last seventh note “ti”, our intenTIon, from which is only one step to explore source of Consciousness and its states, our inspiration. Inspiration, which is music, uniting with its spiral, physical and spiritual worlds in form of treble clef, for intention, our physic, uniting soul with universe to create with attention, chemistry connecting body and mind, our imagination, mathematic language between spirit and mind. All of them betwixt in Intelligent magic, that through different actions can be black, or white, fuelling demonic, or angelic monads. Biology of that fact, which is connecting our soul with monad reflects in our orgasmic expression. when it’s with ejaculation supports demons, otherwise, help angels. Same as our geometry, that connects monad with Consciousness, express level of vibration. Great example here can be ancient cymatics, from which all religions took their symbolism as well, or today Dr. Masaru Emoto experiments of frozen water drops, affected with different vibes. Geometry, that’s spiritual language translated with astrology, because all star constellation with planets reflects our physical deeds. Deeds, that are results of our emotional state, kind of question to universe, when Nazca lines, or Inca’s geoglyphs with petroglyphs, are answers for them. Information for us how to regenerate, not degenerate. Only from our knowledge depends if we can understand that message and that knowledge depends from experience of different states of Consciousness. Same as in solmization scale, to be able to hear “ti”, which source of another “do”, we have to first know that primordial “do”. Our general restart is that first “do”.

Our solmization scale reflects also light wave spectrum, in which we can see pure white light after uniting all colors from the rainbow. That’ s why for us rainbow is so astonishing view, because is threshold of unity, but only until we see that bright and luminous, incredible white light. So white and bright, that we know intuitively, that’s not coming from that physical world, especially when we “see it” with closed eyes(!). That vibrating light is our Consciousness disperssed with seven different essences, that are all connected with seven chakras, through which we can connect with them directing consciously prana with chanting different mantras. For physical “do” is Lam, vital “re” – Vam, mental “mi” – Ram, astral “fa” – yam, causal “sol – “Ham”, atman “la” – Om and buddhi “ti” – silence. Silence, which source of any sound, same as stillness is for the motion. Our Brachmarya, which is result of Soucha and Arjavam, together with Japa, which is effect of Vrata on Mathi with Dhrthi, leads to Ashtikya, which is necessary condition for Ishvara pranidhana, or Bhakti yoga. That latter is conscious confirmation of Tapas to reach Kshama. Our Santosha, which is final result of the Svandyayaha, together with Asteya and Aparigraha is consequence of our Daya and Daana, confirmed with Satya and Ahimsa leads to Karma Yoga. Both of them, Bhakti and Karma Yoga, are united in Kshama through Jnana. Jnana, that is consequence of Hri and Mita-Hara after learning love through forgiveness. Honest grattitude for that opportunity transforms fake existence into real life. Sad existence in fear (Avidya) to lovely life (Vidya). Anxiety, that’s result of desire is replaced with innerpeace, effect of life dream, where instinctive will of lust transmutates into intuitive wish of love.. Our free will, that’s consequence of wise wish is also source of anxious need, which creates frightfull addiction. Superconscious desire is reason for conscious need, that creates subconscious addiction, when pre-conscious dream is not realized. In case to transmutate lust into love, first we have to know our real needs and for that we just have to reconnect with our inner kid, or soul. Than with having that knowledge, we can slowly, gradually resign from all daily habits, which are our addictions, having nothing in common with our real needs. When that latter ones are fullfiled, we stay only with dream and desires. Changing bad habits for good one, we also slowly resign from desires as well, because we internally feel, that are not for us. So, finally, we stay only with that little dream, transmutating lust into love. When that’s done, our general restart change to zest for life. With ignoring our true sadness, we find fake happiness and resigning from it real zest. Through honest acceptance, climbing in the mountains, sunbathing at scorching sun and swimming in refreshing ocean are great lessons for us to learn acceptance. First we accept uncomfortable conditions in case to overcome our safety zone, second we learn to accept annoying hot solar rays and third, cold waves motion. Generally, with leaving our safety zone, we can experience uncomfortable situations everywhere in nature. Situations, which are inspirations for us to make our spirit much stronger through that acceptance, when with ignorance from non-stop scrolling “smart”phone inside our comfortable bed, we become weaker inside. our energy level drastically drops from that sloth and according to universal law of attraction, we start to attract lower vibes, situations and people around us. Our general restart begin outside to make us stronger inside, because real life fun challenges can endure only strong spirits and weak one will fight for survive. Daily survive, that’s effect of our low self-esteem, builded on shame, guilt and with fear. Instead of enthusiasm from admiration and euphory from love. Our mood is reflection of Consciousness state on which we receive reality. Reality, that is exactly the same for everyone and only from our vibes depends if we see it as a negative nightmare, or colorful, positive fairy tale, or white and neutral light dream. Fake survive, or true exist, or real life. Choice is always ours. After morning hiking around that incredible mountains, where he discovered astonishing marvelous huge cave as well, remebering him menorcan Cova des Coloms, laying completely naked on slope magnificient rock, holding with hands to don’t fell at scorching sun, turning his intime part of the body in red during that few hours, with cold water from ocean of refreshing flashes from time to time, Me start to reflect on source of desire. desire that creates suffering of looking for satisfaction in form of craving, or dissatisfaction in form of anger, or our boredom, in form of stupidity. All three are like fire, which burn our life dream. First from inside, second from outside and third all around. Ignoring boredom, we start to look for distractions in our desire, while accepting it, we focus on our life dream. Our lack of attention is source of boredom and when we accept it that state, we can turn attention with intention for attraction inside, instead of looking distractions outside. Meditating on ourselves, in Svandyahaha, dissolves our boredom with desires as well. With knowing our real needs from the soul, we don’t have to put our spirit inside its samsara again, because fullfiling them we can enter nirvana. Through understanding our life mission, which is realization of life dream, we discover fact, that all desire comes only from ignorance. Ignorance to know our real Self. When we cook home made food, we don’t need to order fast pizza usually. Only with getting bored with that process, we start to crave for fast solution. It’s our instinct of survival, who decides about that move. Although, when we consciously change it into intellectual existence, we have to experience intuitive life as well. Life, in which we get feeded with same act of cooking, not even tasting it, or eating completely. Temporary lack of attention cause accidentely fall of Me from that rock, what was source of small pain and suffering as well. That all situation inspire Me to reflect on source of that latter one. While holding it with its hands before on scorching sun his naked body, Me didn’t suffer at all, so he deduct fact, that straight reason of our suffering is our lack of attention, that creates anxiety from desire for our innerpeace. Until we don´t reach that latter one, desire will rule all life and only through putting attention on it within, we can achieve that state. Our intention is like director, who choose actor for imagination scene and attention is only casting for that role, while our inspiration is whole audience, that observe all that universal spectacle of Consciousness, which is all divided for watchers with Mindfullness and surviving consumers with Awareness. Neverthless, all of them creates whole spectacle, because without audience it’s only rehearsal, our single universe. To change it into multiversal Intelligence, we all need inspiration, which creates all Consciousness from interaction, its motion. That’s the motion, which creates all the movement change. Chaos, order, balance, harmony and beauty with proportions of life. Motion that’s source of our life, while our stagnation is reason of death. Death, of which reason is astral sloth, holding our spirit in safety zone, where builds from ignored boredom, mental greed, which has only two options: to satisfy physical lust with buddhi pride, or dissatisfy with vital anger, which both of them cause atman envy. Envy, that burn life dream from inside, while with focusing, through acceptance of that boredom, we can overcome our sloth. Of course, because of early programmed our daily habits, from the day we’ve got born, it can be really difficult to focus at inside world, but with consistent practice everyday, even for five minutes, it becomes more natural. Finally, when it turns into our new daily habit, is like breathing, from which lack we can´t live anymore and when we combine both of them with focusing on our breath, we tremendously change our life. When we start to consciously breathe with pranayamas, eat through ayurveda and think in meditate, our restart process is done. Next step is to use consciously our new prana system with an alternative mental program to successfully work for our spiritual progress, without any viruses. Spirirtual progress, which is all that game, we all play on that computer called Consciousness, which effects we can observe on printed, physical body. Body, which is reflection of that mental problems, working on causal system with vital system software and astral hardware. with collecting more life memories, we upgrade our system and with its harmony, we start to discover who, or rather, what is playing that game, with using all that computer. Computer, on which can be loaded more systems, than only one. Computer with atman light screen and buddhi sound speakers, used by Tao. Tao, that moves our mouse cursor, attention, with its Intelligence, right hand, while observing it, with left hand on screen of imagination, on which click is intention to put our attention. when that click is on the game folder we are in state of awareness, but if we focus on system itself inside, we change it into mindfullness, from which we can enter to the core, multiversal Ms-dos, through our transcendence of coming out from all operating system, our universe and that transmutation is cause for next question: What if it’s more than only one computer? Until we have met Tao, we don´t have an answer for it, that’s our devotion to main player, in form of complete acceptance, is the way to know that answer. Acceptance of absolutely all life situations, with honest gratitude for it, is that sence of whole game, which we can gain it with our humility and attitude to win it. Attitude, which is more important than same reward and humility, that is must important at the end of the game, same as honesty at the beginning. Humility, which is consequence of that honesty, same as old soul is effect of young spirit. Humility, that transcendends that soul into monad. Monad, that can be demonic, or angelic. It depends from vibrational nature of collected universes. Every devotion is acto of giving our energy and when we offer it to some artifficial and imagined gods, or fake spiritual gurus, or even true guides, we support that demonic with black magic. Otherwise, we sacrifice our whole life work to higher real Self, we fullfil angelic one with white magic. Neverthless, if our king is black, or white, we will defend it anyway. That’s why most important is to focus on own progress, without judging others, but with non-interest help for them, because we was also in similar situation long time ago. Now, with gained already all knowledge, we pay back that asking for help, with our Ishvara pranidhana in case to mantain universal balance. Balance, that can be harmonized with our humility through Bhakti Yoga, which is directly connected with Karma Yoga, because through helping others, we actually help ourselves in infinite transcendence. Help, that is completely opposite to work, because we are helping only when we want it and work, when we have to. That’s why those who choose already beneficial help instead of profitable work, don’t have to work anymore, because all their life is constant holidays. Those ex-workers, or anarchists, understands main fact, that we are here on earth holidays from our eternal home and that knowledge is widely supressed through all official mass-media, which convince everyone that work is their life sence. That worldwide accepted concept is source of their spiritual slavery, what was even officialy written at Auschwitz gates during time of second world war. Later, that message was stolen for some crazy collectors, what only shows our general spiritual transcedence here. Transcendence of human spirit from profitable work into beneficial help, which have place right now and only from our attitude depends if we want to consciously choose infinite holidays, or unconsciously temporary work until death. As we can see, our all general restart begin with honest decision if we want to accept that transcendence of Consciousness and become active participiant of it, or we ignore and stay as its passive victims. First option gives us possibility to become conscious creators and even whole situation at all, while second offer us only being a victim. Victim of own ignorance, which comes from the sloth in comfortable circumstances, that offers us only false distractions instead of real life attractions, which creates life situations, that are still inspirations for our change and only from its choice depends if we want to change, or not. When we decide for first option, we have to remember fact, that every change in nature is naturally long time process, sometimes even all life long, that’s why our attitude and patience with stubborness, is most important during all that way, nevermind its circumstances. Circumstances, that change also non-stop and our acceptance of that change is source of our transformation, when ignorance leads to stagnation. Stagnation, that is result of fear from that evolution. Fear, with which we are programmed during second cycle of seven years of life octave through that educational system. System, which main role is to prepare obedient, unconscious citizen for supporting it with gentrification of its free spirit. Spirit, that want to learn facts about real life, which its mind is programmed through next seven years with its fear from knowledge by installing so much useless informations in its head, that in consequence of that loose that desire to learn and start to obedient follow prepared path of degenaration. Path, that teach us only its competition instead of cooperation, callousness instead of compassion, pursuing for pleasures and happiness instead of accepting pain with sadness. Path, that is smartly prepared by its “social experts” as Edward Bernays, who gets really high profits from that system, so it needs its slaves to generate them. Path, which we can always leave for alternative one and first step to do it is to overcome that fear from change, called officially life stabilization, with natural contact through uncomfortable situations. Practices as fasting, hitchhiking, or mountain hiking, sunbathing, sauna, or yoga sessions helps us to overcome that fear. Next step is to confront with fear from loneliness, which teach us to lie, cheat and steal with sell ourselves for illusion of protection. Protection, which we can find only inside. Spoending time alone we make our spirit much stronger with our honesty and humility and that results in desire to know more about ourselves, which is following step of overcoming fear from knowledge. That latter one with gained all knowledge dissolves our fear from death as well and from that moment our real life begin to start. When we are not anymore affraid of dying, we also not affraid of fully living. To live like we always was dreaming about it, breathe with full chest and focusing on now and here, instead of past, or future like that system teach us. Past is already gone, future maybe will be, but presence is always now and here. With choosing that latter one we change fake existence for real life. Existence without spirit, for real life, that glows with its force from our love.

“I am like cactus, I adapt to any moment, time, space and situation, to be strong and yet I will never forget to bloom.” Anonymus

“3 days 2 choose new ways”

Three days later, after visiting local Pabellon de Pica with their calm beach at the reach, Me went to Antofagasta, where on really nice beach there, called “Balneario Municipal”, he spent next three days and after that, from early morning, he continue his travel to southern coast of Chile. Thanks to help of one tired truck driver with realy nice italian older couple and local young guy, which drove him around all nice beaches, he had great opportunity to visit Taltal coast, from where really nice great miner took him to Chanyaral. After one night spented on local caleta, next morning crazy old truck driver, beings him 1000 km straight to Santiago on open lorry, from where Me can contemplate all its surreal scenes of mixed views from golden dessert, green high mountains with astonishing serpentines, which leads to grey low ciities on the way through that crazy country. Next, in half way, from La serena, already from inside the truck he saw it astonishing indigo seaside and cliffs with crushing waves until incredible golden-crimson sunset above. Next day, after checking all possibilities Me went to incredible coast side, called “Literal central”, where after great and long trip around local astonishing beaches, finally he ended up in Algarrobo, on small, but really incredible “El Canellito”, from where on left side, he also observes her bigger sister “El Canello”. Both that beaches reminds him old Macarella and Macarelleta on menorcan paradise, where he lived three years ago and when actually all that crazy life style of beach freak lover started. Macarelleta was actually his second beach on that incredible island, which he saw after her neighbour Turqueta. Following day, he realized fact, that this fourteen century old path, called “Cammi de Cavalls”, which he discovered on the other beach opposite Turqueta is actually connecting with 185 km whole that island, so he decide to walk to see another its beaches as well. After one, or two weeks something clicked inside his head and after screaming as much he have strength in his throat, that he want to live like that, he changed his life totally. From that moment his beach freeak spirit took all control. Discovering fact, that all that beaches are completely different, even if sometimes they can remind it another one, Me understood that every single beach has own character, flow and spirit. Same as human, or any other entity on that incredible planet as well. Today, after visiting amazing shouting, singing, tremendously screaming, or gently whispering 620 beaches he become playofil. Every day and night spented with their incredible company is just incomprehensible for normal human mind. Only in super-human spirit and post-human soul we can comprehend that. That simple way he saved his spirit from gentrification and re-connecting with nature he already won that game. even if after 41 months, all what he have is that crappy old bag with two small backpacks, containing only most important stuff for traveling and in his wallet left barely last 50 lukas, all that what he already experienced is completely priceless. Eight levels of Consciousness travel, which leads him to its same source. After few days of exploring beaches on the west side of Algarrobo, Me went to see opposite side of coast as well. At sunny saturday afternoon he went to magnificent “Cueva de Pirata” with all astonishing views there, when after quick swimming at huge waves there, he went back, walking through all the beaches on shores with a company of sun setting behind “El Canello”. Next day, laying and relaxing at the middle of that incredible cove, listening and observing all different people there, around him, Me figured out their main five hidden addictions, which comes from their different, unconscious fears. First one is the need of contact with others, which comes from fear of loneliness, second – addiction to eating food, as a result of thanatophobia Third, constant talking and its source, fear from silence and fourth one, constantly looking for pleasures as a final effect of fear of sadness with fifth one, human addiction to thinking, which is result of fear from boredom. All of them betwixt in hidden need to do anything as a result of fear from the change. When we overcome all of them, we can start to comprehend what real freedom is. That free life starts, when we quit our hidden addictions and all of that begin from confrontation with first fear from change, which we can simply overcome, when we stop to do anything and just start to contemplate and meditate. Beginning with our concentration on one certain object, which turns into its contemplation in a while and finally transforms into state of meditation is our way of salvation. Salvation of spirit from any addictions, their sources, needs and all reasons of slavery, desires, starts from that lonely, silent, boring and monotony meditation. As a little kids we’ve got to fight for our attention with crying, screaming and stamping. Later, with only our talking we are killing that silence non-stop to don’t feel lonely. Silence, which is for us really uncomfortable and unpleasant, that’s why we’re constantly looking for new pleasures. To avoid that pain of feeling bored, we kill with constant thinking about anything and our fear from change that stat, we cover with any activity, that is just perfect excuse for our confrontation with that sad, bored and lonely, dark part of us.

Part, which all of us have and only with honest admitting it with brave confrontation gives us here real salvation. salvation from any fear, that is illusion, created with the mind, in case of survive. if we want to really live, first we have to confront our great deceiver, ego.mind, otherwise we will always fight for survive. Surviving of that fake identity, with which we identify everyday. Identity, that separates us from the source. Source, that’s without any illusions, so without addictions as well. Source, that all can connects us with that sad, boring, silent and monotony “non-doing” activity and with discovering it, we are not sad, lonely, bored, or addicted to any fake fear anymore, because reconnecting with ourselves, we understand, through deep comprehension, fact, that all what we was afraid of before, it’s just pure imagination from its identity. Identity, which don´t have nothing in common with our real Self, Identity, from which we become addicted, same way as illusionary time as well. When we overdose of our past memories, we become depressed from all disappointments. If we think too much about the imagined future, we start to be anxious, distressed and through rumination thoughts about present, we are non- stop stressed. Only living within presence is the source of our real rest. When we connect with our real Self, beyond all that illusions of space and time, we become free from any addictions, because we can comprehend fact, that all of them are phantoms, created with the mind and beyond it is that real life, which lasts forever. life without beginning and end, from which small part, we all experience now and here through human awareness perspective. Perspective, which we can change to comprehends our reality with pranayamas, pratyaharas, yoga and mindfullness experience to know our real Self. Perspective, which is temporary final effect of our infinite transcendence, that creates our fake identity. Identity, which the same as our all imaginary concepts and beliefs, dissolves in the moment of that comprehension about our divine origin. Origin, that is beyond all of that what we can imagine and through our samadhi, we can comprehend its source, our INTELLIGENCE.

“3 nights 4 insights”

When we look at the state of the planet, or temporary its “art”, fulfilled with sex, violence and pedophilia, we can clearly see that this path is for degeneration, but if we spend at least three days and nights within nature, we can change that path for an alternative regeneration. Main reason of that transformation is that we start to wait consciously for boredom and sadness, that will come for sure in some moment, if we leave all sources of distractions like electronic devices in our home. Next, when that time will come, we consciously accept that feelings, we simply just let them to be with us, without judging, or avoiding it. We completely unite with them, while we are putting full attention on their source. All what we have to do, is to enjoy them, same way as we enjoy happiness and “normal” activity. Of course, all process at the same beginning can be really difficult, but our constant practice, will make it all more easy, like with everything we learn for a first time. When we completely immerse in boredom and sadness, our transmutation, from happiness addict to free being, begin. When we carefully observe, all that what happens inside us, we can see that its first symptom is desire to look for some distraction. When we overcome that one, next is anger, which leads to anxiety. Following it sloth, finally becomes our doubts, if we do all that things right, if we don’t loose our time for that nonsense, etc. When we finish to confront all of that five nivaranas, we can discover little seed of our kshama and with accepting absolutely all the feelings, which are coming to us, we grow from that seed a tree. Tree of knowledge, from which fruits we can offer later, without even tasting it. We start to understand fact, that all that feelings, which we experience it, are important for our thrive and when we treat them with the same attention as all others, we begin to know all interesting facts about us. Way, how we will react for certain feelings, with clench, cramps, or completely relaxed hands, tells a lot about our emotional state and that knowledge is the source of our peace. That innerpeace, with which we can start to observe, what leads for insights, to know more about us. Knowledge, which is impossible to gain with happiness, or anxiety, because we start to be distracted with them, while sadness, boredom and serenity helps us to focus.

Same way as we (should) take care about physical body with daily exercises, or yoga, practicing mindfullness, stretch the mind, as pranayamas do the same with the spirit, self-inquiry helps to evolve our soul. Without knowing the feelings, we can’t control them and if we can´t control them, we become obviously their victims. That results in our addistion to look for that nice and happier ones, because if mind can’t control something, it will always look for any excuse and calling our life happy, when we are anxious inside, is just another, actually much dangerous, way to be dishonest with ourselves. In consequence of that we’re stuck in the same point, because honesty is necessary for any progress. Without it we can’t thrive. First of all, we have to accept our mundane and sad existence with admitting our emotional state, in case to start any change. Especially to real happy life, with kshama and innerpeace, that comes from that knowledge, because only acknowledged we don´t have doubts, source of our anxiety, anger and desire. ignoring certain feelings, we create resistence for the prana flow through our nadis, what is the reason, that we can´t connect with higher subtle essences and through that, we can’t experience all that highest Consciousness states. Through accepting all feelings, with paying full attention to them, we let that prana to freely flow and in consequence of that, we can explore different dimensions of reality. Our acceptance is that squatter’s crowbar, universal key to all that doors of Consciousness, behind which we can find gnosis. Gnosis,that´s source of assurance, because with knowing that other side of us, sad and boring, we don’t have any more doubts of our origin, reason of our anxiety. Our feelings of allienation from all that illusionary world becomes profoundly explained. Moreover, through ignoring that dark side of us, we create all suffering with committing seven deadly sins, where boredom is source of gluttony, anger comes from ignoring solitary sadness, alienation results in envy, anxiety cause our mental greed and lethargy leads to astral sloth. Ignorance of loneliness is source of physical lust and avoiding all traumas, we’ll strength human pride. Pride, that tells that we are healed from fear, what only cause our dishonesty, because deep inside we know all reality of addiction to it and until we admit that, we can´t overcome that addiction, because for that we need our honesty. Sins, which from their etymology, original biblical Hebrew (chata’ah) and Greek (hamartia) words, meant to “miss the mark” or “fall short”, are misleads. Misleads of “free prana flow” as failure to hit the target, our chakras, that are gates, which opens for us kshama.

Sadness and happiness are like storm and its eye, or sweet donuts with its invisible hole, that we have to eat of hole dissapering. Do(ugh)nuts, which all of them, have eight points of its reference (four cardinal ones with four middleones) same as our Intelligence have eight types in Howard Gardner multiple theory and whole that life game, in which we all play, eight levels with its eight needs to fulfill in case to reach its final goal. Our ashtanga of life starts with fear, which is linguistic need to express own-self. Next, love’s level is natural necessity to rest. Third, spacial need for prana is source of our freedom and fourth, logic-mathematic, reason of wisdom, that we all need nutrition. Next one, interpersonal, is unity of our necessary contact with others to exchange our sexual energy and sixth, musical dasein from zeroid state is source of seventh, kinesthetic gnosis, that movement is general factor of life. We all need to move in case to play that game. Game of which its last level is that final effect of our intrapersonal insights, or in curiosal words, our foam gen. game, which starts from turning on our computer, when new human being appears. Computer, that have to parts: mental hardware and spiritual software. Hardware taht contains main board with processor and memory card on it, which resemble here physical existence with mental intellect and astral intuition. Software, which is our root operation system Ms dos, our causal instinct, on which we have to install Windows (thrive) to be able to use that computer for our game at all. Although when we choose alternative Linux, instead of Windows, changing way how we breathe through using ancient pranayama, we transform thrive for invention, which represents here all our vital transcendence. Transcendence, which transmutes player into new game writer, instead of being only good player. Player, which use mouse cursor, attention to create new folder, universe with its intention to click on certain field of imagination, its desktop. Although, when putting its attention on mindfullness (same system inside) is able to see beyond that desktop and with knowing rules of that game, called pranayamas, can write another one on the other desktop of new computer. Of course to know all that rules, player need to pass first all that game from first level fear to last one, pure Consciousness transmutating on the way its gen. Starting it from ice-gen (body), through hydro-gen (mind), oxy-gen (spirit) and sun-gen (soul) until wave-gen (monad), which collects all aether-gens (universes) inside one foam-gen (pure Conciousness). In that way creates pur-gen of Infinite Intelligence, from which oxy-gen of learned pranayamas together with hydro-gen from pratyaharas transmutates into pur-gen of Tao, through whole its water-gen of samadhi from kshama. Kshama, which is source of our inspiration, that creates emotion, which with pranayamas we can change into dharana, in case to receive informations about inventions from dhyana, than with intuition from samadhi, creates imtellectual pratyahara and instinctive asanas and mudras from its ayurveda.

” 3 weeks 2 change habits.”

Using that yang, instinctive and yin, intuitive yamas and niyamas as our daily habits, that after three weeks becomes whole routine, which later makes our new indentity, whcih afetr three months becomes our life style, we are start to write completely new game. game with absolutely different perspective, whcih answers our profound questions about ourselves, we slowly discover fact, that we are creator of it, player, observer and finally, game itself. First as a player we can be passive victim of fear, or active participant from love, when we realize that we are free to choose any life situation. Then, as a wise creator, we comprehend, that we are all united in all that situation. Situation, which is also observed by ourselves and that same fact of our observation, profoundly change its behavior. That’s why meditation, which is in fact that observation, helps us to transcendent from player through creator and observer into same game. That “game of leilla” at “apacamasca” within “nadabrahma” is only one of that infinite possibilities to comprehend and understand its rules. Rules, which are universal for all games in Tao. Law of attraction, inside octave law, that govern holy trinity: active (solar), passive (lunar) and neutral (cosmic), where eternity force attracts similar vibration levels in seven grades of dimension. Apnea of god: Active Passive Neutral Eternal Acitivity Of god. Starting that game as a Yawn Of Universe, YOU, laerning pranayamas to transmutate into Ishvara, through its conscious breath, we discover apnea of god, shva, or our hiher real Self. Self, which is source of that all game and whole Consciosuness as well. Self, that is in the same center of Infinite Intelligence and as an eye of every storm, or do(ugh)nut (w)hole, doesn’t exist at all, but lasts for ever and forever. Self, that’s possible to discover only with our soul and slow genocide of it, with artificial intelligence arise, erases that possibility soon. If we lose contact with our inner kid, we lose opportunity to evolve at all, because is the soul, who creates all possible universes and through disconnecting with it, we´re condemned to stay, exist, in that already created as a body victim, mind participant, or spiritual chooser. Although, through using love, we can create new universes, to discover that monad life situation, that leads us to pure Consciousness.To know fact, that we’re all that motion itself, not only player, writer, or even observer, but same game itself. From the dualistic, intellectual participant perspective, it’s really difficult to understand it, not mention here from insinctive, passive victim one, but when we transmutate into intuitive chooser, or inventive creator, or even self-observer, it’s more easy to comprehend reality. Reality, which is that infinite transcendence of pure Consciousness, which observes its source, Intelligence, and same fact of that action is that transmutation itself. Transmutation from samsara, through dharma til nirvana.

“Watch your thoughts, as they become your words; watch your words, for they become actions; watch your actions, as they become habits; watch your habits, for they form your values; and understand your values, for they shape your destiny.”

Mahathma Gandhi

Observation, which starts with our exploration. First of our environment, where we all grew up, then all that unknown places worldwide outside and finally, with travels within, whole universe, that we create in every moment with intention and thoughts.

To discover that we have possibility to create an alternative and observe them with our reflection, which leads to perfection. To create finally universe, which we desire the most in case to comprehend the fact, that our desire is that source of all suffer and only honest acceptance of all life situations brings real happiness. same way as we have to eat whole donut to taste it hole. Hole within whole, life sence in essence. Sense, which we create with our attention and its distraction is reason of non-sense and finally with suicidal acts from depression, our soul genocide. attention, that we choose with our intention to imagine better situation than contemporary one, which is inspiration to evolve and only acceptance of it, will gives us that results. When our ignorance offers only grief and envy. grief, that’s source of our vital anger and envy from physical desire. Both are creating mental anxiety, which leads to astral sloth, or our soul genocide. Genocide, that can be stopped only with its spiritual development, which starts from physical asanas, mudras and ayurveda, combined together with the mental mantras and meditations until astral journeys with Consciosuness movement.

Journeys, that expands our Consciousness until its source to comprehend our fake, cultural, true, natural and real gracefull origin and to know our real needs to fulfiill with real possibilities to learn most important abilities in life as love, freedom and wisdom, all united in pure Consciousness, which we create with our inspiration, that is universal inhale of future, prana and with pranayamas we can transmutate it into radiation, or universal exhale of past, our Consciosuness, or pure light. To know all that infinite possibilities to change whole life, not only way how we live, because by knowing others make all life more simple, but to know own real Self, change whole universe, not only one life. Way how we breathe decides about life that we will live.

If it’s shallow, we experience only surface of it, but when it’s hollow, our life shows us its deepest void. Void, that after half year of practice “Jyoti mudra”, shows its observer eye to Me at first morning on Chiuahua, only one uruguaian nudist beach, where he arrived afetr visiting Punta del este ones and beautiful Portozuelo as well. 666th beach explored so far during 42 months of crazy worldwide travel welcomed him with hot, sunny and sweaty days and calm, transparent sky full of stars at warm nights after that astonishing golden hours, following  breath taking sunsets over the surface of Rio del plata. River with not so cold, refreshing water and really warm one inside beautiful laguna in “Arroyo del Potrero”, which is circling that beach all around, dividing it from tourist areas in nearby “Ocean Park” and local airport as well. After all week there, when weather drasticall changed, Me went for visit glorious “Punta Ballena”.

Incredible cliff, just in the entrance of Punta del este with astonishing views, inspire him for new insights. Fact, that living now, in eremocene, which starts exactly six years ago with Covid-19 is the best time for learning six most important abilities in our life and spending time on the beach even is subconsciously forcing us to do it.

(First) receiving fear with (second) accepting faith in (third) trust of hope for (fourth) love with forgiveness, which (fifth) we honestly offer for (sixth) our assurance, for which we are completely grateful. Those six levels of Consciousness are also strictly connected with six types of Yoga, six main neurotransmitters and six chess figures as well. Hatha pawn receiver of adrenaline with Karma acceptance bishop serotonin and Raja trust from knight dopamine are our lower dantiens. Next, middle one, Kriya forgiveness rook vassopressine is entrance to higher one with Bhakti oxytocine from queen and Gyana king melatonine. All of them resemble also six parts of the tree of life, when leaves receives, trunk accept, root trust and branch forgive to finally offer assurance fruits with flowers of gratitude. Receiving every emotion and accepting it with full awareness builds our trust to universe, in which forgiveness is essence of our Consciousness and gratitude form Intelligence is our mindful offer of information. Sort of response for that question in universal communication between soul, neutral observer and spirit, real creator of that cosmic conversation, which has three levels: cultural, social dialogue, natural anti-social monologue and graceful post-social logos. Ability to response, our responsibility starts from paying attention to emotion and depends from our experience with it, we become more, or less addicted to it as false body victim, or true mind participant. With gained so far knowledge we are masters of them, instead of victims and that profound change of perception is source of new concept. That we are creators of all of them, thoughts, feelings and deeds, in all life. Life, that’s that conversation itself, motion with change, so we are creating new life no-stop. Life with conscious GAP (Gratitude, Acceptance Patience), which is that lag between emotion and information, which we can use to consciously choose form of our interaction. Gap, where freedom of our self-expression decides about level of vibration within Consciousness, which universe receives from us and our vibe. Vibe, thatś answer for question for inspiration, which we can observe as our mood. That’s why it’s really important to learn how we honestly admit our state of Consciousness and with knowing that feelings, we know how we feel now and here. Yoga, fasting and pranayamas teach us that paying attention to feelings with thought stimulation and breath sensation until the moment, when we be completely grateful for every thought we think, drop of water, that we drink and inhale, which we take it. Nutrition is the first step on that journey, second is breath, third feelings and fourth, thoughts. Fifth, our final deeds and sixth, our rest. To receive food, accept prana, trust to feel in intuition, forgive rumination thoughts, offer our deeds and honestly be grateful for that experience with our full attention on every step is that new, conscious life. We never admire taste of the food as after fasting, we never appreciate breath as after holding it for quite long time, we never trust our feelings as after samadhi and we never forgive thoughts as after meditation. All of them results in our honest desire to give instead of receive, because we never enjoy so much our life as after we are honestly grateful for it. Grateful for possibility to offer fruits of our “great labour”.

When we take all that gifts without our appreciation, as for granted, something that we just deserve, our life become dull and miserable, because we don’t put attention so much for it and with our honest gratitude, we transform it into great experience. Just for start to learn our gratitude, our universal father, Sun, shows everyday and hides at night to inspire us for that exercise. When everyday we sacrifice at least 5 minutes at each twilight to greet and bye it with consistency, our gratitude becomes daily habit and with appreciation for every nutrition we transmute it into life style. With adding it our gratitude for every breath, which we take, we create that life just incredible. That simple three habits, each one repeated at least for one lunar cycle, makes that our anxiety dissapears and if we add the same attention to thoughts, our desire will cease in the mist of anger, which arise when we are dissatisfied, or sloth, in opposite circumstances. Finally, when we concentrate at feelings, we comprehend nature of boredom. That is effect of our constant distraction. When we are bored and we ignore that feeling, we even look for more of them, creating with that our vicious circle without the end. Although, when we honestly accept, we understand that only one solution for it is our full attention. When we focus at boredom, anxiety, sorrow, solitude, or anger from desire, we gain more knowledge about ourselves. fact, that we are addicted victims of them until we accept it and become active participants. To heal any long forgotten and ignored wound we need first to open it again to be able to disinfect it. Our suffering dissapears only when we accept it and honesty is our scalpel, when forgiveness, disinfection and gratitude balm for healing. Putting that balm on crust wound will jot heal it that all. We need to cut it first. When we arrive to the beach for a first time, we suffer a lot. Hot sand under feet, cold wind everywhere, merciless heat from the sun and unfriendly company of that annoying insects creates all that suffering for us. At least,we think like that, because with  our every visit more, we forgive all that obstacles with acceptance to enjoy our rest. Spending more and more time there, we start to learn, that its suffering is necessary condition of our happiness and when we accept it, we become really happy. Not from outside conditions, but from internal one. Our inner peace, which we gain after that suffering is our reward. Reward, that we earn with our patience and gratitude for that experience. Same way is with our sorrow, boredom and anxiety. When we accept it, we become wiser, otherwise, we stay stupid as we were before. Spending time on the beach teach us one important thing. That when we enter nature kingdom, acceptance of its circumstances is only one way to enjoy it. Otherwise, with our ignorance, we’ll always suffer a lot there. Not from outside conditions, but from internal experience. Experience, which is our way of interaction with it. It can be instinctive fear, intuitive love from intellectual freedom, or inventive wisdom. Everything depends only from one thing: our attitude, which is result of perspective, that we build through previous experience. Attitude, that generates certain field of vibration, which attracts similar situations, people and circumstances for us. For instance, when we are angry and we try to kill all mosquitos, which bites us, for sure it will attract more of them, but if we calm refuse their company and we move to other place, it´s really small chance, that they will follow us. Other example here can be our baptism from jellyfish. When we are angry and start to scratch it, it makes only worse, but if we accept it, waiting with patience for at least one minute, itching will be gone. Acceptance of all our life situations creates, or rather discover, completely new dimension. Dimension, in which our intention is crucial for all. Intention to hurt, or help. To ignore, or accept. Profit, of benefit. When we put our attention, we create effort and lack of it is source of our boredom, but if we focus at that boredom, we create effort again, so boredom dissapears as well.

Physical effort creates endorphines, which regulates level of our dopamine and adrenaline, mental one release our vassopressine and vital one, gives us serotonin. Emotional one regulates oxytocin and rest is source of our melatonin. When we sleep to much, we’ve got anxious and angry, because astral sloth is reason of mental anxiety and vital anger as well, that’s why balance between act and rest is most important for our health. Focusing at eremocene, we can understand fact, that solitude is our natural state and culture, in which we all grew up, only demonize it, with creating fear from it, similar like from sorrow, boredom, loneliness and anxiety. Although, with putting our effort on all of them, teach us something really incredible.

Same as spending time at the beach teach us most important lessons of life. First, we take there only most important and necessary stuff with us. Second, we learn there five levels of interactions with nature, which works everywhere in whole our life: A) recognition of difference B) ignorance C) acceptance D) love E) full enjoyment. When we spend whole sunny day at the beach, we can also figure out fact, that every part of the day is different level of that school of life. Starting from delicate sunrise, after magnificent dawn with “golden hour”, through more stronger sun at the morning, kick of serotonin, with culmination climax at afternoon, oxytocine and relaxing chill out moments at the evening, which release our dopamine, after confronting whole day with scorching sun and finished time of crimson sunset, which is our cherry on the top of cake, togehter with astonishing “golden hour” dusk, makes our whole one day at that shool of life. Day, in which we can learn about ourselves only if we put our full attention to the feelings, which are like that sun rays, with which we can read mesage between them. Of course, to be able to do it, we have to spent more time there before, because our ability to adapt to any new situation needs always one, but most important condition: patience. Patience, with which we can adapt to every extreme condition and with gained from there knowledge, we expand our Consciousness much more, because strong spirit want to be only stronger and every uncomfortable situation is opportunity to achieve that goal. Also with strong spirit we strength our mind as well. Win-win situation.

Exactly one month after he started to travel from chilean Arica to uruguaian Chuy, two weeks and 2000 km later, after eight months at paciffic side, Me comes slowly back, with music rhythm, which leads him already three decades to atlantic ocean again.. First, after six days of trip, when he visited incredible argentinian becahes in Colon and San Jose, where on that last one he saw it realy great concert of 30 years old hard-rock band “Responsibilidad Limitado”, that played there on sixth motorcycle summit, where brings him crazy rocker with his old Fiat Uno, riding around 130 km/h. Then, exploring Montevideo beaches, where on magnificent Melvin, he’ve met one old punk, from which he’ve got info about really great hc/punk concert saturday night in the center, on which he’ve got great pleasure to enjoy local three bands, from which “Ciudad Orsai” took his breath away and finally, he ended up in Atlantide’s beaches. Where after tremendous storm, during which he’ve to perform ridiculous spectacle for few hours of putting its clothes on with one hand, when holding broken umbrella, that saved him from that crazy wind and rain by other one until rain stops he moved further to Piriapolis to relax. Starting his exploration, with still rough water in ocean from “Priapolis”, through “Los Angeles” and “La Rinconda”, where on sunny day, when finally rain stops, he completely regenerates, watching local football game. Football game, that inspire him to new concepts, that whole our life is exactly like that game, in which ball is whole energy, that we share between and receiving in resemble our emotion, when sending, information and same like with football, we have to learn art of receiving and sending it to be good player. Receiving is knowledge about feelings and sending, about the thoughts and when we learn how to control both, we start to understand what all life is about. Bringing that ball to the football goal, which is third eye, opens for us new dimensions of that game, that we can explore in case to win it and one goal is just beginning of all that journey, not its end, as we play final match. Later, after quite calm night, that he spented on “Punta Fria”, Me moved to beautiful “San Fransisco” and following his visit on “Punta Colorada”, he went to Punta del este for exploring Playa Mansa there, slowly moving to local port, where after whole day spented on Rio del Plata side, finally with his feet, Me touched Atlantic Ocean again.

“3 months 2 heal the wounds”

Same as thougts & feelings are aware part of emotion sensation & information stimulation, suffering is aware part of the pain and satisfaction of pleasure. Although, unconscious parts of it, kshama & addiction can be “seen” as prana & fractals only with mindfullness state, when their aware part as suffering & satisfaction dissolves in pure Consciousness same as thoughts & feelings at samadhi. That´s why is impossible to live without pain & pleasure, but possible without suffering & satisfaction. Revelation about fact, that we can distinguish conscious pain from aware suffering, gives us knowledge that satisfaction from (guilty) pleasures, same as suffering, can be source of our pain, because in the conscious state pain is the same as a pleasure and that leads us to final conclusion, that our addiction from both, is merely illusion, created with our satisfaction, or suffering, which are illusion itself, and learning kshama, we overcome all illusion in self-realization. Realization, that source of suffering, is not pain at all, but our avidia about kshama. Same  way, source of satisfaction is not pleasure, but addiction to it itself. Fasting time, when we consciously resign from satisfaction from eating, shows taht all addiction is just illusion, because temporary pleasure, during “normal eating days” builds that illusion everyday, while within fasting period, it stops. Although, during that time we feel pain, doesn´t mean we have to suffer from it (especially, when we are fasting for a first time in life) & all pranayamas, which we should practice then, shows us how to learn control over our suffering. That´s why, fasting time is the best way to use it our breath to learn how to learn it, because being disconnected from material pleasures, we can learn how to control the thoughts & feelings, whcih are source of that suffering, or satisfaction. Moreover, we can learn how to stop all of them, during samadhi, which results in kshama. That leads to our self-realization of being kshama, which is necessary condition to be & know Tao. Tao, which can be known only with kshama, without any thoughts, feelings, suffering, or our satisfaction. Moments, when we, conscious about pain & pleasure, don´t feel suffering, or satisfaction anymore, are time of its transcendence.

Transcendence, about which we start to become aware with transforming our free will into wise wish with a way of love. Love, that´s like our guitar lesson, which first interaction with other people, when we forgive our broken trust, are just basic chords, with which later we can build our own song, using that forgiveness to fix our life. Same way as with that chords, our forgiveness become completely natural, with which we play later whole repertoire of our life, in which transendence is like our changing octave, in which we use that chords automatically. Although, to be able to play with music, or our life, first we need to learn that chords, our forgiveness. Honesty is our constant practice, thanks to which we can create our compositions and grattitude for that opportunity is act of our final singing of our life song. Only through our singing we can change the octave and when that transformation become conscious, that is transmutation of Consciousness with that transcendence. Infinite transendence, which is that whole symphony of whole universe, builded with that songs and its octave level decides about fact, if its chaotic punk-rock, balanced post-rock, or harmonoius orchestral jazz. First is based on basic three chords: fear, freedom and love, second one with wisdom, which unites all five in last one with two more transcendents its identity, pro gnosis. Gnosis, that is our cure for universal “Neurosis”, which is transcendenting into conscious “Mono” and later to “The Last Poets” of Intelligence, when our transmutation to next octave is just gently shout of ocean itself. Our state of Consciousness is that dasein, with which we decide what kind of music we resonate with and our Self is that DJ, who play it for us constantly. self-realization is that moment of our transmutation, when we become that DJ itself. Taking over its console, knowing already how to play with guitar, we start to compose our silent sound of Tao. Sound, which can be compared with that apnea moments between low and high tides within ocean of Intelligence. Moments, when we transendent into counter-wave, with which we come back to the source of all our music. Deep, still ocean of silence. Silence, which is the same middle of that transcendence, without any suffering thoughts, or feelings satisfaction. Silence, which can be known in our solitude within nature & completely understooded in kshama. Silence, that is distracted with every noise from our culture of “(anti)social” platforms, with every sound of that universal neurosis to force us for listening others music, instead of our own, because only in silence we can learn how to play with life. Only within our solitude we can be completely honest to ourselves to be able to forgive our life mistakes, listening all taht crappy radio-(s)hits, with which theyd fed us everyday.

Fight from fiction for extinction of fun generation extension

Joseph Goebbells. propaganda minister during Hitler´s “Third reich”, acknowledged about ancient cymatics, from which all religions, took it all their symbolism as well, know how to manipulate massess with that low vibration on Hitler´s speeches. Then half century later, “Rockeffeler´s Foundation” use the same knowledge on massive, almost global, scale, establishing 440 Hz as worldwide standard for all radio & TV stations. Which still works until today by the way. That´s why turning off all electronic devices and going back to ythe nature, resets our natural vibes to that high, natural one 432 hz. Without any distractions. Our choice, if we want to be influenced with artifficial cultural, or natural vibrations has tremendous effect on our whole life. Of course, today, all tech-no-logical progress with 5G masts and whole “smart-culture”, including “smart cars” in “smart cities”, governed by “smart phones”, is hiding even more deep all that manipulation to hold all humanity on that lowest level of vibration. All, so called “social platforms” are distracting us from real relations with ourselves, destroying also relations with our friends as well (as Mark Zuckerberg admit it on one of his interviews officialy). Main their agenda is to keep us all disconnected from our real source, instead of giving us illusion of real relationhips, while most important relation in our life is with ourselves. If we are ignorant, we are always confused and full of doubts, but if we accept it and reconnect with our real nature, we gain universal trust fromk conscious assurance, with which we can´t be manipulated, because having that gnosis, shows us who we really are and what infinite possibilities we have. Possibilities tio change absolutely everything with our intention, which are deep dormant with our human ignorance. Although, with discovering them, we start to understand what that whole life is about. We comprehend fact, that infinite transcendence of Consciousness state is our natural way of life and through discovering that higher levels, we wake up from the spiritual sleep and start to evolve, because our viewpoint depends from that level and everything in our life depends from that perspective. Perspective, which is like one chord in our life music and with learning more of it, we can create whole symphony instead of that radio(s)hit cacophony. Cacopohony, which most of people today unconsciously repeats as a mantra, what results in kind of music, or whole life, they create. Music, same as whole life is only one of the “Artes Liberales”. that don´t need any space, because its main purpose is to play, nothing else. Just play for fun all the time. Cacophony as sad existence needs a lot of space, material guilty pleasures and our fight for it. Fight, which is always opposite to fun, because when we have real fun, we don´t think about any fight and if we have to fight for survive, we don´t have fun of life at all. fun, which is real life attractions instead of fight for its fake distraction. Fun, that is life essence, which when we are “young & innocent” we always look for and with “growing up”, taking that fun more serious, we lose that essence through more and more distarctions, changing life for survive. Distractions, which creates illusion, that life is a fight. That narration creates hostile perception of the world, in which we see other people as rivals, what force us to competite, instead of cooperate it. Although, when we see life as a fun, we always cooperate, because fun together is always better. Through cooperation we learn compassion and love, when with competition only self-interest and fear from being looser. Although, winner with looser, are only two sides of the same illusion, fake and true, when reality is, that everyone of us is just creator of all that fun, not only true participiant, or false victim. Fun, that we create with our imagination, through focusing our attention with intention. When we understand real power of our intention, we don´t need to fight for anything, because we comprehend fact, that all fun is gone, when we are distracted from it. With our attention we create all that fun, when with lack of it, we fight for others attention. Attention is like telescope, with which we observe all life, but when our is broken, than we fight for a new one, which is working. Forgetting about fact, that all of that is just fun for observation, not a fight about that  next telescope. That´s why people, who gives us most attention, gain most our trust, as our parents, or fosters. When that trust is broken, we change our fun for fight, just because of our human ignorance. Unconscious about fact, that all that situation is benefficila for our further evolve, we start to look for enemies, who “creates” it. Dependent of our temporary experience in life fun, we become more, or less, to suffer. Blaming other for that suffering, we create even more suffering, losing all that fun at all. Although, learning love within honest forgiveness, we give back our fun again, because force of love is taht fun itself. Fun, that creates whole life, when fight in fear, destroys it. Living in love with real fun, we slowly stop to suffer, because we understand fact, that source of it is our fight for survive. Neverthless the life circumstances, love will always bring resiliance through suffering and if we learn how to love our fun, later we have fun with love, our life itself. Life, which is just our imagination, that is depending from the state of Consciousness and our intention to change it, is a first step to transform that fight into fun, our decleration. Second one is our confirmation, with actual trancendence of it. Transcendence, that is FUN-dament of Intelli-GEN-ce, which transmutates us from Hum-an(imal), through FUN-man, until its FUN-eral. That´s why in old cultures, which descendants are still alive today in South America, or Australia, for example funeral is not sadness moment, like in western culture, but celebration of fun, which is time of that transcendence in higher dimension of reality. Transendence, which can be fun, only without suffering, in our kshama. Suffering, which same as its source, our anxiety, is a consequence of the freedom between ignorance and acceptance of it. when we accept, we can learn innerpeace with kshama and through that transendent our state of Consciousness much higher. Otherwise, when we ignore it, with avoiding it, we end up in the fear.

Check-king rules

Art of chess play resemble our life, where king is Intelligence and queen Consciousness. One life span is like one game, in which we try to check other king few times with different figures. Those figures, mindfullness, opposite to pawns, our awareness, has more option to do it. Tower mind concentration, horse spirit contemplation and bishop soul meditation, leads to universal samadhi, our attack. Dependent of our oponent experience, its spiritual self-evolve progress, that situation finish with active counter-attack, our transcendence, neutral pat – divorce between material and spiritual, or passive mat, our  material desnedence. Our check is that broken trust, from which reaction depends further game change. Being checked already few times, we are prepared to lose some figures, in case to defend the king. Although, king also have option to attack, our gentle heart can consciously transcendent from material to spiritual world. Necessary condition of that is that have to be checked, with broken heart, or trust generally. Without being checked we don´t know our position. When every life situation is opporunity for us to evolve, discomfort one, are that most transcendenting, because being checked already, we start to be more carefull, that´s why leaving our “comfrot zone” is so important. With encountering new, stressful one, we learn a lot. Ignoring it, we stay where we are, in “comfort zone”.

Same as in chess, we have to enter that other, more unknown, half of chess board, our unsafe life time, to make our attack even possible. The white and black squares are our possitive and negative life experiences, whcih both leada to the same goal – to win a game. Dependent from quantiity, or even preciselly quality, of previous games, which we palyed in the past lifes, our chance to win are more accurate and when we play fopr a first time ever, it´s good to know its rules (Mathi). Body awareness is always horizontal, chess pawn can walk only straight further, without coming back and capture other figures, only within the distance of one square on a diagonal line, with myopic, dualistic left-right view. Rook can beat and move only horizontally and vertically for infinite distance, same as bishop can do it only diagonally. Only knights can jump over other figures and beat them in their original way: two  squares ahead in one direction (horizontally, or vertically) and then turn one square perpendicular to the first move. Our spieit is always over matter and mind as well, Queen can move and beat 360 degree all squares and ways in straight line as possible, combining the movement of rook and bishop. Similar as our king, which can do the same, but only with one square distance. Our fragile Intelligence is guarded with hard Consciousness, soft soul, wise spirit, smart mind and stupid body through all life, until we cross to that other half of game, uncomfortable part of life. Side, from where, actually, our real game starts, after we start to lose our first pawns, in case of taking control of chessboard. After we learn our detachment from material part of the world (Aparigraha), in case to take control over our spiritual development (Dhrthi). After loosing first important figures, we learn our humility (Hri) and later starting to be more carefull about thoughs and deeds (Sauca) with cleand mind rooks at the back (Arjavam) we defend our king (Tapas), simultaneously attack other one with rest of figures (Vrata). Our reflection on our life game (Svadhyaya) together with sacrificing some figures (Mita Hara) leads to our victory (Kshama) afetr acceptance good and bad moves (Santosha), which we made only for one reason, to win game (Isvarapranidhana). With our honesty (Satya) and compassion (Ahimsa) we made that game much more interesting and through celibacy (Brahmacharya) we can save more energy to rise up level of our Consciousness, what results in seeing more options to win. Our golden rule always is, if we see good move, we should wait for a better one and to win we have to engage in a check situation, what means, that with avoiding discomfort in life, we will always lose. Sitting non-stop in our comfort, or arther safe zone, distarcting ourselves with food, sex and drugs, we are making our gentle heart stone heart until is so heavy, that we need crisis situation in case to brake it and that situation is our check. Moment of its transmutation from microcosm into macrocosm, when our mortal magnoelectric waves (Jivatma) change into causal scalar one (Vishatma), which are faster then light. Without braking stone heart we can´t discover our gentle one inside and same moment of its braking is beginning of our conscious transcendence. Time, when we recognize our true emotional nature, instead of fake rational. Although, both are illusion of real, intelligent one.

Transforming our transcendent nature (Paramatma) from individual to cosmic is like replacing pawn with more usefull figure, after its making all the way through chessboard. That transmutation rises up our chances to win of course and shows us also that in fact, we are playing all time with ourselves, changing our complicated chess game into simple dart, in which we are throwing arrow to certain field, we are choosing life situation, we want to interact with. When we decide to hit double, or even triple ring, we are leaving our comfort, or safe zone and bullseye is our broken trust experience, wthat gives us the biggest opportuinity to evolve spiritually. After our forgiveness, when we take it arrows out, later we can throw them again. Firts with taking arrow into the hend, we receive it, next aiming it, we accept it. Throwing, we trust that will find that right field, which is moment of our surrender to higher Self and after forgiving, we greatfully thank for all that opportunity to evolve, with counting so far collected points. When we become “gourmands of life”, fully enjoying good and bad its tastes at the same way, we completely comprehend what all that life is about. Not chasing constantly for new material & temporary pleasure, avoiding confrontation with unpleasent pain thorugh distraction, but to honesty learn to accept it. To be able to distinguish it from suffering and in consequence of it, to eliminate its source. When we remove ignorance, reason of our suffering, we can finally reach our life goal – kshama, or our check-mate, or 501 points. Our gentle heart, chess king, or bullseye, is that fragile field, that with our life span-king, we can transmutate from thin-king into tall-king, our information into emotion, through trekking on life mountain. Mountain, which is only that visible part of iceberg, immersed fully within ocean of intelligence. Ocean, which have eight levels of water, or its zones. Sea level of spacial surface, on which wave level of musical shout creates motoric silenced foam, that is hidden in natural depth of ocean. Depth, where social level, that is created with linguistic and logic abyss are all immersed in ocean trenches., same hadal zone, intuitive one. The latter one, our intrapersonal intelligence, is entrance to center, where gentle heart is covered with verbal and logic interpersonal mind, taht together with kinesthetic body, spacial spirit and musical soul, creates its whole ex-it, Consciousness, source of linguistic Universe (it). Universe that contains visual attention, audible awareness, motoric imagination within natural mindfullness created with interpersonal intention from logic Consciousness and intrapersonal intelligence. One (en)trance to (c)enter of free (ex)it for transcendence in five parts of it. Zero point of gentle heart. One mindfullness to Tao of free Consciousness for evolve in five parts of Universe. Our spacial freedom of seeking results in motoric anxiety of asking, which can finish with linguistic fear of talking, or logic wisdom of thinking, depends from natural love for hikikng. All united in social trekking, which in consequence of that leads to musical zeroid ticking, finished with intuitive tacking. Our gentle king first is see-king for freedom, next is as-king why is anxious, then thin-king that´s affraid, but when start hi-king at mountain of life, later is tall-king own, new story. When hiking turn into trekking, nothing is tacking anymore, because our spanking is complete and it can start to see as thin hi tall trek tic tac span, through biking. Bi-king, which is our heart couple (tic-tac), with which all that trekking journey starts from that broken trust, our for-king. Forking of life way, which makes us yak-king, or just eye win-king .o)

When our king is IN, its mouth are OUT, expressing what feels, through using words. Words, which are final effect of thoughts. Our expression goes from thin-king to tall-king, but impression it´s going in opposite way, from emotion to information and when that feeling is not expressed, become repressed and supressed. That´s how our gentle heart turns slowly into stone. Through ignorance of feelings, which is also reason of our broken heart and trust as well, because when we don´t know how to deal with our feelings, we also ignore other people emotion; when we learn love and compassion, we are conscious about feelings inside the kINg and outside with our mOUThs. Self-expression with comapssion in help-full talking builds relation-ships, on which we can travel, traffic-king through our ocean of intelligence without sin-king and panic-king. Just thank-king for fun-king with pran-king ;o).

Excatly three decades ago Me start to question for a first time in his life reality, in which he lived. He asked: “why I have to go for 10 months to school and have only 2 months of holidays? I want that opposite!” Ten years later he realized his first big life dream to learn how to transform that in his own way, he travel for 10 months around Europe and have rest for next two months. Then he start to dream about traveling with his own band, because so far he only join different bands on their tour. One decade later ecactly, he realized that dream also with his Amsterdam based punk-metal band “Diesel Breath”, with which in one year they made two eurotours around 12 countries. Durinbg that time he learn that realizing life dreams always starts with questioning. Questioning what I really want and how to get it. Later, within questioning why I want that and what for, gives answers about purpose in our life and how to fulfill it. Purpose, which shows the way of further life. All that experiences of two decades from vagabond life style brings him to the moment of realization his biggest dream so far, to know and completely understand it freedom, which only starts his biggest journey within. Journey, with which he strat to discover that invisible part of universe, which later also expands to its source, Consciousness and thats latter source as well, Intelligence. Today, after understanding fact, that when conscious life is turning it in constant hollidays, he has 12 months of it annually. Visiting terrains of different ancient cultures with over 600 beaches in last four years, on four different continents, gives him so much wisdom and experiences, which after comprehending them, fulfilled eight books so far. Wisdom about Consciousness itself and its source is final effect of that journey OUT and (mostly) IN. Travel, which starts long time ago from that one simple question: “Why?” Question, that opens his perspective about him and whole world, which today he knows that its his creation. Same as all concepts, feelings and thoughts, which he can leave it whe he want. Leave them to live it, for discovering real Self instead of fake selfie and true identities. To know reality itself, without any concepts and ideas, to comprehend it, not understand it. Main difference between both, is that we comprehend with our gentle heart and understand with cruel mind. Mind, that is consequence of our stone heart and only with breaking it, we can know that gentle one inside. Gentle, which knows, instead of believe, love not lust, helps not hurts and have fun, instead of fight. Which really live, not only exist. That one, which Me listen carefully and follows already for three decades, what brings him to that same source after his honest intention. Intention, with which he also wrote that book to show all other people what incredible power of intention it´s dreaming within them and how amazing their life can be after they will discover it. Power, which leads to real force from the same source, our intelligence. Intelligence, which have infinite levels and our transcendence through them depends from the state of Consciousness. If it´s low as fear, shame, or guilt, we descends from spiritual to that more material world, but when is high as love, innerpeace and serenity, we ascend to that less dense. From that state depends our perspective as well. If we are only Humanimals, instinctive “happiness machiness”, or maybe something much more advanced, that we can´t even imagine, because our imagination can´t comprehend that real king. King, that is guraded with Consciousness queen, but after we explore its source, we can comprehend it with our gentle heart whole chessboard of life, our nirvana.

With rational mind we can only believe all what we can imagine, that old known story, when we are good, we will go to heaven and otherwise, to hell. While through emotional heart we know, that neither hell, or heaven doesn´t exist, it´s only purgatory for young spirit and paradise for grown up, old soul. When we know, we don´t have to believe, that means if we completely trust our gentle heart, we don´t need to listen that cruel mind. We can use it, although, for spiritual growth. Growth, which salvates us from illusionary perception, showing reality itself. Reality, that is completely irrational, incomprehensible for rational mind. That´s why when we are doing all irrational things as fasting (weaking body), forgiving and helping our enemies (weaking ego & mind), or giving, when we don´t have (weaking all three at once), like writting that text at three o´clock at the saturday morning after exhausting day, we grow up spiritually, because we strength our spirit always when we choose to live in benefficial way, instead of profitable. We are competely safe wthin our “win-win-king”, because spiritual inspiration instead of mental motivation helps also other people and through that we´re helping ourselves with self-evolve progress. Our menatl and rational perception of latter one imagine that as horizontal chart, when in fact is always spiral, without beginning and end, just infinite. That short experience of our identity with personality is only one rotation of it. When we loose that persona in samadhi state, or with physical death, we rotate much further and depends from its direction, we ascend, or descend. Regenerate, or degenerate. We evolve from physical realization and mental formation, through vital creation and astral emanation, until same causal motion & beyond in athma-buddhi stillness, or we devolve in opposite direction.

Our “golden rule” from chess game teach us one of the most important fact about our life, that between impulse and instinctive reaction on t, there´s always a lag. Delay, which we can use for our benefit, consciously choosing from of our interaction with it. Through discovering that possibility, we learn that our interaction don´t have to be always instinctive reaction, but can be also intellectual response, intuitive attraction, or inventive provocation. That lag from our good move to that better one gives us possibility to evolve. From state of Consciousness form of that interaction change diametrically and observing carefully and consciously our behavior we can comprehend how low, or high we are. That knowledge gives us opportunity to consciously change our state, which is our real freedom. To consciously choose form of our interaction to certain life situation. Wisdom of life is our knowledge how and when to aplly that possibility to particular event in our life. For example, being in forest alone, when we are attacked by unknown animal, deffinitely better for us is to react immedietely, than response, or attract but if the same animal is only threating us without attacking, is much better to attract, then react, through rising up our vibrational Consciosuness state, because feeling uncomfortable with that higher vibes, that animal will leave us soon as possible without necessity to attack. Knowing our fact, that certain levels of Consciousness heas limited possibility to interact, we can use it as a weapon for us in life to defend same as in chess, we can use castling. For instance, with our animal in the forest, we know that reaction is only one possibility for it to use, but we have much more options to choose without necessary hurting (or even killing), what gives us possibility to choose that other way. With that knowledge we can always interact on higher levels, if it´s possible and with that growing up spiritually, while without that, through our ignorance, we are always condemned to react. Great example here can be fastring practice, when during it, we not only detach from material food, but mostly we learn way how we can interact with that certain life situation. When during our “normal” daily addiction from food we always react instinctively for hunger, with grabbing some snack within reach, in the time of fasting we learn how to quit that addiction and to find an alternative way to gain energy, like sun rays, prana, or cosmic radiation. Way, which is much healthier for us then intoxicants from processed food, but not so tasty as them. During our fasting period we learn also how to abstain from the taste as well. Taste, which is only temporary pleasure, when lack of it, is our eternal pain. Pain, which when we learn how to accept, gives us possibility to learn kshama. Kshama , which is hidden in that lag between stimulation and interaction. Delay, which expands our knowledge how to distinguish pain from suffering as well. Suffreing, which is instinctive reaction for that pain and through learning other ways to interact, we cease it automatically. Same way, as we´ll erase imagine hunger during fasting. Hunger, that is impulse, simple information for us about that possibility and from our interaction depends where we end up. Grabbing some fast snack, we still stay addicted to it, but looking for alternatives, we can consciously quit thtat addiction. Of course, same as in chess, all that process need a lot of time, like every transformation in nature as well. Addiction, which is just simple concept based on perception and with “stretching” that human perception, we are “coming out” from the mind conceptions, so from its addictions as well. With our expansion of Consciosuness, we slowly quit all illusions, from which we was addicted since cradle. Starting from physical hunger, through mental suffer until emotional loneliness. That are just impulses for us to deal with the biggest illusion – our spiritual fear. Fear from which we are addicted so much, that even in moments of life without it, we rationalize that is not normal. That normal is to be affraid. Affraid from vision of life, without suffering, hunger, or loneliness. Affraid from love, kshama and fulfillment. Until we convince ourselves that this life is impossible, it will be like that, because that´s the mind who decides, what´s true and what´s false. What´s right and wrong, what exist and what don´t. That´s why first step to understand, or precisely to comprehend, who, or what we really are is to get out of the rational mind, to irrational spirit. Same way, as one day we understood fact, that we are not only that physical body before. Our self-evolve process resemble here sun compass, where body is our east rising sun, mind southern noon, spirit western sunset and soul midnight at the north. Although, to be able to see that four cardinal points, first we have to be in the center of that sun compass and that center is the entrance for more deep and mysterious dimension, astral. Dimension, where we really live, making all choices, which final effects we can observe it here. That dimension, physical one, is sort of our laboratory, in which we make all experiments, through experince different situations, but our “office” is deep within, on that another, invisible side of sun compass. To be able to enter there, we have to do just two sipmle things: stop to think and stop to feel. Our samadhi state without thoughts and feelings is our kshama, in which we comprehend our real nature, instead of that fake mentophysical “atom” and true causalovital “atman”, our buddhi nature. Nature, which is represented by its pure Consciousness, with inspiration from its source, Intelligence. Intelligence, which is that origin, our “office management”, which makes all that experiments in case of its further progress. Progress, which is that infinite transcendence, that depends from state of that Consciousness. Ascending, when Consciousness expands, descending in its opposite way.

“3 years 4 great rehearse 2 see progress of transcendence .”

Our transcendence, which we can’t fully comprehend it, when we are distracted from our nature. Only with solitude, anxiety and boredom, when we are completely at our perception is possible to feel as water in that ocean of Intelligence. Water, which is in constant motion of thoughts, feelings and states of Consciousness. Same as liquid, vapor, or plasma, non-stop change its appearance. Only “solid” ice seems permanent and if we are attached to that physical and mortal body, we begin genocide for the soul, because astral sloth is consequence of causal doubts. Doubts, which we have from our ignorance of that infinite transition of physical body, through liquid mind, until vital spirit and plasmatic soul with monadic wave. Our physical desire is the first step for spiritual gentrification, which is source of soul genocide. Fasting, pranayama with pratyahara it strength our spirit and with learning how to control our all desires, saves our soul as well. to be able to do it, we have to focus on the feelings, which are in constant motion and practicing yoga helps to follow that movement with our full attention. Movement, that is source of all life and through its belief in permanent state of the mind is source of that doubts, which we have, because only experience of that transcendence with full attention, dissolves them and transcends our states even beyond it. We gain knowledge about our real nature, which eliminates all doubts and in consequence of that, our sloth as well together with desire, distress, or anger. Transcendence of spirit and soul opens for us completely new, unknown yet realms.

Same as body doesn´t like hunger, mind can’t stand boredom, spirit sorrow and soul loneliness, but when we understand simple fact, that life is not a fakebook, in which we myopic like, or dislike things, but is about to enjoy all its aspects, we can slowly make our anxiety far memory, which is consequence of all of them. Similar as with our suffer, we can overcome it only with our acceptance. Acceptance of its reasons. Thanks to unpleasant and uncomfortable practices, we gain wisdom, that teach us fact, that our perspective gets wider with all things, that we are doing much harder. Because is not about the same effect, but about all that effort, which we put in case to receive results. If we want to be constantly happy, we have to transcendent our point of view non-stop, because that’s our real nature, although living in culture, that ignore it that fact, we can’t understand that sadness is natural consequence of that transcendence, because we are not the same identity, from which we was addicted before and that fact is the most difficult to accept with ego.mind, which always want to be static, solid and permanent. Active, free spirit, beyond it, constantly pursue for our transition, which passive ego.mind make it slower every time, that it is possible and with neutral soul, we decide about that direction. Although, with soul genocide, when is gone, there’s no more chooser, only victim and participant of that journey. Not mention here even about real creator. Our soul is like life guard on the beach and if waves are to high, we may can not survive our surfing. Only with the guard we feel safe enough to practice our inner peace. When that watcher dissapears, we will stay constantly anxious, because that’s the awareness of its observation, what it makes as really safe. Quantum physics experiments only proves that fact. Observer effect. Free spirit want to learn new dimensions, afraid mind always avoids any danger and only soul knows how to combine them both for progress, that is safe and efffective at the same time. That’s why, when we are fasting, exercising yoga, or pranayamas, only one way to reach satisfying us results is to always listen our intuition. When we put our full attention inside at our inner kid, we immediately know which technique is best for us, same way as watching lifeguard knows when is time to react. All of us are different with unique experiences, that’s why there’s no perfect receipe, but with listening our soul, we can wrote that prescription for ourselves and through tasting different ways of life, we can finally create that most desirable for us. That formula, which is most safe and effective at the same time for our transcendence. Process of infinite transition, that goes on and on for millennia, or even out of time, happens constantly and our attention about it makes true for a while. Horizontal evolution of perspective is temporary, but vertical self-evolution of Consciousness is eternal and everlasting and only through experiencing infinite transcendence, we know what all of that is for, for how long and where we are exactly now at that intelligent journey. That gnosis erase all our doubts, which are source of the anxiety and motivates us to constant transmutation, because curiosity what is after that state, that we are now, is that motion of all energy. Our infinite Intelligence, which is omnipresent and unerring is conscious about itself. Creates all different levels of that Consciousness for knowledge about all possibilities that have. Possibilities, that are also constantly transcending with its attitude, in case of knowledge about own limits and until time, when comprehends fact, that there’s no limits for that, that transition lasts for ever. Only with honest admitting, that is immortal and infinite, it will slower down all that progress for a while, with creating doubts, which makes illusion of its mortality, that is greatest fear of ego.mind,. Mind, which creates other fears to avoid that one. With creating new distractions, it get forget for a while about mundane existence and with overthinking, limits own life to avoid all danger and unsafe situations, because when experience them, can transcends that limits and discover reality. Reality, that is sad, lonely and bored from its perspective, that’s why creates that entertainment illusion from company of happy people around. People, that are same, lonely, sad and bored as itself. To forget about that fact, creates new artificial illusions, until one, but that crucial, crisis moment of pure honest forgiveness in which can start newer journey in opposite direction, from results until its source. Source, which is unknown from result perspective, because of its ignorance and only through acceptance of experiencing, it can give its assurance. Ignorance for get fear, acceptance for give love, assurance for sake of freedom for sooth in wisdom from Intelligence. Unity of all for tune vibes of that Consciousness level, until love frequency, of 528 Hz. Frequency in which silence, sound with light are equal for ever, forever. Forever Consciousness fortune, forget fear, forgive with love, forsake of freedom from forsooth wisdom. Fortune forever.

…from GENeral RESTART.

Our general restart begins with purification from any thoughts and feelings. That “tabula rasa” state of samadhi is necessary to gain gnosis of who, or more what we really are. Gnosis, from which we can create completely new concept of the world outside and most important of that within. With that new, temporary, concept we can explore that completely new dimensions of reality, what gives us more perspectives about them. Perspectives, which when they are united, creats whole Consciousness itself. Although, origin of that is hidden much more deeper and to explore that source , we have to focus on “cerator”, our inspiration. Through that experience we can comprehend TAO. Tao, which is only one unchangeable, permanent and infinite “no-state” of us. Our eye of the storm, whole inside donut and Intelligence within Consciousness. that invisible interferation and diffraction of all energy waves in universe. Nothing beyond everything, which change anything with something from only one thing. Spiration behind inspiration, that creates imagination with attention from our intention. Spiration, which is pure generation regenerated with respiration from aspiration “to be”, instead of “to have” and “to do”. To be experience itself, not to have & doing it. Aspiration that leads to conspiration of being Intelligence itself. Inspiration, which creates whole Consciousness with its all universes and our awareness about them. Awareness, which can be changed into mindfullness in case to comprehend their source. Mindfullness, that is prespiration, our preparation for general restart, for purification and its Consciousness as a final effect of that transmutation. Transmutation, that is conscious part of that transformation, or our infinite transcendence. Transcendence, which is like that river of life and only from our intention depends if we jump into it, or not. River, that goes and goes on from its source until waterfalls, behind which is pure ocean of Taoness. Our mindfullness is that decision to jump, which can brings us to Consciousness, our waterfalls, beyond which is our Intelligence. Every ocean starts from little stream, that later change into creek and river, which ends up finally in the ocean. So as our life starts with attention, which builds awareness. That later form with its imagination whole universe to discover that our inspiration to made all of that comes from our intention to back to its source. During that journey we can comprehend fact, that this source is actually our destination point and wghole life is that way to reach it. Way, which can be conscious, or unconscious. Comprehended from immersing within flow of the river, or understanded with its imagination from the shore, but only first one leads us to our Tao. With the second one we can only walk to waterfalls and back to source. That horizontal stroll is like turning around our sun compass and in case we want to know other dimension, we have to vertically immerse within. To immerse in Consciousness through samadhi, which leads us to kshama. Kshama, which is necessary condition to go beyond that sun compass in case to discover its origin. Origin, to where leads only three steps: universal love, consciouss kshama and intelligent fulfillment. Spiritual, life earned love, that we can change for cruel mind death kshama to reach our gentle heart, soul fulfillment, after which monad´s unity transmutates into buddhi Taoness. Apnea of our gentle heart, which is surrounded with that stone one from mind ego-consruct. Heart, that beats with its Isvara, where its inhale is prana inspiration and exhaling cosmic raditaion, or exspiration. Heart, which have to be open in case of purification from all pollution within, with breaking that stone, from which starts our general restart. From purification of new spirit to become old soul. Spirit, that can learn new pranayamas in case to purify mind from thoughts and feelings (pratyahara) for reaching samadhi, that´s necessary for kshama. To be able to do it, first need to prepare physical body, which occupies for a while with yoga asanas and ayurveda practices to make that flow of prana easy. Prana, which is life energy, that stimulates different centers, called chakras. Every chakra responds to its different level of that spirit, or its age. Muladhara is governing fear of safety and grounding, Svadhistana manages sexual energy and creation, Manipura is general management and self-esteem. Annahata responds our love and compassion, Vissudha – freedom of self-expression, Ajna – wisdom of life and Sahasrara is responsible for unity with much higher level than human. Ascending from manipura to annahata spirit transmutates to soul and from sahasrara to monad, which later becomes Consciousness and its source, Intelligence. All of that transcendence is process of spiritual growth from physical body until Tao buddhi and depends from the state of our Consciosuness, on which that spirit vibrates, it attracts all life situations for its further growth, Situatioins with people, events and interactions to them, which shows how old is, or on which level vibrates. When vibrates really high, often synchronizations are normal situations in daily life, which becomes without stress and suffering. Otherwise, when is young, then have a lot to learn, that´s why life looks so terrible and hopeless, burt gradually with gaining more knowledge, it comes out from darkness of existence, through brightness of gnosis, into lightness of eternal life. Gnosis, which is that light on the end of the tunnel. Tunnel, or void, which every spirit have to cross it in case of its purification. Purification, which transmutates it first to soul, then to monad and Consiousness with Intelligence at the end. When spirit is young, is enslaved on that physical side of sun compass and turns around the mind cell, from east and south to west and north. Although, when grows up, then can change side through its catharsis. Dependent from intention that transcendence can be voluntary, or forced. First one shows, that spirit is really old and already experienced, when last indicates opposite situation. Nevermind the circumstances, its catharsis elevates him much further. On the another side of life compass progress is much faster, because is not limited with mind concepts and beliefs. With going deeper and deeper into rabbit hole spirit transmutates from humind breath, through soul earth breath, until monad universal, isvara to finally become its source, Tao. Depends where prana is directed, we can feel as a body, mind, spirit, or soul. Each breath, which we take with full attention brings prana to certain higher chakras and when is automatic, it goes to lower ones. Focusing at scrotum we feel body awareness, directing into hara, we manage mind. Focusing on solar plexus, we govern spirit with mindfullness and bringing it to middle of chest, we animate our soul, when putting our attention on throat, we can experience unuiverse. Concentrating on “third eye”, between eyebrows, we unite in monad and focusing on fonatnelle, we immerse within Consciousness. Way, that we breathe is a method to transport prana and attention where it goes, animates different layers of Consciousness and its source, Intelligence.

Attention from Consciousness, respiration of universe, stimulation from awareness and sensation from mindfullness all united in revelation of our imagination, results in self-realization from Intelligence. All that four components responds strictly to our four nature elements and four life goals as well. Earth touch health, water motion expression, with air breath wealth and fire love Consciousness united in fulfillment ether from Intelligence. As a result of kshama state of pure Consciousness. Social touch, motoric motion, with spacial breath and natural Cosnciousness creates intuitive Intelligence, which with musical sound, linguistic language and logic brain formns our universe. Universe, that´s macrocosm, mirror reflection of ajocosm, Saint trinity of Son, Father and Holy ghost. Trinity, that reflects in microcosm of human as body, mind and spirit and in tritocosm of atom as matter, intelligence and energy. Those three triads (logoic, ethic and magic) results in Navajo´s “Hozho” as well. Beauty of magic, balance from ethic and harmony of logoic, because fractal nature of universe represents Consciousness and Intelligence, same as humna awareness reflects its nature. That´s why knowing ourselves gives us gnosis bout its source. Same way as inhale, apnea and exhale creates whole breath, our prana, food and radiation are just different form of nutrition for spirit, body and mind, that form soul, which is reflection of atomic quant (energy, matter and intelligence). All of them are governed with spiritual atman – qualia, whcih is the smallest part of invisible reality. Reality, that we are all experience now and here non-stop and only from our state of Cosnciousness depends if we are aware of it, or not. Our physical body is just tool for us to experience different states of it and through directing consciously, with mindfulness, prana, we can change to comprehend that differences. All of that is necessary to have complete imagination, which leads to knowledge about reality. Our imagination field “grows” parallel to expanded state of Consciousness and wgen we reach pure Consciousness, dissapears together with intention and attention. All what remains is inspiration to discover its source and through focusing on it, we can comprehend pure Intelligence. Intelligence, that use that inspiration tio create Consciousness and its states. States, that depends from our attention. When it´s on body then it´s awareness, when on mind – is mindfullness, on spirit – universe and on soul – Consciousness. Attention, that is directed with our intention to use sensation, stimulation, respiration, or imagination. to receive that information. Information, that is the answer for our question, emotion. Our emotion, which is energy from Consciousness in motion of Intelligence and its response is process of formation. Formation, that is result of creation and source of realization, that all are coming from emanation. Universe that is effect from mindfullness and source of awareness, all originated from Consciousness.

Part Delta 4. (EX)IT

“3 decades 2 open paradise gates.”

Touch the earth, taste the water, smell the , see the fire to hear ether inside, where Youniverse is there, just all admire!

Three decades ago, laying in his bed and listening incredible album, one of the best from all hc/punk bands worldwide, ¨Through silver in blood” from american Neurosis, Me for a first time in his life experienced yoga nidra, that brings him out of the body, deep within the bed, even that in this time he didn’t know it that something like that exist and is possible. With listening his intuition, he focus completely at the sound of music, which brings his Consciousness beyond it. That experience profoundly change his perception about human possibilities. Later, falling in love completely with music, he repeated that experience with different great worldwide bands. Czech Thema 11, Japanese Mono, Canadian God Speed You! Black Emperor, Swiss Lune, or Latvian Tesa brings his Consciousness on that other side of Universe. Even if he didn’t know then, that he practiced ancient yoga nidra, he had incredible experience. Today, when he already have that knowledge and consciously is practicing it almost every day at the beaches worldwide, with company of the best music ever he heard in his life, o-sea-n shout, he travel through universe and beyond to discover new dimensions. All of that journeys expands his Consciousness even beyond his imagination, what is completely incomprehensible for human intellect. That’s why he started to write books, in which he can a little describe that profound experiences for everyone, who want to read it.

Five years later Me had really similar experience, but this time on the concert live of another american hc/punk band From Ashes Rise in Minsk Mazowiecki. So far, it’s the best concert he ever attented in his whole life. Heavy dark crust blended with dirty hardcorepunk smashed him completely, that during all their show, he can’t move at all. Me lose all the power over the body, until the point he can’t even talk at all, he literally forgot tongue in its mouths. For more than one hour, having desire to share his feelings with his temporary lover at that time, which comes with him for that gig, he tried to explain, but nothing works at all. Me stands literally hypnotized with that music. Completely out of body experience, in which for a first time ever in his life, he felt really ALIVE! He felt then like on the threshold of life and death simultaneously. After that day, 01.04.2001, all his life flipped upside down. Nothing was the same any more. Later, he start to travel on the other side of the country to experience similar sensation, dissapointed he goes abroad, making thousands of kilometers just for that short moment of ecstasy, or from etymology ekstasis, which means stand outside of ownself. Today, after quarter of century and hundred of thousands kilometers with all uncountable amazing concerts and festivals on his way of life, he knows that this sensation is possible only once in life, when You will find the exit. Exit from our four cardinal points, that creates awareness. Exit from four nature elements, which makes universe. Exit from four dimensions, which construct mindfullness and exit from four states of Consciousness at all. That exit is possible through our transcendence from existence to nonexistence at all and its most profound and astonishing experience ever! Exit to that other side, not only of universe, or even Consciousness, but to the same center of Intelligence. Exit to reality itself. Ex-it, what we all experience right now and here. Exit beyond life and death, which leads to its zeropoint, source of one. Source of alfa nad omega and source of nowhere, somewhere and everywhere. That source is called elsewhere. With crossing that exit we literally cease to exist. On the other side of that exit is entrance to multiversal one Intelligence and dependent of our vibration level, we enter to different universes. When we are afraid to pass it, we have got attracted to Fearth, if we are neutral, we come to the Freearth, but when we honestly admire that passage, with full natural euphoria, or ecstasy, we end up on Lovearth. Level of vibration decides about our destination. Even if from its human awareness perspective all those universes seems the same, after changing state of Consciousness, brisk observer can mention subtle, but profound differences between them. In a first one all entities exist, because they are afraid, not only to live, but to die as well. they exist, because they have to, or rather they survive, because there’s no other option in sight. At second one, all entities there live, because they want to experience both, life and death, because they know, that those give them different, necessary experiences for their thrive. While in third one, all its entities live because they love it every tiny millisecond, which they can experience, up to the climax, that point, where death doesn’t exist at all, because being honestly grateful for its every tiny moment, they become immortal. Moreover, last one will always find the way to that exit in a first half of new life, when second one in second half and first one will always ignore it and deny its existence. Even if sometimes they accidentally all have to experience it, because their fear from truth is bigger than this from the death and quite often, passing next to it, but focused on their past, they don’t see it and that’s why also second ones, will find it in second half of life, because they look for future. Only those, who put their full attention at now and here can find exit, because that exit is now and here, inside nowhere. Nowhere, that is home for our soul, same way as here is for the mind, which brings spirit, anywhere soul want it. From everywhere, home of Consciousness to somewhere in universe. That exit beyond everywhere, our elsewhere is also to spiritual now. With experiencing samadhi, we are leaving both of them, here and now simultaneously. In other words, we come back home for a while, to our sweet elsewhere. That’s why we have that strange, but pleasant sensation of being everywhere and nowhere at the same time, because connected to soul with its dhyana, we immerse within Consciousness and going beyond it that, we can visit our home, source of everywhere. To make all that more transparent, we can imagine it as two concentrated circles, with nowhere in the middle. First, that closer one to center, is circling somewhere and second one, everywhere, while elsewhere is beyond both, creating sort of top from double cone inside. Inspiration, which comes from that top creates Consciousness, in which soul from its center creates universe with intention, that through our imagination we can comprehend with mindfullness. State, when our attention is focused at 100% on one point until goes beyond it. Into other dimension within Consciousness. Moment of that transcendence is the start of our meditation, which can evolve into samadhi, when that point will grow until whole Consciousness, or everywhere. In other words, when point of our attention become whole that cone. Jnana begin, when that cone reduce into same top. Single zeropoint, when attention, intention and imagination will meet inspiration. same way as our four cardinal points creates center, or four nature elements makes aether of quintesence, or fear, love, freedom and wisdom are united in anxiety, our intelligence creates Consciousness, Universe, Mindfullness and Awareness with different ways. Intra and interpersonal its part form Consciousness, spacial and kinesthetic – Universe, natural with musical one creates Mindfullness and logic with linguistic – our Awareness. When all eight of them will met at the top of that cone, Intelligence transcends itself into its source – Tao. Tao, that can be comprehended with Jnana, which is that moment of passage through our exit. Passage, which lasts at least for few hours, if not even whole day and night together. Passage, in which we receive so much informations about all Universe and laws governing it, that can fulfilled five books about it. Same passage, which leads to entrance of its source for another four books. Passage, which Me experience exactly four years ago, what change completely his life inside-out, after which he discovered his predestination, to share all that amazing informations with everyone who want to experience. To know what they really are, what possibilities they have and what all that life game is about. To transcend infinite Intelligence once more. As was “proved” “apriori”, from awareness point of view, imagination is “between” Consciousness and Universe, which seems for us infinite huge, but from Mindfullness perspective, when it’s dot size of Consciousness, imagination expands to her size and when goes beyond it, whole Universe cease to exist. If inspiration creates Consciousness, then lack of it, made Nothingness and our feeling of boredom is consequence of that shift. To know source of certain feeling, we have to focus completely on it, focusing on boredom we can experience that dark side of Intelligence. Similar to moon phases, our awareness is new moon, Consciousness – full moon and Mindfullness half moon, but Nothingness is that dark side of the moon, which we can’t see it. Intelligence, that creates whole that moon is far beyond, let’s say on Saturn and its source, is beyond whole galaxy, called Milky way. Last one of five non senses, solitude, is inspiration for Mindfullness, first one, sadness is for Awareness and our loneliness for pure Consciousness. When we focus at anxiety we can travel to our Saturn and to be able to go abroad galaxy, we need to put attention on our alienation. those moments, when we feel it, that we are not from here, not from this illusionary world, is time to know our real home. If we convince the mind that we are from there, not here, it will let us to safe travel, but only one risk exist here; what if we don’t want to come back? Alienation from its Nothingness creates Anxiety of Intelligence, which is source of Wisdom that’s coming from Mindfullness, when is accepted, or Fear of Awareness, when is ignored. Freedom of Consciousness, which we learn overcoming Loneliness, decides about that choice and love of Universe, which we learn in Solitude, leads us to Unity in Gnosis, that our focusing on boredom is a way to home and on solitary sadness to stay here. What if focusing on boredom, instead of constant ignorance, with looking for its distractions, is more interesting than paying attention to sorrow, instead of pursuing for imagined happiness? what if Nothingness is more advanced then Consciousness? What if that Nothingness is whole the water in Ocean of Intelligence and Consciousness, only its waves? Waves that’s coming from foam of inspiration, when lack of it, is pure, silent and motionless darkness. Darkness in the deepest of that ocean, far away from here on its surface, where we sail with mind.boat, which is moved by wind of the feelings, which creates our mood, move on the sail and passenger inside, spirit, thrive through that journey to become old sailor, soul, which knows where to find near port, in case to change that boat for a new one to still continue that trip until we’ll find that exit from here. exit in the same center of the motion, which leads to its source. Motion, that we can listen, touch and observe at the same time, when lack of it, we can only taste and smell as foam on the shore. Only one activity in whole our life here, which is engaging all five senses is eating, that’s why fasting is so powerful tool, because eliminates motion and leads straight to its source and dry fasting ceases all senses, what results in pratyahara.

Part Gamma 5. (NON)SENSES

“If I am I, because you are you, and you are you, because I am I, then I am not I, and you are not you. But if I am I because I am I, and you are you because you are you, then I am I and you are you, and we can talk.”

Menachem Mendel of Kotzk

Five states of existence: solid, liquid, gas, vapor, plasma and wave responds to quintessence of nature elements: earth, water, fire, air, aether, which can be perceived by five senses: touch, taste, sight, smell and hear. When we withdrawal them through pratyahara, we transcends from nature to grace dimension.

In that dimension, which is its source, we can discover more hidden senses, which that from nature hides form us. Interoception, proprioception, or vestibular balance are only few examples of them. Practicing fascial yoga helps us to discover them. When we comprehend fact, that we are something more than that 5 basic senses processor, we start to transcendent our Consciousness. From instinctive desire and spiritual anger through intellectual anxiety and intuitive sloth, until inventive doubts. Five nivaranas are strictly connected to our basic five states of Consciousness. With overcoming certain nivarana, we transcendent that state from fear, that holds us in lethargy, through love, which cease anxiety and freedom from desire, until wisdom, from overcoming anger with unity, that erase all doubts. We evolve from that afraid instinctive beast, through free intellectual human and lovely start until wise planet and uniting all galaxy. Later, transcending higher level of Consciousness, we are able to experience completely different its states. Finally, overcoming our alientaion, we can travel abroad Milky Way, to meet its source. Five nivaranas, same as five senses, are holding that self-evolution and if we blindly trust them, we never understand, or even comprehend, real nature, threshold of grace, that’s far beyond intellectual mind.

Mind, which is programmed only for one function: to survive and if we want to really live, we have to go beyond it and contact with our free spirit, which want to really live. Spirit, that is threshold of our wise soul, which is immortal and when we contact with her, we can comprehend fact, that we are actually something more than those mortal trinity of body, mind and spirit. That we are, actually, only using them in case to discover and understand fact, where we are coming from, where we are heading and what we really are. In our further progress, we start to comprehend, that soul only connects us with that trinity, so we are more advanced, that we was believing. Finally, we gain gnosis, that this five essences, same way as five senses before, are holding our further evolve. Knowing already universal “octave law” from previous our development and fractal character of that universe, we can “predict”, that this whole transcendence is infinite and we are not here any victims, or participants, or even its choosers, neither observers of that transition, but conscious creators, or even same process as well. Progress, form which source is that silent, motionless, dark, lonely nothingness. In case we want to experience that infinite void of life, we have to first recognize our free will and then transmutate into wise wish, through the way of love. Unfortunately, because of our human ignorance, that recognition happens usually at crisis situtaion, which is our inspiration to transform Consciousness from instinctive victim into inventive creator, through intellectual participant and intuitive observer, which change consciously that situation with that same act of observation, becomes conscious chooser and creator of its new life. Life, that depends only from one, but inexorable condition: level of vibration and consciously changing that vibes, through our breath, we change also whole our life. First, we change state of Consciousness from instinctive Awareness to intuitive Mindfullness, what already creates Universe in alternative way with that state of Consciousness. Through conscious observation and further its modification, at the same end of that transmutation, we become that change, which we want to see. Same way as five fingers creates whole fist, our five essences makes whole life situation and depends from level of vibration, we identify with certain essence, or source of them, through our transcendence, which is actually that source itself. Physical victim, vital participant, mental chooser, astral observer, or causal observer form Multiversal Intelligence of Consciousness from Nothingness.

Those five non-senses, together with our lethargy and life traumas, creates whole B.A.L.L.A.S.T., which we have to carry out, until we understand it fact that only through our acceptance of them, we will makes us here completely free. Boredom-Alienation- Lethargy-Loneliness-Anxiety-Sorrow-Traumas are seven steps on our Jacob´s ladder to understand, through comprehension, our threefold source: active cultural, passive natural and neutral graceful. Ignoring our lethargy, we are full of doubts, while when we accept it, we can move from our cultural and traumatic ignorance, through natural resilient acceptance until graceful assurance. Assurance, that graceful inner peace is coming from our natural antisocial solitude, which is ignored and ridiculed with social, cultural distractions and only through accepting our nature, we can transcendent into grace. Through denying solitude, we start to feel lonely, of which ignoring it, is the reason of our sadness, that if we don´t accept it, becomes our boredom and through ignoring that latter, we feel alienated, what is reason of our anxiety. When accepting it being alone, we can learn honesty and forgiveness, which are two legs of our love. Legs, on which we can stand and with gratitude, our third invisible leg, we can learn wisdom of life. Fact, that all of us starts that life game, with crawling on four legs, until we learn acceptance, which helps us to stand on two, to finish that game with our walking stick, wisdom from famous Sphinx riddle. That loneliness is necessary.

Passing through that incredible “Garzon bridge”, which from one decade connects two provinces, tourist “Maldonado” with more rural, travel natural, “Rocha” inspired Me to figure out fact, that every stupid tourist before it become wise traveler needs smart guide to show that exit. Exit from its hedonist mind, to prudent soul, through ascetic spirit. That “Garzon bridge”, which is our natural pranayama, with which we can cross to traveler grace, leaving tourist culture. To visit proto-world without five essences at samadhi, through leaving before five senses with pratyahara. State, in which spirit use only its one last sense, breath. Breath, that also cease to exist at samadhi state and in consequence of that we can comprehend nonsense reality; reality, of which we make sense with our intention to put attention and if we do it to our nonsenses, we discover life sense. To accept with patience and gratitude our B.A.L.L.A.S.T.-FOR-B.L.I.S.S.(!). Bliss, that source of our pur-gen, after dissolving hydro-gen and oxy-gen from foam. PURe infinite inteliGENce, after immersing within Consciousness of Nothingness. Ain Soph of Ain Soph Aur from Ain. Holy Spirit of Son from Father. Same observation of observer from the Creator. Motion of Creation from its Emanation. I of Ra from Sva.

Also every step on that Jacob’s ladder responds to certain chakra and its energy, or lack of it decides which neurotransmitter is for us needed. For instance, if we don’t accept our traumas and we will ignore our need to heal them, that’s also base of our energetic spine, then mind need adrenaline, which we will find in every extreme life situations, that we attract. When we ignore vital sadness, which is connected to our sexual energy, we will look for source of dopamine. Lack of serotonin is caused by ignorance of mental anxiety, that’s strictly connected to our solar plexus. Lethargy decides about astral sloth, which is effect of ignorance oxytocin need from our heart (Annahata) and loneliness is consequence of lack of our self-expression through our throat vasopressin, same as crown melatonin is the result of our alienation from our “third eye” boredom. That’s why, when we connect with intuition (Ajna), our need to sleep drastically change, what results in natural “Amrit vela” wakes up. Our perfect time, before dawn, to practice meditations, pranayamas and mantras for further our progress to connect with more higher, that subtle essences. All this transcendence depends from universal “G.A.P. 2 B.A.L.L.A.S.T.” rule. Rule, which gives us assurance, that everything in our life is exactly as it should be and only from height of Jacob’s ladder depends if we see that, or not. Height of perspective decides about our prospective.

Part ZerOmega 0.(EX)SPIRE

One (A)spire To En(trance) Free( C)enter For Ex(it) Five Non(senses)

”The Stars spoke once to Man. It is World-destiny That they are silent now. To be aware of the silence can become pain for earthly Man. But in the deepening silence there grows and ripens what Man speaks to the Stars. To be aware of the speaking can become strength for Spirit Man.”

Rudolf Steiner

Observing lifeguards exercises on “La Aguada” beach in la Paloma, where he arrived exactly after whole one month spented in Uruguay, Me finally figured out nature of our suffering, which is consequence of human ignorance. Curiosity of suffering is our human nature and fulfilling with attention on it, it’s exit to grace. Until is not fulfilled, we will always suffer here. Only through acceptance of it, we can understand what is actually suffering. Conscious side of our pain and our Gratitude-Acceptance-Patience for Boredom-Alienation-Lethargy-Loneliness-Anxiety-Sorrow-Traumas brings only us bliss of Beauty-Love-Innerpeace-Serenity-Synchronization. That’s exit from suffering.

Within Awareness, our Consciousness is observer and Nothingness object of that observation, but during Mindfullness contemplation starts out transformation, where Nothingness becomes observer and Consciousness, object of it. Following it, meditation, unites all of them three in one, what results in state of samadhi. When we recognize fact, that we are within our observation object, not outside of it, whole perception of life diametrically change and knowing that famous Einstein equation, where energy is equal matter, with following it quantum physic rule, that same act of that observation change everything, we can shape whole reality, not only illusion of it. Going out of the source we can observe final effects of that transformation, which happens inside and through our infinite journey inside-out, we can finally comprehend fact, that we are that change itself. That we are using only mind and spirit to make that travel possible. Travel from mental here to spiritual now to discover for us another dimension of astral nowhere. Trip from ego to Tao, through god. God, which is only our grade of that one-dimensional TAO. Transcendence Above Oneness. Trancendent multiversal Intelligence, our foam. Foam Intelligence that creates waves of Consciousness from Water of Nothingness. Foam, which finally will be back to the ocean anyway, or with next conunter-wave directly, or absorbed with sun rays, it will return through clouds with its precipitation, after it dissolves in hydrogen and oxygen, creating again pure gen with our re-cycle. Recycle of SPIRE from Aspire through REspire into INspire. Which informs us also about that fact, that we ARE IN, not out. Inside Nowhere, same center of Everywhere, called Elsewhere. From where that SPIRE, (that symbolizes striving for a goal, hope and strength) ASPIRE TO RESPIRE FOR INSPIRE us to admire. To admire life with spiritual now, instead of mental here. Life, that can be or artistic imagination, or creative inspiration. Choice is ours as always.

On a certain level of our transcendence, called soul, we recognize fact, that finally only two processess exists. First, that’s transforming energy into matter, called mind, is source of our profitable desire to imagine better life. And second one, our spirit, which converts matter into energy, is beneficial inspiration for acceptance life as it is. That’s why mind is reason for our suffering and spirit – source of kshama. Desire creates need, which is source of the addiction and kshama is that desireless state of mind, which leads to spiritual innerpeace. Our ego-mind, source of human ignorance and Tao spirit, reason of our assurance are betwixt at soul god of super-human acceptance, which leads finally to humility, that’s necessary condition for liberation from illusion through our redemption. Illusion that’s result of our focusing on mind imagination, motivation, instead of reality of putting our attention on spiritual inspiration. Our intention, that depends from level of vibration, decides about that final destination. If it’s mind, we will suffer from ignorance about that alternative choice, which is spirit, when we admire life full of bliss and innerpeace. Spirit, which is present in all nature, that’s why spending time there with “Vicarius dei”, we can learn about whole universe and us as well.Where first reflects second one in macroscale, which is in fact microscale of Infinite Intelligence, us. As ME is reflected with WE, because at the end of the world all is one (“En To Pan”). Consequently, if that all is everything, oneness, then nothing at all, have to be zero. Nothing, which aspire to be some thing somewhere, which inspire that thing to live, to respire. Our zero-point, from which all that one, or everything emerge is Tao. Same center of Infinite Intelligence, denies it existence, same way as eye of the storm denies the storm, or donut hole denies whole donut. That’s why final reality denies any perception at all and in case of knowing that reality, we have to go beyond our mind stimulation and spiritual sensation as well, which creates that whole perception. Going beyond thoughts and feelings, beyond matter and energy, beyond mental atom and spiritual atman, gives us nonsense  of reality. Reality, in which seven essences, twelve senses with its sences dissolves in one nonsense. That eighth, invisible level of temporary octave law, which become first one of the next one again. Level above oneness, beyond everywhere, our elsewhere is our real home. Home, which we leave for a while, in case of transcendent journey. Journey, that will never finish and never begin, because we are that journey itself. Infinite Transcendence Above Oneness. I-TAO. I, which is ego construct of mind and Tao, spirit of all, travels beyond everywhere together just to discover that elsewhere, in which god’s intuition is that tourist guide to show us that way back. Back to the source, from where stupid tourist becomes wise traveler, which starts to live with gracefull spirit inspiration instead of natural mind imagination.

Becomes to live, not exist…

Every part of the nature, so human as well, needs thrive to evolve, otherwise is stucked in dull existence, instead of fully living. When we are disconnected from nature, we are disconnected from the source as well and focusing only on imagination within mind, instead of spirit inspiration we ignore our main reason of being here, which is spiritual thrive. Successfully ignoring all our inspirations we end up in crisis situation, which is biggest motivation for us to change. Change, that is necessary only if we don´t learn acceptance. Otherwise is natural effect of it, which leads to assurance, that’s result of our transmutation from ego will of ignorance into Tao inner-peace, through god’s wish of acceptance. We transform ignorance, that´s source of our desire with all suffering into Tao assurance, reason of kshama and inner-peace with super-human acceptance and if we learn that fact really quick, we don’t need any crisis situation any more. With process of developing our seven essences, through seven “artes liberales”, with our twelve senses, we end up finally with seven levels of “conspiration for transcendence”, where one aspiration from Intelligence (Geometry) for respiration of Universe (Arithmetic) is inspiration to Consciousness (Rhetoric) for intention of Awareness (Gramatic) for imagination state of Mindfullness (Logic) to put attention on Nothingness (Astrology) to discover finally revelation of transcendence (Music).

Two weeks later, after exploration of all “La paloma”‘s beaches, during christmas, Me went to see nearby “La pedrera”‘s ones as well. Following week, at new Year, he celebrated his visited 700th playa at all at that astonishing Cabo Polonio’s “La Calavera”. One of two great, gorgeous white sanded beaches, in which middle there’s small community of hundreds one floor small buildings, creating tourist attraction, where You can walk everywhere half-naked & barefoot to see at the same top, in the sunrise spot, next to mysterious lighthouse, hundreds of sea wolves and elephants, which are relaxing at scorching sun. Whole that place is separated from the rest of the world with huge 20-30 meters high dunes, which You can cross only with huge truck, or walking, or rather crawling over them. Place with so incredible positive energy, which fulfilled Me so much, that in next two weeks he visited next 15 beaches around “Punta Del Diablo” and “Santa Teresa” as well. Finally, after that, he comes back to the oldest uruguayan balneario, his favorite “La paloma”, where at local beach, “Costa Azul”, he observe one kite surfer, which was literally flying 5-7 meters above the waves. That contemplation experience inspire him to comprehend fact, that same as for that kite surfing, we have to learn first normal surfing and swimming, the same is with kshama, where first we need to learn focusing and normal meditation to be able experience samadhi. Samadhi, that’s our unity with ocean waves, starts with our concentration on them and similar like with learning surfing, our love is that 100% attention on Higher self (Consciousness), which through contemplation becomes meditation. All of that, although, needs our breath, that’s like swimming skill and when we learn to do it consciously, we can finally learn our kite surfing, love of kshama. Respiration is bridge between reality and imagination and aspiration with inspiration creates that reality. That infinite transcendence from our unskilled amateur of swimming to professional kite surfer needs patience, acceptance and gratitude, because everything in the culture it’s change according to “slow cooked frog syndrome” and our natural acceptance of seven its levels with graceful gratitude, opens for us that higher levels of Intelligence containing pure Consciousness and Nothingness as well.

Last three (highest) steps of our B.A.L.L.A.S.T. are final effects of the character from interaction with that transcendence. Being object of observation (Nothingness) is a reason of our alienation and when we transmutate it into passive observer (Consciousness), we’ll learn our kshama. Opposite state to distraction, source of boredom, that we can overcome with same act of our observation (Intelligence). That transmutation from object through subject into same mindfulness experience is necessary to reach inner-peace. Latter one together  with serenity from kshama, acceptance of love , natural beauty and assurance from graceful silence creates our bliss. Fact, that we are able to swallow while head-standing, proves that we can overcome natural force of gravity with our graceful grace and side effect of that transition is our bliss. Changing observer into same act of observation, nature into grace. In other words, when we will learn with human intellect how to restrain animal instinct of survival, we can listen our divine intuition for life and, through that, we can overcome also our fear from death, because latter one is just result of our imagination, when kshama comes for inspiration. Inspiration for us to learn later inner-peace, which leads to bliss. Intellectual observer intuitively observe instinctive act, through reflection makes its modification, to reach perfection. That transcendence change completely our perception inside-out and with constant differentiation we realize fact, that’s movement itself. Similar way, as old traveler finally comprehends fact, that life is endless travel. Never-ending journey through different situations, which are for him inspirations to build strength of spirit with uncomfortable actions. Actions, that natural instinct automatically will resist and graceful intuition persist for. Same rule are working also for microcosmos as well. Difference between both, is that in macroscale No-thing is object of observation and in microscale is Some-thing, our universe. Subject Object Mental Experience. Idea of perfect prison, panoptikon, designed in the 18th century by Jeremy Bentham, shows fact, that as long we are object of observation, we behave instinctively, that’s why it’s easy to control us, but when we change perception into observer, we become more autonomous intellectually. With universal perspective of same act of observation, we are intuitively ungovernable. Same as real anarchists are final result of transmutation from totalitarian frightful objects to free acts, through subject of liberation. Liberation from observation, freedom of modification and wisdom from reflection, leads to TAO, unity of perfection. Unity, that is possible to experience after we will change human awareness (object) into post-human universe (act) with our super-human mindfulness (subject). Thanks to that first transition on lunar microcosmos, we can comprehend next one at solar macrocosmos and our acceptance is that bridge. which connects both scales together. Following bridge between macrocosmos and ajocosmos is assurance, which is also transition from one octave to that next, another one until protocosmos, that is seventh, last grade “before” whole, one reality. Intellectual imagination impose on us expectation of that if we realize that, what we imagine (lunar), while intuitive inspiration (solar) is free from that. Instead of lunar condition and obligation from that expectation, solar intuition invites us to completely free and unbelievable life fun forever. Only from us and our honest intention depends if we accept it, or ignore that invitation.

To be able to do it, we need our attention, which starts whole process, until their elimination, what in consequence transmutates our G.A.P. into A.G.A.P.E. Unexpected precipitation, while we are sunbathing at the beach, teach us that rule immedietely. First, we put attention on coming rain, then we learn gratitude, acceptance and patience, which leads finally to its extinction. Each beach teach us how switch glitch to reach bridge, under which dwells ditch, with ancient wizard and witch.

“S.O.M.E. A.G.A.P.E. 2 B.A.L.L.A.S.T. 4 B.L.I.S.S.” IS INEXORABLE RULE OF OUR TRANSMUTATION.

Confronting with traumas, we heal them with our love, sadness we heal with samadhi, anxiety, gaining wisdom, loneliness through learning freedom and alienation we overcome with kshama. Lethargy we heal through using intellectual imagination and boredom with intuitive inspiration. After all that seven steps, that are strictly connected with our seven essences, we can finally comprehend its source, Intelligence. Intelligence that’s that transcendence itself and with our life dance with prudence we can transform that transition into transmutation, which shows us every step of it with surgery precision, only if we let it to. Practicing “Bhakti Yoga” through our “Isvara pranidhana”, when every smallest act is our devotion to real Self is that way to go with the flow. Way, which later transform us to be that flow itself. Way (imagination), which unites our free will (intention) with wise wish (inspiration) through our love (attention). Way, that let Me to visit more than 700 beaches at last 44 months on four different parts of world ocean. Way, that teach him fact, that all infinite transcendence pro gnosis finite universe neurosis is reflected in every breath that we take it now and here and if we do it consciously, we can shape whole reality, instead of its small illusion parts. Choice is ours as always was and always will be. All ways, always forever for ever…

Nevermind if You are feminist or cismen, artist or buisnessman, gangster or policeman. Meditate for inner–peace man!

Nex(t)us before 03.02.2026 La Paloma, Uruguay, Earth